Rob and Kristen- Elephants and Unicorns

I love this Rob.
Quite possibly my favorite Rob.

Wrinkled.

Tousled.

Unkempt.

Happy as hell.

So incredibly charming.

Adorable.

I miss him too.

I'm not saying he's still not all those things...

He is.

But its different now.

He's guarded.

Wary.

Wise.

Not a bad thing to be...

And I always knew he would change in many ways

over the course of the years.

It's inevitable.

We all change.

He grew up.

But I still miss him.

 This is Rob from the other night.

He was on Jimmy Kimmel.

It was a cute interview.

Kimmel didn't ask how he was doing...

He talked about silly things

He made Rob laugh.

He promoted Cosmopolis.

As much as Rob looks different now...

He looks the same.

Does that make sense?

Probably not.

I still get dizzy from the simple act of him walking.

So forgive me.

Rob is still wrinkled.

Rob is still tousled.

He's just better groomed.

And he's is knowing.

He's aware.

The goofy guy who used to fumble for the right words...

Knows exactly what he is going to say.

He has to.

He knows.

Well, you can knock me down, 

Step in my face, 

Slander my name 

All over the place. 

Do anything that you want to do, but uh-uh, 

Honey, lay off of my shoes 

Don't you step on my blue suede shoes. 

You can do anything but lay off of my blue suede shoes. 

I like the shoes.

I like the strut.

I like the swagger.

I like the smirk.

I like the spirit.

If I'm ever nostalgic for what was...

All I have to do is look at him walking.

I go right back to 2008.

Robert

Pattinson

Intoxication

I'm putting this picture in this post...

because I still believe the two of them are friends.

And I still believe that Tom would put his arm around her

and protect her... if he could.

Besides...

I love and adore Thomas.

And his integrity and loyalty as a friend

has been proven again and again.

I've debated talking about the 

"elephant in the room"

Some people said I should...

Some people said I shouldn't.

A lot of people have a lot to say.

And for once...

I really don't.

I have never really acknowledged the elephant before.

I never told other people that the elephant was there.

Some people saw the elephant.

Some didn't.

I never really cared one way or another.

As long as the elephant doesn't step on anyone...

I was good.

You don't need me to tell you what you see.

You can make up your own mind.

I love Conan.

He makes me laugh out loud.

This gif pretty much sums up the fandom for me right now.

The hate and lunacy is out of control.

The hate has always been ridiculous...

But now people think its OK.

Now they don't have to hide in their private forums

and blogs... behind locked twitters.

They don't have to pretend anymore

They have come out of the woodwork

Out from under their rocks and dark places...

They think they are right to hate.

They think its acceptable.

What happens when someone turns on the light?

Wait and see.

This post is brought to you by my adoration of

Kristen Stewart

Robert Pattinson

and 

Thomas Sturridge.

Yes.

It's possible.

Until next time.

Bye for now

Hang in there.

It's going to be OK.

Rob and Kristen-- By The Numbers

Random (albeit extremely exhausted) Rose

1. The above pictures...

A couple of weeks ago it might have pained me to even look at them.

Why?

They are wonderful pictures... aren't they?

It shows two people who enjoy each others company...

Have real chemistry

A connection.

Perhaps even glimpses of them falling in love.

So no.

They don't pain me.

They make me smile.

And one of the reasons I smile is because...

I know we will see this sort of thing again.

Somewhere.

Sometime.

2. OK... I'm back from Hawaii.

And I've never worked so hard during a vacation in my life.

Hiking Diamond Head.

Walking Waikiki Beach.

Snorkeling at Sharks Cove.

Touring Pearl Harbor.

Trekking to Manoa Falls.

Luaus

Drinking every night.

Listening to music.

Learning to hula

(Now THAT was a sight to behold)

So yeah.

Exhausted.

And on top of all that... I got a bit (a lot) sick after all the travel.

Fun.

Fun.

Fun.

Till my daddy took the T-bird away!

I'm glad I was there...

I'm glad I'm back.

3. I missed 95% of Rob's promo this past week.

I saw snippets here and there.

I read as much as I could.

I did manage to watch the GMA interview.

He looked...

Good.

But Rob ALWAYS looks fucking good.

Even when he's not trying to look good

The man looks even better.

So he was trying to look good here.

