Robert Pattinson- Here You Come Again...

Here you come again
Just when I've begun to get myself together 

You waltz right in the door
Just like you've done before
And wrap my heart 'round your little finger 

Here you come again 

Just when I'm about to make it work without you
You look into my eyes
And light those dreamy eyes 

And pretty soon I'm wonderin'
How I came to doubt you 

All you gotta do
Is smile that smile
And there go all my defenses 

Just leave it up to you
And in a little while
You're messin' up my mind
And fillin' up my senses 

Here you come again
Lookin' better than a body
Has a right to 

And shakin' me up so
That all I really know
Is here you come again 

 And here I go

All you gotta do
Is smile that smile
And there go all my defenses
Just leave it up to you
And in a little while
You're messin' up my mind
And fillin' up my senses 

Here you come again
Lookin' better than a body
Has a right to 

And shakin' me up so
That all I really know
Is here you come again
here I go 

and here you come again
here I go

*Thanks to Dolly Parton*

This is what Robert does to me.

I keep thinking that I'm controlling the addiction.

I'm in charge of my obsession...

And then.

Another gorgeous picture of Robert is released...

inexplicably looking more beautiful than before...

And I realize once again...

That the addiction controls me.

BELIEVE X

Bye for now

♥♥♥

 

*We will be back to our regularly scheduled snark and sarcasm tomorrow.

Sometimes you just don't want to deal with the drama.*

It's Not Robsten... It's Personal.

So.

A lot of shit has been said.

And it has gotten very scary...

Very sad.

So.

I just have a couple random thoughts.

Things that have popped into my head

Feelings about how hard it is...

to just love Robert Pattinson.

To adore Kristen Stewart.

*I put this beautiful picture of Robert here...

Because I want to try to remember why I write this blog*

1. There was a lot of hatred spewed yesterday.

Did I contribute?

Probably.

I made my comments about the Hyenas

who circled and attacked someone when they were down.

It wasn't a question of guilt or innocence.

It was a full on attack.

Of someone they don't know.

Gleeful celebration at someone elses

personal dilemma.

The legal issues is for the law to decide.

The moral issue brings us back to 

when did this get PERSONAL?

2. Someone somewhere took a picture

of a group of women off someones PERSONAL acct.

They then proceeded to mock the women in the picture.

They scribbled on the picture.

Why?

Do you know these ladies?

Do you think they deserved this?

What made you think this was OK to do?

WHEN did this get personal?

3. I know I give my opinion.

I can be sarcastic.

I can be bitchy.

But never once have I called someone out

individually and blasted them.

Never once did I name a specific person

to laugh at and make fun of.

I might say "Nonsten"

But that is a whole array of people, isn't it?

And like I have said before...

I love some "Nonstens"

Disagreeing with "Nonstens" isn't personal.

4. My post yesterday received a lot of comments.

Some were well thought out...

Some were silly...

Some were funny...

Some were incredibly sad.

I don't police the comments.

I'm not responsible for what someone says 

in the comments.

Because someone comments on my blog...

Doesn't mean *I* agree with them.

In fact, sometimes I just shake my head

and sigh when I read what some people have to say.

*sigh*

5. I hate generalizations.

I try really hard not to do that.

When I comment on the "Nonsten" haters...

It doesn't encompass everyone who doesn't believe

in Robert and Kristen.

(Like I said, I love me some Nonstens)

It doesn't include everyone who posts at 

Nonsten.com.

It's that lunatic fringe...

that small percentage of haters...

who just seem to enjoy hating.

They hate Kristen.

They hate Delaney.

They hate everything that doesn't agree with them.

They make it personal.

6. Obviously the same goes with "Robstens"

I love a lot of people who love Rob/Kristen.

But there are some who are just fucking scary.

They attack. They accuse.

They have their lunatic fringe, too.

7. Some people from Nonsten.com

posted some comments here.

They gave their side of the story.

They gave their civilized opinion.

It was all well and good.

But...

I know from experience how some take 

it too far... make it personal.

This blog has come under attack...

and honestly, I'm OK with that.

They don't have to like it.

But some of them have attacked ME.

Personally.

Making comments about my marriage...

how I'm a horrible mother to my boys...

