Dog Days of Summer

The last day of August.

Honestly.

Where the HELL did the summer go

and why am I so happy its over?

I don't like how fast time seems to go by

the older I get

but I must admit I am NOT a fan of summer.

Too hot.

Too many bugs.

Too many people.

Bah Humbug.

Hate it.

Good Riddance.

Anyway.

I wanted to get in my 'monthly' blog 

before the calendar changes over.

So lets discuss recent pictures

shall we?

And here's a shocker...

I'm actually starting with ROB!!!!

I know I know

I ALWAYS talk about Kristen

(How dare me!)

and yeah...

its been easier to do that lately...

She is fucking EVERYWHERE

doing fucking EVERYTHING.

But hey...

Rob wins first picture this post.

A set pic from his movie "Damsel"

I mean...

this picture is ALL KINDS OF GOOD

isn't it?

It's got it all.

Rob looking amazing.

As good as I've seen him look in a while.

And.

He's wearing cowboy type clothes.

Amazing.

And.

He's got a damn guitar across his back.

Amazing.

And.

He's walking.

And even more amazing than that...

He's walking a damn pony.

Seriously.

This was ALL good.

Don't these pictures make you wanna see this movie?

Will he sing?

What's with the pony?

What's it's name?

Isn't that a lot of bullets around his waist?

What kind of hat is that?

All questions I want answered.

Kristen has been working on her own short film...

she's been out and about getting coffee

and doggie toys

and flipping the finger.

You know...

The usual.

(But somehow being all cute when she does it)

And although the Baby Crazies want her

to be around 6 months pregnant right now...

This picture shows that her stomach 

is enviably flat.

It must suck to be a Loony-Tick

(A crazy diseased parasite)

and always be clinging to... nothing.

Holding on to the past...

that gets farther and farther away every day.

Kinda like their break with reality.

Maybe some of you follow Lainey...

Maybe not

I do.

I find her point of view interesting...

even when I don't always agree

especially when it comes to Rob and/or Kristen.

But she is right on the money with this recent post

on her site...

Of course you know that there are some serious TwiHards

 who are very serious about the conspiracy theory that

 Kristen and Robert Pattinson are actually still together,

 married, and raising two secret children

 that she birthed while we were looking but not really seeing.

Now that she’s spoken his name out loud,

 for the first time in a long time, this will give them life.

 It’s her way of sending him an open Valentine,

 never mind that she follows up her comments about “Rob” 

with an unadulterated gush about girlfriend Alicia Cargile:

“Look how cute she is. I love her so much.

 I would never talk about any of my relationships before,

 but once I started dating girls it seemed

 like there was an opportunity to 

represent something really positive. 

I still want to protect my personal life, 

but I don’t want to seem like I’m protecting the idea,

 so that does sort of feel like I owe something to people.”

And this is exactly why those conspiracy theories are so troubling.

 I mean the crazy is entertaining, for sure. 

But to willfully believe that Kristen Stewart is faking it as a lesbian

 in order to hide her true and straight love isn’t just lunacy, 

it’s nefarious, it’s dismissive, and it’s insulting.

LUNACY.

NEFARIOUS.

DISMISSIVE.

INSULTING.

Nail.

Head.

BAM.

Kristen has been on the cover of a bazillion magazines.

Looking stunning and gorgeous and beautiful.

Isn't it wonderful?

How she has been working so hard...

and finally getting where people talk 

more about her work...

than who she's with.

Of course there will always be interest in 

her relationships

(The curse of celebrity)

But isn't it nice when the gossip 

no longer overshadows her movies?

I finally got to see EQUALS.

And it's quiet...

Thoughtful.

but interesting.

Can I be honest here?

Nic and Kristen have hella chemistry.

On and Off screen.

So it wasn't hard to watch this movie.

Lots of close ups.

Touching.

Kissing.

And basically...

I can watch anything that Kristen does...

I find her fascinating on the big screen.

She commands your attention

just by stepping in front of the camera.

It was a good movie.

Made all the better by

Nic and Kristen's appeal.

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This post is brought to you by 

the letter T

T for

Sweet Thomas.

Hello from the other side

I must've called a thousand times...

Until next time.

Bye for now

Couple of Things...

Yeah... I'm still around.