And it worked.

He looked a bit thinner since the last time

Perhaps a wee bit tired around the eyes.

But he handled himself wonderfully.

Robert is a professional.

He was doing ALL THAT to promote Cosmopolis.

“I’ve never been interested in trying to sell my personal life

 and that’s really the only reason people bring it up.”

He didn't give anything away.

As usual.

No matter what the gossip rags want you to think.

WE DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

And I, for one... am beyond happy about it.

“The tabloid industry does terrible, terrible things for the world. 

It makes people stupid. People say [tabloids] are about escapism,

 and people have got to get away from the misery of the world.

 It’s like, ‘No, people are lazy, and they don’t want to try.’ … 

Every time I’ve looked at a magazine like that, I’ve regretted it.

 I gain absolutely nothing from it.

 And neither does anyone else.”

If it doesn't come out of Rob or Kristen's mouth...

I'm inclined to not believe it.

No more informed, reliable, dependable

100 % confirmed

close to the actor

fucking sources.

They mean shit.

Complete 

Utter.

Shit.

The only 'sources' that matter

are Robert and Kristen.

And when it comes to their relationship
They aren't talking.

4. There were pap pics of Kristen taken yesterday.

I decided not to post them.

I don't know.

I prefer happy pictures where shes not being stalked.

I mean...

It was good to see her out and about.
I want her to be OK.

Yes.

But it never ends there.

It goes on

FOR-EV-VER

(FOR-EV-VER  FOR-EV-VER)

(Sandlot reference... in case you're wondering)

People were saying she looked wonderful!

People were saying she was giving signs to her fans!

People were saying it was a big FUCK YOU to her haters!

PUL-LEASE.

For one.

She didn't look wonderful.

She looked thin... and tired.

Pale.

And annoyed.

Leave her the fuck alone already.

She was walking to her damn car.

HOW FUCKING EXCITING IS THAT?

And do you really think she was wearing...

or not wearing 'tokens' as some sort of sign?

I'm sure she plans her day around what to wear

in case the vultures get pictures of her

to send secret coded messages out to her fans.

Of course she does.

She has nothing else to worry about these days.

Just how WE feel.

Yes.

That must be it.

Kristen exists to make US happy!!
We are ALL that matters to her!

I KNEW IT!

(You might need a towel to wipe off the sarcasm...)

5. I was talking to my friend on the phone this morning...

(You know who you are... winky winky nudgey nudgey)

And we were discussing the shit that annoys us the most about

this whole ongoing drama.

She prefers to call it the 'incident'

I like that.

A lot.

It's not an AFFAIR

It's not the END of the World

It's not a fucking BREAK UP.

Rob isn't Kristen's EX-Boyfriend.

Kristen isn't Rob's EX-girlfriend.

You may want to believe that its over...

But you must love being disappointed.

And if you are reveling in this drama

If THOSE pictures make your life?
(Unfortunately this is the truth for so many out there)

It's obvious you don't have one of your own.

And a lot of people will be eating crow...

You know the ones.

The 'fair-weather' fans.

The ones who were never really Kristen's fans in the first place.

The ones that couldn't wait to toss her aside

to discard her

at the first sign of trouble in paradise.

So many people picked a 'side' in this drama.

Instead of just supporting the people involved...

They sat in judgement.

They threw stones.
They were quick to criticize and attack
without all the facts.

What happens when Rob and Kristen show up
somewhere together?
What happens when they move forward... Together?
Not if.
There is no fucking if.
IF isn't in my vocabulary at this moment in time.
When.
WHEN.

I've heard crow is tough to swallow...

Bitter.

I hope you choke on it.

6. Thomas was at the London premiere of ON THE ROAD

last week.

He was incredible.

As always.

The beanie/suit combination is awesome.

Tom pulls it off.

But the best part...

aside from his incredible blue eyes?

His incredible loyalty.

When asked about Robert and Kristen

what did he say?

"I don't talk about my friends behind their backs."

and when asked about baby Marlowe?

"I don't want to talk about it, that's my precious private stuff..."

Don't tell me that doesn't tug at your heartstrings.

Even my blackened charred Grinch heart beat a little faster

when I heard Tom say that...

Of course

Tom could say 'spinach' and I would melt.

He's THAT good.