Calling me all sorts of nasty names

and making it personal.

Not one of those people know me.

Know anything about me.

I don't give out a lot of details about myself

and I most definitely keep my personal life 

details to a minimum.

So they make shit up.

Based on hatred.

They make it personal.

*Can't fucking wait for this!*

Anyway.

I guess some people have just taken

this whole thing too far.

I don't want to talk about it anymore.

I don't want to be involved in the hate.

I don't hate.

I love.

I love Robert Pattinson.

I love Kristen Stewart.

I love Robert and Kristen together.

And that's who I want to write about.

I will continue to love and defend Kristen.

I will continue to love and defend Robert.

I will continue to give my opinion

on the controversy surrounding them.

But I won't attack.

I won't hate.

It won't get personal.

Bye for now.

*Psssst... when are we going to see

a picture of Kristen in London?*

*chortle*

*Pssst... How many times did I write

personal?? ;) *

*Pssst... 13 times. You know how it is

when you see a word too much...

and it kinda doesn't even look like a word anymore?*

*Pssst... I love you, Robert.

Just throwing that out there.*

Seeing Green? Is It Because of Robert and Kristen?

Couple of things...

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

1. Kristen on Jimmy Fallon last night.

Short interview.

Kristen looked great but she made me cold

just looking at her.

I mean, cute dress...

But it really was just a long tight t-shirt!

She's comfortable with Fallon...

And he's so nice to her.

Love it.

Love her.

*teehee*

This picture cracks me up.

OPEN WIDE!

OK.

2. The whole plaid shirt/where's Kristen's ring thing.

Really?

Obviously the shirt was Kristen's.

It fit her really well.

Unless Oregano really is a teeny tiny spice

I doubt he ever wore that shirt.

The ring?

Well.

No one really knows the specifics of this ring.

(like anyone knows the specifics of anything

relating to Robert and Kristen)

Even IF (and this is a big if... OK?)

The ring was significant to Kristen...

Maybe it was at the jewelers...

getting cleaned?

Maybe something happened to it

and it's getting fixed?

Maybe she just didn't feel like wearing it?

Hell... I'm married and I don't wear my wedding ring

all the time.

I know THIS much (and this is a big this..hahaha)

It's not the end of the world.

And I'm guessing it has little impact on

Robert and Kristen's relationship.

"I got chills...

They're multiplying'"

"And I'm losing control..."

"Cause the power you're supplying..."

"It's ELECTRIFYING!"

And that's all I have to say about THAT.

I adore Robert Pattinson.

He makes me do and say crazy things.

So it's all his fault.

*Robert loves Kristen loves Robert*

;)

Bye for now.

Remember Robert

This post is about Remember Me.

If you haven't seen it yet...

You might not want to read what I have to say.

It might have spoilers.

Just so you know.

 

So I saw Remember Me yesterday...

I'm having a hard time putting my thoughts..

into actual words.

Don't get me wrong.

I think Robert Pattinson was excellent in this role.

Dark.

Passionate.

Brooding (yes, he was brooding)

Rob's charisma and personality

jumped out at me from the screen.

And.

He looked absol-freakin-lutely

GORGEOUS.

He looked like Robert.

Tousled. Wrinkled. Messy.

Beautiful.

Pretty much how I expect he looks everyday.

Remember Me isn't a happy movie.

You become immersed in these peoples lives...

And every one of them has issues.

They are all trying to figure out how to live a life

that has a huge gaping hole in it.

Every character has a void needing to be filled.

Lost Brother.

Cold Father.

Murdered Mother.

Sad Sister.

And they over compensate for all this loss...

Mostly with anger.

A lot of resentment.

 Robert showed us he can do angry.

He can show emotions.

Seeing him yell loudly at his father

was liberating to me.

In the Twilight movies he is always so reserved.

Aloof. Restrained.

It was great to see him FEEL

He showed us his feelings not only in his actions...

But they were all over his face.

Robert can act.

Every one in the movie did a good job.

Chris Cooper. Pierce Brosnan. Emilie de Ravin.

Ruby Jerins

She affected me the most.

She made me smile. She made me cry.

I wanted to protect her...

I wanted to shield her from unhappiness.

And then there was The End.

I had read the script... I knew what was going to happen.