Maybe not as much as I used to be...
life has been exceedingly busy as of late

But still reading.

Still seeing.

Still getting DMs.

Ha.

The thing is..

This fandom is kinda like a corny soap opera.

You really don't have to check in and watch it every day

to know what's happening.

All you need to do is peek in one or two days a week

and you're all caught up.

Easy.

Peasy.

Not that there is even that much to catch up on.

Well sure...

Kristen's career is on fucking fire.

(burn baby burn)

So that is always lots of fun to keep up with.

But as far as the fanDUMB is concerned...

It's pretty much 

Same shit

Different day.

It's like some people are on a perpetual 

merry-go-round

They just kinda say the same things

day after day...

and they actually think they are getting somewhere

that what they are saying...

means something.

But alas.

Tis not to be.

All they are doing is going around in circles...

arguing the same bullshit

spewing the same lies.

And never fucking going anywhere.

How sad for them.

But they deserve every miserable

moment they get.

And you KNOW they are miserable.

1. Like I said...

Kristen is on fucking fire.

White Hot.

She was all over the place recently...

and as I'm not a 'fan' blog

(never tried to be one)

I will touch on the things I found interesting.

EQUALS L.A. premiere was July 7th

Lovely.

And being next to Nicholas?

Lovelier.

Does that look right to you?

Lovelier?

Hmmmm...

How about Loveliest.

Yeah.

That looks good.

So do they.

It's obvious to even a casual observer

that Kristen and Nic are close friends.

The comfort and intimacy they share

is nice to see.

No.

I don't SHIP them.

Good Lord.

But I do love seeing them together

and like seeing how they support each other

and how easily they laugh

and are in sync.

So there.

2. Kristen also had a premiere

for Cafe Society.

Rave reviews for this sweet beautiful girl.
LOVE.
IT.

3. Rob turned up in Utah
on a super secret movie.
HUH?
How the hell did he pull that off?
Impressive.
I kinda like when they can make a movie
without the whole fandom watching
every move they make.
Kinda cool.

He looks pretty OK here.
And it turns out it may be a comedy.
Seriously.
Rob in a comedy?
Bring it to me NOW.

4. That brings me to this next thought...

Why are fans so fucking defensive all the time?
You know...
It's OK to not like what someone is wearing...
or their hair
Or maybe you don't agree with what they said.
SO WHAT.
It's not the end of the damn world.
In the past...
I've gotten attacked for saying something as simple as
"Rob looks skinny"
That's all I said.
And the locusts descended on me
like I said something horrible.
What.The.Fuck.
It's not that serious.
Really.

Another example...

This portion of a Twitter conversation
(which I believe was from 2015)
has been thrown in my face twice.
Why?
Well... because this is the worst thing they
could find that I've said about Rob.
And believe you me...
You KNOW they fucking went as far back
as possible to try and find something.
Thing is?
All I said was
"Not my style. But it appears to be Robs."

AND?
So what?
PDA isn't my style.
Never was.
 I'm talking about ME... personally.
And honestly?
I don't give a fuck if Rob or Kristen
or anyone else wants to kiss or hold hands
or whatever they want to do.
Yet...
Asshats keep trying to make this tidbit of a
conversation mean something.
Well guess what?
People change.
If you don't think Kristen or Rob
have changed over the last 3 years
you are an idiot.
Of course they have!
Haven't you?
 I mean...
haven't you changed your mind on some things...
perhaps found new people/places/things to enjoy?
Rob and Kristen are human beings.
They grow.
They change.
Just like everyone else.
Who the hell would want to remain stagnant
and unchanging year after year?


5. Stagnant and living in the past
brings me to my next thought...
The resident fandom crazies...
HKN and the Baby Cult.
Still wallowing in 2009.
Yeah...
Every fandom has that scary group that
embarrasses them all over social media
that has wild conspiracy theories
and will never accept reality.
And I know that some people would rather
just ignore them and pretend they didn't exist.
But I can't.

It would be one thing if these silly shrews
just wanted to believe Rob and Kristen were married
because really... who gives a shit if they want to think that?
It would be another if these crazies
wanted to believe that Kristen has somehow become a Duggar
and is working on baby number 3.
(seems to be the standard GO TO when new pics
of Rob/Twigs or Kristen/Alicia come out)
3 babies in 2 1/2 years.
Okkkkkk.