7. Hawaii.

This sunset was taken at the little bar and grill

at our resort.

The sunsets were gorgeous.

This post is brought to you by numbers.

My week in numbers.

4271 emails

20 unfollows

5 hour time difference

 760 feet to the peak of Diamond Head

9,160 followers

4232 miles from Milwaukee to Honolulu

8 hour flight.

December 7, 1941

(Pearl Harbor really got to me)

1 Green Sheep.
Forever.

Until next time

Bye for now

Rob and Kristen-- Any Road Will Take You There

This is one of my favorite pictures of Rob and Kristen.

It was the beginning...

I really don't have any pithy comments anymore.

I'm kinda tired of the endless twitlongers

expressing anger/sadness/regret 

about something that doesn't concern us.

I'm tired of all the judgement and accusations

about a relationship that we have only seen minutes at a time.

I'm tired of the undeserved hatred that Kristen Stewart has been

getting in this fandom from day one.

I'm tired of the assumptions and speculation made by

people who just want to profit off other peoples pain.

I'm tired that people seem to forget that Rob and Kristen

are flawed human beings... 

and they have feelings just like you or me.

All I will say is that I want Rob and Kristen to find happiness

Wherever that road leads.

Yes.

I think when they come out on the other side...

They will be together.

But that's just me.

This fandom is incredibly selfish.

We don't want what is best for Rob and Kristen

We want what is best for us.

Let's face it...

The outcome we desire

whatever that may be

Isn't based on what will make Rob and Kristen happy...

It's what will make us happy.

I just want them to be OK.

No matter what I want or think will happen.

They deserve happiness.

I want people to just fucking leave them alone.

Rob is going to be on TV next week

promoting Cosmopolis.

I wish people could just focus on that.

I wish people could let Rob do his job

without having to put up with people screeching at him

about private intimate parts of his life...

Like they think they are entitled.

Next week is about Cosmopolis.

Rob is proud of this movie.

Rob is so proud of this movie that he is willing

to subject himself to some of the worst

this fandom has to offer.

Good Luck Rob.

I hope you have a LOT of security around you.
(and maybe some silver bullets?)

Final thoughts.

Normally I wouldn't post a pap picture of someone's baby...

But since you can't see baby Marlowe

I wanted to comment on something that I love about this picture

(Besides Tom... hair knot and all)

How protective Thomas is.

Look at him.

His arm is wrapped around the handle of the buggy...
He is holding on tight to his little girl.

How fucking adorable is that?

How adorable is HE??

Green Sheep.

Fucking forever.

2. I leave for Hawaii tomorrow morning.

I will be gone a week.

So...

I doubt I will be posting anything in that time.

Unless I'm sitting in a chair like the picture above

(which I plan on doing a lot, I may add)

and I get on my Ipad and post a picture or two.

It will definitely be hit or miss.

I have a dear friend watching the blog for me.

So all is taken care of.

Aloha!

Until next time.

Bye for now

And if you don't know where you're going

Any road will take you there

Rob and Kristen- Here Comes The Sun

Random Thoughts

1) It's been a couple of weeks now...

Remember what I posted?

What We Actually Know.

1. Creepy pics of gross director with his arms around Kristen

and kissing her in her car.

2. Kristen's apology to everyone she hurt...

and her desperate love for Rob.

I said that was all we actually knew.

What have we learned in 2 weeks?

3. Rob's reps will come out and talk about

Rob's upcoming appearances with Cosmopolis.

They will discuss his job.

His promotion.

His work.
Not the intimate details of his personal life.

That's what we know.

I can tell you what we don't know...

EVERYTHING ELSE.

No matter what you read...
Where you read it.
Good Gossip
Bad Gossip.
The key word is
GOSSIP

That includes those beacons of
honesty and truth
People and US Magazines.

2) Rob is making an appearance on The Daily Show and GMA
People were ALL aflutter about 'poor' Rob.
'How is he going to handle it??'
Rob is a grown man.
He knows EXACTLY what he is doing.
He's working.
If he doesn't want to discuss something...
He won't.
How much simpler does it have to be?
He's promoting his movie.
Something he is incredibly proud of.
Part of the job.
And honestly...
Wouldn't it be GREAT to see him smile??
Yes.
Yes it would.