But it still didn't protect me from the punch in the gut

that goes along with everything else I was feeling.

My stomach hurts right now thinking about it.

I loved the movie.

But all that being said...

Would I have loved it as much 

if Robert wasn't in it?

I'm not sure.

He was the reason I went to see it.

He was the one I couldn't take my eyes off of...

But if you take him out of the equation...

I'm not sure I would have been in that theater.

Yes. It was a well acted film.

Everyone was believable and made me care

about what happened to them.

But it was a sad movie...

with only glimmers of happiness

It starts sad.

It ends sad.

But there is Robert in-between.

And he is worth the melancholy

He is worth the heartbreak.

Robert Pattinson can act.

And that makes me happy.

Bye for now.

The Runaways Remember Me

I love you Robert Pattinson.

Well? I do.

A couple of years ago when this whole obsession

started for me...

I used to talk to my other addicted friends

about Robert all the time.

We would go on and on about how 

adorable, honest, modest and witty he was.

How he was so open and innocent.

And how we would cry over the day that

that all changed.

Well

That day has come.

It has actually been here a while...

I just didn't want to admit it.

No, Rob didn't change overnight

It was a gradual change.

An expected change.

But that doesn't make it any easier to deal with.

 

Yes... Robert is still charming and adorkable.

He's still witty and wonderful.

We are still treated to his delicious personality

and his overwhelming charm.

But you have noticed that he is more reserved.

More wary.

More practiced in how he answers questions.

Robert is an intelligent guy.

He lives... he learns.

No more bluntly honest statements

No more innocent thoughts blurted out

for all the world to hear.

He still jokes...

But I think he is realizing that so many

people don't have a sense of humor.

How many times did he have to explain 

the 'allergic to vagina' thing?

You could tell it frustrated him...

and the next time...

Robert might just shut down that part of himself

in the next interview.

Another part of him closed off to us.

And that's so so sad.

Yeah, I know the 'private' Rob is probably

pretty much the same...

But I miss that shy, lovely boy

who was amazed at all the attention he was getting...

Who couldn't believe the screams were for him.

Who would honestly answer every question asked

without having to think of the consequences.

I love you Robert Pattinson.

A Runaways trailer was released last night.

God, I want to see this movie.

The music.

The story.

Kristen.

I can admit that I wasn't all that familiar with 

The Runaways music...

I might have heard a couple of songs.

Joan Jett and the Blackhearts

is what I know.

Joan Jett is fascinating.

I can see why Kristen wanted to do this role

I can see why she immersed herself so deeply.

Hanging out with Joan.

Playing her music.

Looking and acting like her.

And oh man... she became Joan.

No doubt about it.

And did you hear the movie version

of "Cherry Bomb"?

WOfuckingW

Dakota Fanning nailed that bitch.

I kept listening to it.

Amazed at how she sang it so much

like the original.

Brilliant.

Can't fucking wait.

Bye for now.

Remember Me~ March 12th

The Runaways~ March 19th

Remember Me Robert

*sigh*

I kinda just want to talk about Robert today.

Maybe writing about the hate only perpetuates it.

I don't know... but I'm taking a break.

Anyway.

Rob was on the Today show this morning.

He looked wonderful (as always)

but underneath him was this:

"Beyond Twilight

Vampire Actor Stars in Remember Me"

Vampire actor? Really?

Do they think he is actually a Vampire?

Do they think that is all he is?

Having 'Beyond Twilight' was enough...

Don't you think?

And Matt Lauer sorta spoiled the movie a bit...

I already know what happens in the movie

I had access to the script...

So I read it!

But there are a lot of people who like to 

go to a movie and be surprised...

And Lauer took a little bit of that away.

Kinda Lame.

I like Pierce Brosnan.

Interesting choice for the father.

I kinda like how Remember Me

is all about NYC and stuff...

But Robert, Emilie and Pierce all have accents.

All different.

And all trying to sound not only American...

but with the New York twist!

Fascinating... yes?

I love Rob's voice

Just hearing him speak makes my heart race.

Robert is on Jimmy Fallon tonight

which should be great!

I'm sure Fallon will have to do

Robert Pattinson is bothered...

I look forward to it!