But the thing that needs to stop is
the constant trashing of Twigs and Kristen (and Rob)
That's really all the Cult do.
They trash Twigs.
Rob's fans come back and slam Kristen.
So then Kristen's fans slam Rob.
It's never ending.
How do these people read what the Baby Cult has to say
and be OK with it?
They are lying.
They don't know any truth... or facts... or anything.
And if Twigs was indeed only an 'investment' by Rob and Kristen
why are they constantly trying to bring Twigs down?
It's fucking lame, OK?

It wasn't right when Kristen was attacked
for years (pre 'scandal' by the way)
and its not right attacking Twigs now.
Twigs hasn't done anything to deserve this shit.
And I'm not saying you have to like Kristen or Twigs... or Rob.
I'm saying be a fucking decent human being
and stop trying to prop up your 'fave' by trashing someone else

Or to further your pathetic agenda.
Kristen doesn't need it.
Rob doesn't need it.
And not one of them deserve it.

6. I was watching a Twilight marathon the other night.
Ok.
So I only started watching Twilight at
"Say it.
Say it OUT-LOUD."

and I did watch all of NEW MOON.

And you know how these movies make me feel?
Happy.
Nostalgic.
No fucking regrets.
None.

This is still a GREAT kissing scene.
(and my lord... ain't they pretty?)

And I STILL get choked up when I hear

"Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill looming"

Because they fell in love making this movie.
And it was wonderful to watch.

"Jake, I love you. So please, don't make me choose.
 Cause it'll be him. It's always been him."

*Sigh*


but now we have:

Cafe Society
Equals
Childhood of a Leader
Lost City of Z
Billy Lynn's Long Halftime Walk
Good Time
Certain Women
Personal Shopper
Damsel

It might not be the same
but its more than enough...
and maybe even better.


This post is brought to you by
Acceptance.

You've heard me say it for years.
"With Acceptance Comes Peace"

And it's true.

Rob is happy with his life.
With Twigs.
Kristen is flourishing in hers.
With Alicia.
Good enough for me.

And of course...
This post is also brought to you by
Thomas Sturridge

You know how hard it is to be his fan
if you don't live in the UK?
He makes these wonderful movies that I never get to see
until they are released on DVD
or maybe on PPV.
He's very private about his life
and is rarely seen in public.
I mean...
COME ON.

I still adore you Thomas Sturridge.
Green Sheep.
Fucking Forever.

Until next time.

Bye for now.

Satisfaction

Satisfaction.

Man.

I feel it.

So fucking satisfied.

As a fan of Kristen...

How can I be anything... BUT satisfied?

2016 has been a helluva year so far

hasn't it?

Seriously.

The girl never stops.

And you can't stop looking... can you?

She's fucking magnetic.

You HAVE to see what she is doing.

Who she's with.

You can't help it.

Why?

Because we are DRAWN to her.

That's part of what makes her a star.

Part of her CHARM.

Equals

Certain Women

Cafe Society

Personal Shopper

I want to see them ALL.

Now.

NOW.

Kristen's stunning beauty is satisfying.

That she is the face of Chanel...

That people care about what she wears.

That she is edgy

And cool

and always gorgeous

without even trying.

You know what else is extremely satisfying?

That all the Bitter Bettys were so wrong about her.

The ones who screeched that her career was over

and no one would ever work with her again...

That she was DONE.

I hope they are choking on the bitter.

Oh how satisfying.

All the critics who love her...

All the praise for her performances

Yes.

Very.

Very.

Satisfying.

Guess what else is gratifying?

Whenever a picture of Rob and Twigs shows up.

No.

Not because I care about their relationship

(sorry... nope)

But for a couple of reasons.

1. Rob seems happy.

That's cool.

but more so for

2.

The Baby Cray who lose their shit

every time a new picture shows up that

proves them to be fucking liars.

I don't know why...

but there is immense satisfaction 

when they make up excuses

and pretend to 'know something you don't know'

Yet...

again and again

Rob and Twigs are just living their life

(in NY lately)

and again and again

the Cray

know

dick

shit.

OK

It doesn't matter how many times you claim

they are wearing the same clothes...

or jewelry...

or if they see each others friends socially.