3) I admitted that I was WAY over invested
in this relationship.
I never thought I would react the way I have.
But at least I have learned something from all this.
Keeping it at arm's length from now on.

It's kinda like I'm sitting on the edge of a pier...
My feet just dangling in the water
barely touching the surface
Enough to get wet
Enough to feel how cool the water is...
But I'm not diving in
I'm never going in too deep again.

I've always said the lunatic fringe were rabid hyenas....
Ripping. Shredding. Devouring.
Picking the meat off the bone.
Guess I was right.
Look at them circling... going in for the kill.
Acting like Kristen personally punched them in the gut.
Predictable behavior is... well... Predictable.
Fucking scavengers.

This post is brought to you by Faith.

I have it.
I have faith that Robert knows what he is doing.
I have faith that Kristen is doing the right thing.
I have faith in love.
I have faith in forgiveness.
I have faith that everything isn't as clear cut
as you think it is...
I have faith that everything will be OK.
I have faith in Rob and Kristen.


I also have faith in Tom Sturridge.
I just do.
Because I want to.
Shut up.

I don't have any song lyrics to close this out...
But I do have a quote that I've used before.
It fits.

And as we all know in life
It's useless to obsess over things
over which we have no control.

We don't.
We can hope.
We can want Rob and Kristen to be OK
and to find happiness
But it's useless to obsess over something
that in the grand scheme of things
really shouldn't affect our lives.
No matter how badly we want something
This belongs to Rob and Kristen.
The Good.
The Bad.
No relationship is perfect.
Nothing good ever comes easy.


Until next time.

Bye for now

Here comes the Sun.
And it's all right.

Rob and Kristen- When They're Good, They're VERY Good.

I've got some good news...

and some bad news.

Which do you want first?

I like to go with the bad and get it over with...

So here we go.

I think we just might be in a drought of sorts.

It might not be a drought YET... not really

But we are all so over-saturated with so much

Robert and Kristen goodness...

That going even 30 minutes without some sort 

of exciting wonderful news or pictures...

Seems like FOREVER.

 Yes.

That's how damn spoiled we are during the 

flush of promos and premieres.

The good news?

We might be in a drought of sorts.

I don't know about you...

But there is such a thing as too much.

Like when you can't keep up with everything that is going on.

You go off to live your life for a few hours...

and you've missed 15 different interviews

1000's of new pictures

Photo shoots

Videos.

So you tell me.

Good or Bad?

Here's some more good.

Yes.

Robert.

Strolling.

Looking handsome and confident.

And happy.

How about better?

This is better than good.

This is PERFECTION.

Oh how I wish we could have gotten a picture 

of both of them looking like this together...

Well... OK.

We kinda did, didn't we?

When Robert went to Kristen after Cosmopolis was over...

Not quite what I had in mind

But seeing the love between them

Seeing how proud Kristen is for him

Seeing how much that means to Robert.

Yeah.

That's Good.

Is there bad?

How can there be bad after this?

Impossible.

This is GOOD.

This was BETTER.

This was BEST.

Yes.

They have tried to make excuses

To spin and twist the truth.

To pretend it didn't happen

To deny what is right in front of them...

But it doesn't matter

Why?

BECAUSE THIS IS GOOD.

So in our time of drought...

Cannes will always come to me

Speaking words of wisdom

Accept REALITY.

This post is brought to you by GOOD!

Rob and Kristen 

always end up 

TOGETHER.

Rob and Kristen 

are probably together

right this very moment.

How adorably cute are they?

And this post is also brought to you by...

one of my top 3 moments at Cannes.

Kristen and Thomas.

I love how he takes care of her...

It doesn't get much Better than that.

Until next time.

Bye for now

Dear George - It's Real. So Deal.

I can keep secrets... 

Hi George!

I'm so sorry I haven't written in a while.

"Real" life. "Fake" life.

It all takes a toll on you after a while.

In all honesty...

There has just been SO much going on with 

Rob and Kristen

That I've been a bit overwhelmed.

Cannes was a HUGE success for both 

Robert and Kristen

(and for their fans as well.)

I wonder what he's thinking...

Yes, George...

Since Cannes, Robert has been busy promoting Cosmopolis.

Looking dapper and debonair as always.

And look George...

A walky sunglassy picture!

Yes.

