I apologize in advance...
Because I really don't have much to say today.
Don't get me wrong...
There is still plenty of bullshit drama going on.
We know that will never end
I'm just not feeling it right now.
And no... that has nothing to do with my feelings about
Robert and Kristen being together.
I believe they are solidly together.
I don't know.
I guess I just don't have anything to say today.
Robert is in LA
Kristen is (supposedly) in NOLA
I really do get sick of that sentiment.
So now everyone is just waiting for Robert to show up
wherever the fuck Kristen is
And I have no doubts he will...
Sometimes you just get tired of the game.
Because nothing is ever enough.
And I grow weary.
Oh no... not weary of this beautiful man...
who is so much more than tousled hair and chiseled jaw
Lanky limbs and piercing stare.
I realize that Robert Pattinson is special.
It's why I'm here.
Writing these words.
But the constant drama is tedious.
And I know that I put myself out there in the middle
of the foam covered arena on a daily basis...
Most of the time I sit here and write a few simple words...
and lean back and watch what happens.
For I have always said that the REACTION
is always so much more entertaining than the ACTION.
And that remains to be true.
So where does that leave us?
In the same place, I suppose.
I'm not going anywhere.
I'll still be here...
Trying to figure out why Robert Pattinson has affected me this way.
Trying to figure out exactly why I feel so damn protective about Kristen.
If the answers never come... that's OK.
I don't know if I will ever really understand the
Robert Pattinson Phenomenon
Maybe I'm not supposed to.
Maybe I'm just supposed to enjoy the ride.
When I first started this blog...
It was pretty much just me losing my mind over pics of Robert.
Obviously that much hasn't changed...
But Kristen came into the picture early on.
I noticed the interaction.
I noticed the infatuation.
So I began writing about it.
I think my first clue that I was seen as a "ROBSTEN" blog...
was when people would start #Follow Friday me
as their 'favorite Robsten blog'
The first time I saw that I was like... WTF?
I'm not a fucking Robsten blog.
Because I believe there IS a Robsten.
So I write about them.
I find myself defending my point of view...
And sometimes I wonder why I bother.
Does it really matter?
I am most decidedly interested.
I'm fascinated by the inner workings of this fandom.
I even love that Rob and Kristen being together
just burns the hyenas hide.
And yeah, it's entertaining as hell to watch them
chase their tails so hard...
Their nose is buried in their own ass.
I'm a bitch that way.
I'm honest. I'm say what I'm thinking.
And that pisses off some people.
Why? I'm not sure.
There used to be some 'friends' who would support this blog...
But then I guess I got a bit too controversial for them.
So they tried to distance themselves from me...
Publicly at least
You know how it goes.
Some people just want to stay nice and neutral...
It's pretty hard not to get caught up in the drama sometimes.
IF you have an opinion...
IF you aren't afraid to stand behind it...
Then you will find drama too
or it will find you.
It's hard to be in this fandom and not get splashed
by the bitter foam once in a while...
And that brings me to my final thoughts.
I did it again.
I said I didn't have much to say...
And here we are.
And now I have a few things to say.
Funny how that works.
1. There was chatter about Rob showing up in NOLA
with Kristen at the end of the week.
It wouldn't surprise me in the least...
What also didn't surprise me is the number
of excuses that are already being spit out
JUST IN CASE he does show up there.
"Breaking Dawn is doing pre-production there!
That's the ONLY reason Rob would go to NOLA"
(except BD is filming in Baton Rouge...
and it hasn't started yet considering one of their
MAJOR stars is busy on another film)
2. "Rob would be CRAZY to go meet Kristen!"
Yeah. Because wanting to be with the one you love
is all kinds of crazy!
Rob is crazy...
CRAZY IN LOVE!
3. "Nick and Steph should get better control of Rob!
He doesn't need to go to NOLA and damage his career!"
I'm just gonna guess that when Rob isn't working...
He can pretty much go wherever the fuck he wants.
He's not on their leash.
THEY work for HIM.
Not the other way around.
And how does visiting his girlfriend damage his career?
Oh that's right.
It fucking doesn't.
4."IF Robert goes to NOLA...
You know it's because Summit is making him.
It's in his contract. It's PR!"
Yeah. It's in Robert's contract to follow his girl around
and get all up close and personal with her...
Summit has complete control over Robert.
DO WHAT I SAY! GO TO NOLA AND PROMOTE BD!!!
Remember what I said about their nose being so far up their own ass?
This is why I still do this.
It's fucking hilarious!
This post is brought to you by the letters *J* and *H*
J for Jella.
H for Hyena Ass.
Not a pretty picture.
And so it goes.
Bye for now