They aren't sending you signs.

There are no talkative cousins.

There are NO sources.

Rob and Kristen are NOT together.

They are NOT hiding 2.5 babies.

They could be in the same State.

City.

House.

Room.

Standing side by side.

And it wouldn't make any difference.

Because they are not together.

Don't these people get tired of being wrong

ALL the damn time??

EVERY picture of R/T together is a lie?

EVERY person who sees them together is a liar?

Really?

Does that seem logical in any sense of the word?

Why do I bother trying to find logic

with the illogical?

No marriage

No children

Do Not Pass GO

Do not collect $200

And you know what else is incredibly satisfying???

Not giving a flying fuck

(is that like... the mile high club?)

About Rob OR Kristen's relationships.

God... how nice it is to be over that bullshit.

To sit back and laugh at the angst and drama...

From a distance.

Sorry Twigs and Alicia.

But I just don't.

It's not personal.

Maybe it's me...

(but I really think it's you.)

Rob looks happy.

Kristen looks gloriously happy.

And that's truly all that matters.

Is Kristen working her ass off

making lots of interesting movies?

Is she doing lots of promo and events?

Yes?

BRILLIANT!

SATISFACTION!

Does Rob have sex hair reminiscent of 2009?

Is he making movies at his own pace

and doing what he wants to do?

SATISFACTION.

Tom Sturridge.

Dreamy.

Moody.

Those eyes...

SATISFACTION.

Lets not forget about the extremely satisfying

Nicholas Hoult.

Did I say extremely?

Why yes...

Yes I did.

I can't get no satisfaction

I can't get no satisfaction

'Cause I try 

and I try 

and I try

AND I TRY

I can't get no, I can't get no

SATISFACTION.

This post is brought to you 

by being happy

and accepting the truth

when it is right in front of your face.

It will be OK.

The world still spins

even though Rob and Kristen

are no longer together.

Really.

Come down to earth

and check it out.

Until next time

Bye for now.

Happy Birthday Marilyn

Happy Birthday Robert Pattinson!

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBERT!

This still remains...

to this day

my very favorite Rob 'walking' 

I don't know

It was at the beginning of all the Twilight madness...

He wasn't polished

He wasn't particularly well groomed

his clothes were wrinkled

his hair was kinda a greasy mess

he was shy... and humble

and adorable.

And he was goofy and unpredictable

and silly and a breath of fresh air.

Rob was the first (and last) 'celebrity' that I actually

wrote a fan letter to.

I never did that before...

wasn't even tempted.

But there was something about Rob that

made me want to.

I asked for an autograph.

He sent me back two.

That was in 2009.

And contrary to some fools opinions...

I still like Rob.

Why wouldn't I?

Just because I don't have as much to say

about him as I have in the past...

Doesn't mean I don't like him.

Just because I don't get all worked up

over every negative comment about him

and go looking for fights...

Doesn't mean I don't like him.

Just because my ovaries remain intact

and I keep breathing...

Doesn't mean I don't like him

How can you not like THIS guy?

Doesn't he make you smile?

He does me.

I have zero reason to dislike him.

There isn't anything Rob has done

to make me not be his fan.

Because Kristen and him are no longer together?

I don't blame him.

(And it actually worked out for the best)

People grow up...

People grow apart.

As Rob said...

"Shit happens"

Because he has moved on

and found love with Twigs?

I'm happy he's found love.

It's hard to believe that Rob is 30 years old.

Where did all the years go?

I've been a fan for 7+ years.

Sure...

I've come down off that cloud.

And maybe my feelings aren't overwhelming anymore.

Maybe I learned my lesson in being overly

invested in an actors life.

I would hope that I can live and learn

and realize that even though 

some feelings change...

Some always remain.

That's where I am with Robert Pattinson.

I can still look at this gif of him walking...

and smile when he smiles.

And appreciate that no man

has even come close to that walk.

I still wanna know about him.

I'm still interested in his career.

I still want to watch his movies.

That will never change.

This post is brought to you by 

the enduring friendship 

of Robert and Thomas.

And because I wanted to get a picture of Tom

in here somewhere.

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

ROBERT!

I wish him love and happiness

on this day...

and every day

forever.

(And it looks like he found both)

Until next time.

Bye for now