Walky and Sunglassy are words, George.

Don't be ridiculous.

Kristen has been busy herself promoting SWATH

First on MTV

Looking as beautiful and gloriously happy

as I have ever seen her.

And then we have Kristen in NYC

doing the morning talk show rounds...

And gorgeous.

I'm loving her wardrobe choices.

A lot.

Kristen just looks so damn happy.

I love it.

She's giggling and smiling

and enjoying herself...

But George...

You know that there are those out there...

The Sour Grape Posse.

Can't you just seem them, George?

All bitter and angry.

Trying like hell to keep their dying delusion alive.

They will say or do anything so they can cling to the illusion.

I just wanted to address a couple of things...

1. Kristen wasn't booed on any Red Carpet.

I watched them.

She wasn't booed.

Not even remotely.

There was a crowd reaction to an announcement being made

but it wasn't booing...

and it wasn't directed at Kristen.

A couple of photographers did boo at her decision

to not have her picture taken alone

at the OTR photocall...

But Kristen didn't want to be singled out

(opposite of a famewhore, btw)

because there's no *I* in ON THE ROAD.

But that's a far cry from the red carpet 

and not a big deal...

If she were booed all over Cannes

It would have been written about all over the place.

It wasn't.

Because she wasn't.

2. I would normally say that the above gif is supposed to 

be a zombie... looking for a meal.

But in this case...

It's the Ninnies looking for actual brains.

They don't have them.

Obviously.

George...

Your adorable head is full of fluff and stuffing...

and you have more brains than the lot of them.

3. So many delusional lies, George.

So many.

And I usually can ignore most of them...

But since Rob and Kristen were caught 

K-I-S-S-I-N-G

on the balcony at Cannes...

It has gotten so much worse.

Why can't people just accept what's right in front of them, George?

Robert and Kristen are together.

That's all there is to it.

So simple.

So easy.

4. Don't you just want to say that sometimes?

Well. I do, George.

I just can't help being protective of Kristen.

Robert, too... but to a lesser degree 

because he doesn't get the severity of bullshit

that is thrown at Kristen on a daily basis.

Yes, George... I know they don't NEED my protection.

But I like them outside of being actors.

I like them as human beings.

And when I see someone I like being trashed

and attacked and lied about

for no reason other than you don't like who they 

choose to spend their time with...

Well

That gets on my nerves a touch.

A tad.

A trace.

Because you know what George?

No matter how the bitter haters

spin their bullshit...

Robert and Kristen are together.

They showed their solidarity in Cannes.

They were there for each other.

They supported each other.

They were WITH each other.

It's real.

So deal.

Finally George...

It looks like Rob won't be making it to the MTV Movie Awards

on Sunday night.

To some people its the end of the fucking world.

To others...

It's just another flimsy straw to cling to.

George...

even you know that Rob is busy with Cosmopolis promo.

Yes... I will admit that I'm a bit disappointed.

But that's only because winning 'best kiss'

was their thing.

And one of the few chances we got to see them

interact on a public stage.

But its not like they won't be at future award shows.

And you know what else, George?

I'm curious as to how they will handle this 

if they do win best kiss.

Or if they don't win best kiss...

Interesting.

Still not sure what to think about this...

But we shall see... won't we?

And Kristen will be there looking all gorgeous

and probably wearing something phenomenal.

So it's all good.

And finally, George...

You knew it was coming.

Our Thomas.

I adore him.

Completely.

I'm still on a bit of a high from seeing him 

all dressed up with Kristen at Cannes.

And his part in OTR is getting good buzz...

Excellent.

OK George...

I've ranted enough at you, haven't I?

You are good at listening to me.

Thank you.

So this post is brought to you by the letter T

T for 

TOGETHER

Like Rob and Kristen on the balcony

being all kissy and sweet

(Hush, George... kissy is a word too)

And together in life.

T for 

Thomas Sturridge

Because he's the reason I used the letter T.

T for

Truth

Accept it.

T for

Trance.

You know what I mean.

Be happy.

Because Rob and Kristen certainly are.

"I feel it in my fingers,

 I feel it in my toes.

Well love is all around me, 

and so the feeling grows.

It's written on the wind,

 it's everywhere I go.

So if you really love me, 

come on and let it show."

Until next time.

Bye for now