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Saturday, January 31, 2009
it would be unendurable.
You are the most important thing to me now.
The most important thing to me ever."
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.274
Friday, January 30, 2009
This is still one of my favorite pictures of "Edward". I think Robert really became him in this picture. I know it worked for me!
OK. I was on some "Twilight" site...and it was talking about the Stephenie Meyer/Midnight Sun drama.
It goes as follows:
A leak puts the bite on ‘Twilight’~
“Twilight” fans waiting to read Stephenie Meyer’s latest vampire novel had better not hold their breath: the author is still pouting about her unfinished manuscript being leaked online — and hasn’t touched the book since.
To the chagrin of “Twilight” followers, Meyer has no further plans to resurrect the would-be juicy read. “Midnight Sun,” the fifth tome in the series, was being written from bloodsucking heartthrob Edward Cullen’s point of view.
“Nothing’s changed,” a rep for the author confirms to us. “Stephenie has no plans to move forward with ‘Midnight Sun’ at this time.”
Old news, right? But it got me thinking (run for your life!!). Now, don't get me wrong...I love Stephenie Meyer. She brought me to Edward...who in turn brought me to Robert. Not bad (Who am I kidding? It's fanFUCKINGtastic!). But I'm still so disappointed in this. Because I feel she is punishing her fans...but anyway...
Which also got me to thinking about "Midnight Sun". Yes, I have read the part that was leaked on the internet. Yes, I absolutely LOVED it...mistakes and all. I will admit it, Edward is by far the most fascinating part of "Twilight". BY FAR. And being able to get inside his head and read his thoughts...his obsession...his every feeling...was incredible. More interesting than Bella....
So what would have happened...if they had put out "Midnight Sun" as a movie instead of "Twilight"? Instead of Bella's POV...we get Edwards. We get 99% Edward. His voice over. His story. And with that...we get Rob! More delicious, beautiful, gorgeous Rob. Fascinating thought. Would the tweenies have been more excited by the movie...seeing that it was all Rob/Edward? Or do they like seeing things through Bella's eyes? Bella is so relatable...does that make her version more appealing to women? Wouldn't the Edward version of the movie have had more action...more Cullens...more of an inside look in the life of a vampire? Who wouldn't want that? How could anyone who is a fan of "Twilight" NOT want more Edward???? Obviously Robert has millions of fan who probably would feel the same way as me...and I know that "Midnight Sun" as a movie...would be...fucking brilliant. All Rob All the time. *sigh*
Right now, though, I would just settle for the book being finished and published. I'm dying to see the meadow scene through Edwards golden eyes. I'm sure SM will get over all this. Hopefully sooner than later.
Bye for now♥
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
OK. I'm in a rather pissy mood (again?). It always comes back to the obsession/addiction to all things Robert Pattinson.
No, it's not because of my obsession that I am being bitchy today. No. I have come to accept this burning desire to wrap myself around Rob. I have to...it's either that or the padded room. But here's the thing. Don't you FUCKING dare try to tell me that I'm wrong for feeling this way. Don't you FUCKING dare try to push your thoughts on me. Don't you FUCKING dare project your shitty pent up bullshit onto me.
I don't fucking need someone getting all righteous and pompous and acting like they are better than me. Fuck that, OK?
See, I am dealing with my Robsession the best way I know how. I indulge myself. Endlessly. And how can being addicted to Rob be bad, when its brought me to Robsessed...and some of the best people I've yet to meet? These girls make me think. Laugh. Cry. And I feel fucking protective of them...
It's all well and good to deal with your issues...your way. But I draw the line when you expect everyone else to follow your lead...and if they don't...well, they must be useless, stupid and weak.
I'm enjoying my Robsession. I am still figuring it out....but it has been a helluva ride so far. I'm not stupid. I can think for myself. And my first reaction when someone preaches at me, and tries to shove their beliefs down my throat? I spit that shit right back out.
Sorry if this is so bitchy. I guess I'm being Dark Rose today.
Bye for now ♥
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Bella Swan: You— you stopped the van. You pushed it away with your hand.
Edward Cullen: Well, nobody's gonna believe you, so.
Bella Swan: I wasn't gonna tell anybody. I just need to know the truth.
Edward Cullen: Can't you just thank me and get over it?
Bella Swan: Thank you.
Edward Cullen: You're not gonna let this go, are you?
Bella Swan: No.
Edward Cullen: Well, then I hope you enjoy disappointment.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Been thinking about Rob. (Duh)
Been thinking about how "Twilight" is out of theaters (at least in my neck of the woods).
Been thinking about how I won't be able to see Rob's face blown up to huge proportions on a massive movie screen, for a while.
Been thinking that a picture of Rob that was taken by some chick in a London pub made me more depressed than happy. Mostly because Rob's face in the picture looked pretty much like his face in the picture to the left. Fucking annoyed.