And tonight is the Remember Me premiere.

WOOOHOOO

I really want to see this movie.

I know that I would see anything that has 

Rob in it...

But I guess I'm looking forward

to the VAMPIRE actor

hiding his teeth for a couple of hours.

JFC

Is he not the most adorable human being in existence?

So sweet.

So cute.

So damn adorkable.

I love him truly.

Seeing him smile...

makes me smile.

And that has to be worth something.

Right?

I haven't forgotten about Kristen.

Still adoring her, too.

Still rather protective of her.

(yeah, yeah, I know... but I can't help it)

And there were 'sightings' of 

Robert and Kristen out to dinner...

Hanging out.

LOVE LOVE LOVE

that they are able to do this without

the constant glare of someone's camera.

And Robert looks HAPPY doesn't he?

And I'm thinking Kristen has something to do 

with putting that big smile on his pretty face.

And seeing Rob so happy and relaxed...

Makes me so happy.

Truly

One of the best things ever...

is seeing Robert Pattinson

REALLY smile.

Brilliant.

Bye for now.

*Go see Remember Me*

Random Rose Rants Regarding Robert

Sunday Morning.

Still have a headache.

So excuse me if I'm even bitchier than normal.

Is there a normal bitchy?

Is there such a thing as a normal bitch?

How many more times do you think

I can put bitch in a sentence?

Never (bitch) mind.

On to my bitchy rants.

I was going through my emails...

and there was a decided push in one direction.

Let's see...

I'm using Remember Me pictures today.

Because Rob is beautiful in every one.

Because Rob is in NYC promoting the movie.

Because I fucking love Robert Pattinson.

Yeah.

I said LOVE.

Because I do.

Email #1

Rose: Why must you keep trying to pound the fact

that you believe Rob and Kristen are dating?

We get it! You don't have to keep trying to prove

that you are right. Can't I just love Rob?

- Rob Fan

Dear Rob Fan: I usually blog about what is

going on in the Rob Universe.

And unfortunately (for you) it is often about 

Robert's relationship with Kristen Stewart.

I can't help myself when there is actual drama

about the yellow bag that Rob is carrying at the airport.

I mean, seriously... "Robstens" and "Nonstens"

were scouring the Internet trying to prove that it

either WAS or WASN'T his bag!

Unfuckingbelievable.

Like the bag was the holy grail of 

relationship status!

Anyway, Rob Fan...

It's pretty obvious that I'm a believer

of Rob and Kristen...

WHY oh WHY do you read my blog???

-A Rose is a Rose

*sigh*

What is sexier than walking Rob

running his hand through his hair...

Carrying a pink sleeping bag??

I dare you to find it!

Email #2

Dear Rose: Thanks for writing what I feel.

I have read on IMDb that some people were

going to throw tomatoes at Kristen if she shows up

at the Remember Me premiere!

Why do people have to carry their hatred so far?

-Scared for Kristen

Dear Scared: I wish I had an answer to your question.

I know the haters don't like it when the word

JEALOUSY 

is thrown around... but I really don't know what else

would explain the intense hatred of a 19 year old actress

that they think they have all figured out.

Obviously no one is required to like Kristen

just because Robert does...

But wishing bodily harm on her?

Throwing things at her?

That is beyond dislike.

That is fucking scary.

-Protective Rose

Have I mentioned how damn gorgeous

Robert Pattinson is?

Have I?

Oh yeah... I probably have.

Sometimes I just can't stop myself...

He has this effect on me.

It's bewildering.

Yeah.

Bewilder.

I like that word.

It's perfect.

It's what he does to me.

Always.

Email #3

Rose- I really don't see how carrying a bag

at an airport means Rob loves Kristen.

I don't see it at all. It's so obvious that they

are just good friends. Nothing they do

is out of the ordinary or points to them being a couple.

Why don't YOU open your eyes and see?

-20/20 vision

Dear 20/20-

I'm so HAPPY for you!

You have seen the light and have the

good grace to share it with me!

How can I ever thank you enough?

Seriously.

I'm pretty sure there is room in the world

for more than one opinion.

Admittedly I see Robert and Kristen

with my 'Rose' colored glasses...

But it is what I see.

I have no agenda...

No sinister motivations...

