Day 19- Rob is Torturing Me...

OK.

Why don't you just fucking rip my heart

out of my chest...

and punch it and stomp on it?

Yeah, go ahead...

You might as well...

How the fuck am I supposed to even come

close to being able to watch this movie...

When the fucking pictures slay my ass.

Slay. My. Ass.

Shit.

Look at his face...

I FEEL Edwards pain.

And right now my stomach is bunched

into the tightest knot you can imagine.

I'm doomed.

Doomed, I tell ya.

Kristen going back to Vancouver.

Um.

I fucking HATE these pictures.

And although some might say

I'm being a bit hypocritical in posting it...

I say this...

I didn't fucking chase her and take this picture.

I didn't fucking sell this picture.

I didn't fucking buy this picture.

All I can do is look at it

and get pissed off at the way

celebrities are treated by the Paps.

Fucking wrong.

I know if I were there...

I would have been shouting

(and I have a loud shouting voice)

"BACK THE FUCK OFF OF HER"

I mean... look at her face.

She's miserable.

Don't these people see the person?

Don't they see how what they are doing...

is affecting another human being?

How can they look through their camera lens...

and not feel sadness...

at what they are causing?

I don't fucking get it.

Stupid fuckers.

Leave her alone.

And while you're at it

Leave Rob alone too.

Assholes.

How can you not love this picture?
Well... I do.
For obvious reasons.
Rob and Kristen
smiling... being playful...
Intimate.
(and please don't tell me that the photographer
told her to stick her finger in his ear)
The Vanity Fair photo shoot
is just about the most
fuck awesomest
(OK, awesomest isn't a word....
But I kinda like it)
Bunch of pictures EVER.
(and lets not forget about the awesomest video)
EVER.
I never get tired of looking at these pics.
I never get tired of seeing Rob and Kristen.
Beautiful.

Bye for now ♥

* I was going to apologize for the excessive cursing...
But what the fuck?
;)

Day 18- Kristen Kisses Rob

Random Rants.

First off... Blogger really sucked ass today.

Every time I tried to upload some pictures...

I got some damn error.

Does my life really need more frustration?

Does it?

Apparently... it does.

Um.

After a year of loving Robert from afar...

What else can I say about all

of these gorgeous pictures?

It's like my repeat button is stuck...

I just keep saying the same shit over and over again.

He's beautiful.

He's gorgeous.

Blah blah blah.

Well... he is...

But...

Sometimes it might be helpful if

I just didn't comment...

and enjoyed the pictures in peace.

Yeah.

Like THAT is going to happen.

Get fucking real.

Day 17 of loving Kristen Stewart.

Every day I find more and more to love.

I can see why Rob is so enamored with her.

(and you know he is... he wears

his sweet dear heart on his sleeve)

But seriously...

Who is better for Rob right now?

Who better to understand what he is going through?

Who better to share the highs and lows?

At least they have each other.

Together.

:)

I just felt like looking at this picture.

I'm loving it.

I wonder how much practice

they had to do to perfect this kiss...

Day and night...

Night and day...

Kiss Kiss Kiss.

Tough job, right?

They look like they got kissing down.

They look like they have done it before.

They look like it doesn't matter how many

people are around...

They look like its the most natural thing

in the world to be kissing each other.

Yeah...

I'm loving it.

Bye for now ♥

day 17- Frustration With Rob and Kristen.

Do you ever get tired of sighing at Rob?

I mean...

The want. The desire. The lust.

Never to be satisfied.

Kinda frustrating... yes?

Know what else is frustrating?
Husbands.

B really likes to hang around when

I'm on the computer.

It's kinda hard to lust and desire

with his constant chatter

while he tries to see what I am doing online.

So.

Both Rob and B frustrate the living hell

out of me.

In very different ways.

*sigh*

There were some casting videos

of Rob from 'How To Be'

on YouTube last night.

So fucking cute.

He looked so young...

so sweet...

and he was so serious.

But I loved just watching him

and hearing his voice...

The accent.

I've missed the accent.

I've missed this adorable

more innocent Robert.

Honestly.

What am I going to be like

when the New Moon press really gets going?

I very likely will lose what is left of my mind.

And my heart.

I feel so damn anxious already.

More frustration.

Nice.

Shit.

Is Kristen a fucking badass or what?

LOOK AT THAT FACE!

How can people not think shes gorgeous?

I really don't get it.

Even when shes not trying...

And she's just wearing jeans and some ratty t-shirt...

She's beautiful.

I hope that she and Rob and/or Taylor

(well, I know Taylor will be more involved this time)

Get to do more press together.

Kristen is better with these guys...

They seem to relax her...

Especially Rob (heh)

She always seems to look to him

to see how he is handling things...

And then he smiles.

And then she smiles.

Not frustrating.

Bye for now ♥

Day 16- Vampire Groupie. Rob and Kristen Again.

Sweet.

You know...

If this picture was taken in a real life situation...

instead of from the movie...

People would still find some way around

how close Rob and Kristen are.

Just sayin'

So.

I watched Vampire Diaries last night.

I'm kinda worried.

I'm really liking that damn show.

I'm really liking Paul Wesley as Stefan.

A lot.

OK, I know he's kinda a substitute for Rob/Edward...

but dammit... He's still sexycute.

And I like the show.

A TV show on the CW

has more violence and sex than Twilight.

Is that right?

And my 'thing' for Vampires is getting worse.

I used to laugh when B would say I was obsessed...

I would brush it off and act like he was full of shit.

Well. Shit indeed.

I am to the point that everything I do

is full of Vampire goodness.

The FanFic I read.

The movies I watch.

The books I read.

Seriously.

Am I a Vampire groupie now?

Yes.

Yes, I am.

I put this picture in my post again today.

Why?

Because it fucking makes me happy.

And because for some strange reason...

Rob kissing Kristen on the cheek

Shook the Twilight world!

It just makes me smile.

Especially the look on Kristen's face.

Kinda like...

"Yeah haters... his hands are on MY ass...

and his lips are on MY cheek.

And oh yeah... MY hand is in HIS hair.

Deal with it."

Heh.

Another beautiful picture of Kristen.
Loving her smile.
Loving her.

I've been thinking of doing a
Kristen movie marathon
This weekend.

If I can tear myself away from Vampires...
Either that or I will end up
just watching Twilight
over and over again.

:)

Bye for now ♥