Robert and Kristen- Random Thoughts

I have a lot of random thoughts today.

But I have to admit my head is just not

into the drama today.

But here goes anyway...

1. I get a lot of shit about the name of my blog.

Not sure why people care so much what I have 

named it... do they feel betrayed somehow 

because I talk about Kristen, too?

The purpose behind me starting this blog

was for me to get a handle on my feelings

for Robert.

I started it a month before Twilight came out.

So...

I talked about Robert being adorkable

and beautiful...

How incredibly intoxicated I was...

And I tried to figure out why he was the one

who made me feel a way that I've

never felt before... about anyone.

Yeah, well I still do that.

I haven't figured it out yet.

But you see...

Robert's life has evolved alongside this blog

And as much as it pains some of you people

Kristen is now a part of that life.

Part of His Life.

I know some of you would prefer her to not exist.

I know that you would just like to enjoy Robert

without having to deal with Kristen.

And hey... I get it.

But for me?

The more I saw of Rob's adoration

and obvious feelings for Kristen...

The more I came to see her through his eyes.

I absolutely adore her.

Kristen makes Robert happy.

Robert being happy...

Makes me happy.

That's really all there is to it.

I'm a fan of Kristen's

I'm a fan of Robert's

And even if there comes a day when

I believe that they aren't "Robsten" anymore?

I will still love and adore both of them.

2. Back to Kristen.

(sorry)

Kristen did an interview with ELLE UK.

I thought it was a very interesting...

and telling read.

She gave us little glimpses into her life...

Her ipod (hahahaha)

And what happens when she does that?

She gets blasted and insulted...

Attacked and ripped apart.

All because she had the audacity

the fucking nerve

To show the reporter a picture of 

Robert on her ipod.

Don't you get it now?

Don't you SEE why she doesn't want to share

one moment... of her life with Robert?

Can you imagine what would happen 

if she admitted she was with Rob?

I cringe at the thought.

I shudder at the hatred...

I wonder what Robert would have thought

about the people attacking someone

he so obviously cares about?

I have a lot of people who look for stuff for me

to blog about. I don't ask them too...

But they send it to me and I must admit to finding it hilarious.

I don't know where they get this stuff...

I don't even ask anymore.

Because who said it doesn't really matter

(A Hyena by a other name... is still a Hyena)

So here are a couple of choice tidbits...

I DON'T BELIEVE THEY ARE DATING, NOT EVEN FWB?

(I believe that they may have spent some nights together, with Rob drunk.)

Well, believe it or don't...

but how insulting to Rob is the drunk comment?

It still boggles my mind that people think 

that Robert is some kind of manwhore

who shags every woman he works with,

all the while keeping Kristen on the side...

JUST IN CASE he can't find anyone else to be with.

Good Fucking Grief.

He's with Kristen... because he WANTS to be.

Doesn't get any simpler than that.

They seem so miserable together. 

How can even the dimmest bulb think anything romantic ever happened between them? 

Um. Wait a minute. 

2 people who are only together for "PR" looking miserable together? 

How exactly does that work?

Isn't the point of "PR" to try and make people

BELIEVE that they are together? 

Wouldn't looking miserable and non-romantic

kinda shoot the whole "PR" bullshit down? 

Yeah... Thought so. 

And what watt bulb are you.. or have you burnt out?

;)

For those times when they're supposedly 'alone' we never have a pic proving it.

This made me laugh out loud.

Truly. I'm thinking that someone needs to look up the

definition of ALONE. 

Really. 

You might learn something 

(wouldn't THAT be exciting?)

ALONE:

separate, apart, or isolated from others:

to the exclusion of all others or all else:

Do you get it now? 

EXCLUSION OF ALL OTHERS. 

Meaning there isn't some lame asshole

with a camera taking their picture... 

because they are ALONE.

Got it? 

(Probably not)

 I saved the best for last.

Well...

You tell me.

This is true. My Dad's best friend is doing lighting for this film and he said rob has been telling everyone that he is single. My sister and i were so upset, we thought they were dating.

OR

This is true. My Dad's best friend is doing lighting for this film and he said Rob has been telling everyone that he is madly in love with Kristen. My sister and I were so upset, we thought we had a chance.

Which one do you believe?

Which one do you WANT to believe?

It's what it comes down to anyway, isn't it?

What you want to see.

What you choose to think is truth or bullshit.

Honestly?

I think both of these are full of shit.

Robert would NEVER tell 'Everyone' 

he is single or in love.

Robert Pattinson?

The shy, awkwardly adorable Robert Pattinson?

Yeah, I can see him skipping around the set...

Telling anyone who would listen...

"I'M SINGLE!"

"I'M IN LOVE!"

Please.

Do these people have any concept of Robert at all?

That would be a NO.

Closing thoughts?

Don't really have any.

Oh... I am going out of town this weekend.

Not sure if I will be able to post on here 

for a couple of days.

Have to wait and see what happens.

I'm thinking it will actually do me some good

to get away from the bullshit drama that

I find myself wading through everyday.

Yeah, I know I do it by choice...

But that doesn't mean I always like it.

This is what I will be looking at this weekend.

It's the view from our deck.

Well, there will be more leaves on the trees 

But yeah...

it will be good.

Good Friends.

Good Food.

Good Times.

Bye for now.

♥♥♥