Been thinking that even though I miss him like hell (and OK, let's get serious, miss hell? What's that supposed to mean?), I am glad that he is still in London, far from the screaming banshees and American paparazzi.
Been thinking that when I get totally lost in my obsession, that watching "Twilight" usually helps me.
Been thinking that I haven't been on the blog, or on FB much, so that I didn't have much chance to talk to my twin sisters. And I just want you to know that I've missed you SO much. I heart you. Big Time.
Been thinking that I'm in love with a 22 year old British actor/musician. And I don't fucking care.
Been thinking that I love Edward/Bella fanfic, and that it really helps me satisfy my NEED for all things Rob/Edward.
Been thinking that Jules is a fucking fantastic writer, who literally sucks me into her story so deeply, that I forget where the hell I am. She's brilliant.
Been thinking that the Wide Awake author (another fucking brilliant writer) has had to actually use a chapter in her story, to tell off the lunatic fringe that wants to tell her how to write, when she should write and then criticizes her for not writing fast enough. Fucking Hell.
Been thinking that the more people you know, the more people you fucking want to kill.
Been thinking that this post is going down into a fucking spiral, and I should probably get out while I can.
Been thinking "FUCKING BULLSHIT".
Been thinking bye for now.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Agitation ~ Has anyone posted new pictures? Why aren't there any new pictures?
Anxiety ~ I'm looking for you...everywhere. Why can't I find you?
Panic attacks ~ WHERE ARE YOU????
Confusion ~ Why have you left me? Where did you go?
Depression ~ If I don't see you soon, I'm gonna go see HSM2.
Euphoria ~ Perez Hilton posted about you!!!!
Fear ~ Will I ever see you again?
Hallucinations ~ I think I just saw you lurking around my house....
Headache ~ I'm clenching my jaw (oh God, his jaw!)
Hypertension ~ My blood pressure rises with just a thought of you
Insomnia ~ If I could dream, I would dream of you...
Irritability ~ This is just too much FUCKING BULLSHIT!
Nausea ~ I don't feel well...my stomach hurts...
Palpitations ~ My heart is racing...or is it breaking??
Psychosis ~ Rob loves me...he wants to marry me!!!
Restlessness ~ I keep checking "Robsessed" every 5 minutes
Weakness ~ I miss you, Rob....I'm on my knees....
Friday, January 16, 2009
I'm glad that you have had some time away to recoup and rest. Lord knows you deserved it after putting up with all the screaming and the grabbing and the yelling and the interviews and stalking and the paparazzi...
But seriously now...ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
Look, I'm not asking for fucking much here. Just a peek. A little token of your affection.
I FUCKING MISS YOU.
Even though I can always see your beautiful face anytime I want...it's not the same. I'm worried about you.
I need to know you're OK. I need to see for myself.
And oh yeah, I wanna see what you hair looks like a month later.
So come on ...throw me a bone here (did I just say bone??).
You don't have to stay out for long...just one little picture...
Just pop out of your hiding place long enough to see if you can see your shadow or not....
I hope you don't...
But I'm guessing there will be at least 6 more weeks of a Rob-less winter.
Yours whenever you want me,
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Friday, January 9, 2009
Thursday, January 8, 2009
This is just to say that Taylor Lautner has been signed (let me sign!) to reprise his role as Jacob Black in "New Moon". I'm not sure how I feel about this. On one hand, I thought that Taylor was PERFECT for Jacob in "Twilight". He was everything I pictured Jacob being (not that I really noticed the character that much...I am deeply in love with Edward, after all), cute, friendly and sweet. In NM...I'm not so sure.
First off...I don't like Taylor with the long hair. He looks SO much cuter with his hair short....but I realize that is a character thing. Can he man up enough to compete with Edward? Jacob didn't really compute with me as anything Edward would have to worry about...until "Eclipse" (my favorite book)...it wasn't until that book that I realized that Jacob could be kinda hot and sexy....Can 17 year old Taylor pull that off? I don't know. I read that they recently did some more screen tests to see if he and Kristen had any chemistry...I suppose that is the important part, isn't it? It's not whether I can see Taylor/Jacob as a possibility...its whether Kristen can act like she really has to decide between Jacob and Edward. OK, obviously in the real world...NO FUCKING CONTEST. But, alas, this isn't the real world, is it? Not even close.
I am happy for Taylor. He realizes how important this role is to his career...and he went after it...gaining weight and working out to show Summit he could handle the part. I hope this is true.
As happy as I am that Summit wants to release "New Moon" at the end of this year (WOW), I don't want a rushed, shitty movie. Do it right, Summit. You fuckers.
Did I tell you how much I love the DARK EDWARD pictures of Rob? I need to go read Wide Awake again. And again. LOVE THAT FUCKING STORY.
That's all for now.