I have no reason to WANT Rob and Kristen

to be a couple.

I just think they are.

It's really that simple.

You go ahead and believe whatever you want.

I will believe the truth ;)

-Realistic Rose

Bye for now.

Adoring Kristen Stewart... And Bugs Bunny.

Cute, right?

Of course it is.

Because Dakota and Kristen 

are just teen-age girls...

living extraordinary lives.

I keep trying to pinpoint just WHEN

I realized that I liked Kristen Stewart.

She wasn't on my radar until Twilight...

And at first I wasn't impressed.

I thought she tried too hard...

I felt she was awkward and uncomfortable.

And maybe she was.

She was 17 years old when I first noticed her.

I'm sure all of those things were true.

Who ISN'T awkward at that age?

But the more I came to 'know' her...

The more I liked.

No, I'm not trying to live my life through Kristen.

No, I'm not thinking that if Rob can go for her...

He can go for me.

I'm not fucking delusional enough to believe

that Robert will ever be anything but a fantasy.

(Although I do have my moments, don't I?)

But I DO relate to her on some level.

Isn't that why you like certain people?

Aren't you drawn to people that you connect with?

That's how I feel about Kristen.

She wears t-shirts and jeans.

She cusses like a sailor.

She prefers Converse to Manolo's

She doesn't always care about her hair and make-up

She's passionate about what she does...

She's loyal to her friends...

And she knows who she is...

and makes no apologies.

That's why I adore Kristen Stewart.

 

I just miss Robert.

Yeah, I know we got to see him briefly on Friday.

But...

I just miss him.

I can't help it.

I'm sure he's happier now...

out of the spotlight.

Away from the Paps...

But I hope its not weeks again

before we set eyes on that face.

That beautiful, gorgeous face.

(and all that goes with it)

Can't help it.

I just miss him.

Just because.

I mean...

I just like pictures of Robert and Kristen together.

Is there anything WRONG with that?

Huh? Huh?

You talking to me???

 

Sorry.

Sometimes when you get 

Robert and/or Kristen overload...

The brain starts to shut down...

It needs to heal.

Regenerate for the next overwhelming task...

Which might be the Bafta awards..

In England.

With Kristen.

With Robert?

Hmmm.

Or will it be Remember Me promotion?

With Robert.

With Emilie.

Hmmm....

Oh hell...

My brain will NEVER get any rest...

When I turn up under the care of 

Dr. Carlisle Cullen...

What's up, Doc?

And he admits me to the

Looney Tunes Rest Home.

You will understand why.

Of course you realize

This means War!

What a maroon!

 

Bugs Bunny is my hero.

That's All Folks!

Missing Robert Pattinson...

Couple of thoughts...

1. This song (Superstar)

has been going through my head for days.

DAYS.

And it keeps making me think of Robert.

Always Robert.

"Long ago... and oh so far away"

"I fell in love with you..."

"Before the second show..."

"Your guitar... it sounds so sweet and clear"

"But you're not really here...

It's just the radio..."

2. So... word is Robert will be hosting the London

portion of the "Hope for Haiti" telethon.

Robert.

On TV.

Robert.

I mean... I can't even put into words the feeling

that came over me at reading those words.

One thing stands out perfectly clear...

I've Missed Robert Pattinson.

A lot.

I may have tried to kid myself into thinking

that maybe...

just maybe...

I was kinda getting over him.

That maybe...

I didn't care as much.

Can I just say

LIAR! LIAR! PANTS ON FIRE!

I care.

I was only trying to protect myself

from not being able to see him.

It was self preservation...

It was trying to tame the addiction...

2. Which brings us to...

When did Robert and Kristen 

become so damn good at evading the Paps?

Impressive?

You bet.

I mean, its not like London Paps aren't

notorious for their stalker skills.

How in the hell has he done it?

And Kristen...

One picture in weeks... and weeks.

I love that they have figured it out.

I love that they have had so much down time.

(Together)

But damn...

I miss both of their faces...

Yanno?

3. I'm so so (so) excited for Kristen

and Sundance.

I want her films to do so so (so) well.

Is Kristen the best actress of her generation?

I don't know...

But we just might find out soon enough.

4. I got this long. long. long. email yesterday.

Someone wanted to share their opinion

about how Rob and Kristen's relationship

is all for show.

It's all a PR move...

Mostly for Kristen 

Because of course she 'sucks' and needs 

to attach herself to Robert's 'star'.

Everything we've seen thus far has all been planned.

All of it.

And yeah, Rob is going along with it 

because Summit told him to!

Of course.

Studios usually dictate to people who work for them

who they hang around with on their own time.

And Rob being the nice guy that he is...

wants to help out poor Kristen's career

so he is pretending to like her 

and posing for all those pictures

of them snuggling at concerts

and holding hands.

And yeah...

Summit made Robert invite Kristen to England...

Because we all know that the Twilight movies

need ALL the help they can get

in terms of publicity and press.

And I'm not making this up.

This person REALLY believes this shit.

And this sort of delusion isn't even funny.

It's fucking scary.

Please stop writing to me.

Please.

5. Robert on TV this Friday.

I get to look at him.

I get to listen to him.

I get to see him.

OK.

I'm better.

6. Bye for now

Pattinson Intoxication. Random Rose.

Random Thoughts.

1. It never ceases to amaze me the response I get from this blog.

I will admit that most of the people that comment...

or write me email...

are positive and very kind with their words.

But of course I have to deal with negativity...

which I always find entertaining.

There are people who are just !shocked! that

I write a blog EVERY day!

And how I must be incredibly deluded and lifeless

to write about people I don't know.

The irony is delicious.

2. Michael Aragano

Aragnano

Angarano.

Look.

I don't hate the guy.

At all.

No hate here.

Zero (weirdness)

But he's always going to be

Oregano to me.

I'm sure shorty spice

(come on... its funny... you know it)

is all kinds of sweet and nice

(and perhaps a bit flavorful sprinkled on food)

He seems like a good guy.

But...

He's no hero.

He dated Kristen Stewart for a while.

He's not anymore.

That's it.

3. Robert Pattinson.

I adore him.

Still.

I was looking at my vast collection

of online pictures.

Did I say vast?

That doesn't cover it.

Not even close.

But it's nice to have at times like these...

Quiet times.

Desolate times.

I need to see Robert's face times.

He's so damn purty.

'You got a purty mouf'

(OK, line from 'Deliverance')

He does have a purty mouf, doesn't he?

Pretty eyes.

Pretty hair.

Pretty nose.

Pretty ears.

Pretty cheekbones.

Pretty jawline...

OK...

I'll stop.

For now.

D. Kristen Stewart.

Man, I admire her stealth.

(and I admire the hell outta her) 

She's been seen... like twice 

since the whole New Moon frenzy has ended.

Sweet.

'Clever girl'

(OK, that's a line from 'Jurassic Park')

(not sure why I'm quoting lame movie lines today)

Kristen has already given me

something to look forward to in 2010

with "The Runaways"

and "Welcome to the Riley's"

Can't wait.

But of course I have to.

Don't want to.

But don't have a choice.

And man... I'm really random today.

And oh yeah.

Kristen was in the UK...

with Robert.

Just thought I would throw that in there.

Kristen.

Robert.

Together.

(That shit STILL makes me smile...) 

5. One of the best parts about 2009

and loving Robert Pattinson?

The wonderful people that I have come to know here.

And while there are a couple I would

like to throw back...

(I mean, seriously scary stalker types)

There are a handful of people I absolutely adore.

Absolutely.

People who make my obsession easier to deal with.

People who make me smile on a daily basis.

People who 'get' me.

(and honestly... I'm not easy to 'get'.)

People that I truly consider friends.

And since I've yet to meet any of these people

face to face... that is saying a lot.

BUT

Hopefully that will change in June...

As I am trying to get my ass to NYC

for the "Eclipse" premiere...

and to meet up with some fantastic ladies...

WOOfuckingHOO!

Thank you Robert Pattinson...

For bringing these witty...

intelligent...

incredibly strong and funny women...

into my life.

6. I love you Robert.

Just in case that was forgotten somehow...

in all the Robsten drama...

I'm still intoxicated.

You are still intoxicating.

Always living in intoxication.

" You're intoxicated by my very presence." ~ Edward Cullen

7. Bye for now.