Rob and Kristen-- What a Fool Believes...

I started this blog to figure out my feelings

about Robert Pattinson.

Writing has always been a form of therapy for me...

Cathartic.

Soothing.

I've needed it this past week.

There is a lot of speculation right now.

There are a lot of 'insiders' giving tabloids the scoop.

There are a lot of lies and whispers.

There is a lot of bullshit.

99% of it is what you think you know.

Because everything else is shit.

If Rob and/or Kristen

(and that includes Nick, Steph, Ruth or their immediate family)

haven't said it...

Then its all theories and guessing.

and what have we heard from any of them?

What We Actually Know.

1. Creepy pics of gross director with his arms around Kristen

and kissing her in her car.

2. Kristen's apology to everyone she hurt...

and her desperate love for Rob.

That's it.

What We Think We Know.

1. Pics of U-Haul truck seen at Los Feliz home.

Logically we can assume someone moved out.

No one is seen.

No statement is made.

Logically...

Who would want to stay in a home with

a zillion paparazzi camped outside your door?

That's about it.

What A Fool Believes.

1. Everything else.

That goes for any 'source' who claims to be close

to either Rob or Kristen but is yet spilling to Gossip Cop

or some other media outlet.

No one who loves and cares about Rob and Kristen

are sharing their pain with gossip rags.

Everything else is assumption and speculation.

And please stop fucking trying to blame Rob for this.

People are out of fucking control.

What I Believe.

1. People on twitter continue to mourn this situation.

I know everyone grieves differently.

And hey... to each their own.

I'm not telling anyone how to feel.

I'm just telling you how I feel.

I don't wallow in grief.

I'm tired of being sad.

I'm broken heart/sad faced out.

I prefer hope.

I have faith in forgiveness.

That's not me saying I think

Rob and Kristen getting back together is a done deal.

I don't.

I don't offer false hope.

But this is me accepting the possibility that 

they can find their way back to each other.

2. Rob and Kristen love each other.

My Opinion.

That kind of love doesn't go away overnight.

And they will figure this out...

What's best for them.

Whether it's together or apart.

I just want them to be happy.

What I Know.

1. I know that a lot of people I thought I knew

really disappointed me.

So quick to throw Kristen away.

So many who only pretended to be her fan...

have now come out full force in hating her.

I hope you feel better bashing her now...

You feel justified somehow... right?

Like you KNEW all along she was bad for Rob?

You still don't matter.

And guess what?

Kristen STILL owns you.

You can't stop talking about her.

Obsessing over her.

Enjoy your foaming...

because it's still bitter 

and no matter what happens to Rob and Kristen

It won't change your sad life.

2. People have asked me if I will continue to write my blog.

I'm still intoxicated with Robert Pattinson...

So yes.

As long as he gives me this...

And this...

Oh... and this...

I'm in for the long haul.

I'm not going anywhere.

(Sorry if that disappoints you)

I just want Robert to be OK.

I just want to see him laugh again.

I just want him to be happy.

And I want the same for Kristen.

And that is where I will leave this topic.

I'm done with it for now.

So many people have said so many things...

(Have you ever seen SO many Twitlongers?)

And I don't need to add to the dark cloud

hanging over this fandom.

Sometimes you just have to know when to let it go.

It's like a bloody sore.

We keep picking at it...

Scratching it.

Sometimes without really knowing we are doing it.

But its not helping.

Every time it starts to scab up...

something comes along to rip it off

and we are right back to the bloody sore.

It hurts.

I know.

But it won't get better if we don't leave it alone.

We need to give it time to heal.

Final Thought.

OK...  I will admit I'm not over it.

But I'm getting better all the time

(Can't get much worse)

And yes... that is part of a Beatles song.

In the past...

When I have gone through bad times...

I have often turned to the Beatles music to make me feel better.

And they have never let me down.

Now there are a number of love songs (And I Love Her)

hopeful songs (We Can Work It Out)

cheering up songs (Hey Jude)

But one of my favorite songs...

seems to fit this moment.

At least for me.

I Will.

Who knows how long I've loved you

You know I love you still

Will I wait a lonely lifetime?

If you want me to I will

For if I ever saw you

I didn't catch your name

But it never really mattered

I will always feel the same

Love you forever and forever

Love you with all my heart

Love you whenever we're together

Love you when we're apart

And when at last I find you

Your song will fill the air

Sing it loud so I can hear you

Make it easy to be near you

For the things you do endear you to me

Oh, you know I will, I will

And just to leave on the same note I came in on.

I adore Shaggy and Scrappy.

They always make me smile.

This post is brought to you by the Letter S.

You know why.

I adore you, Thomas Sturridge.

Until next time.

Bye for now

And the beat goes on...

Rob and Kristen- Do You Believe In Love?

Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you

We are now in a drought.

We might have to wait until June 5th to see

Robert and/or Kristen in public.

I'm actually quite OK with that.

In fact...

I kinda like it.

There is SO much speculation as to 

where Kristen has been this whole time...

(Bwhahahahaha)

It's quite amusing.

Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
And hung me on a line

Because she couldn't POSSIBLY be in Toronto with Robert.

No.

NEVER!

Why would she go to Toronto?

She has no reason to be there!

Let's ignore the fact that Kristen had their puppy in NYC

Just a hop... skip and a jump from Toronto...

Where do you think she would go?

Really...

WHERE do you think she would go?

Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you

Where do you think she has been this whole time?

Yeah... I know that you can't trust a lot of the shit

you see on Twitter...

But when you get quite a few different people

saying they saw Rob and Kristen in Toronto...

And let's face it Kiddies...

They haven't been SEEN anywhere else... have they?

No.

They haven't.

It's not like we have pictures of Rob either.

And again...

WHERE ELSE WOULD SHE BE???

Maybe I'm a man and maybe I'm a lonely man
Who's in the middle of something
That he doesn't really understand

I honestly can't believe some of the bullshit I read.

I can't.

The bottom is line is simple.

It really is.

IF Robert Pattinson was with any other female

as much as he is always with Kristen.

(And Rob and Kristen ALWAYS end up together, don't they?)

There wouldn't be any question of them being together.

Well...

There shouldn't be any question at this point

But there are always those who refuse to see

what is right in front of them.

Instead wanting to believe bizarro conspiracy theories

and clinging to PR Stunts as excuses

Even though Rob has pretty much killed the thought of 

any movie studio running his personal life.

Maybe I'm a man and maybe you're the only woman
Who could ever help me
Baby won't you help me understand

So... what happens next?
Well...

Sooner or later 

Rob and/or Kristen 

are going to be seen SOMEWHERE.

Either together or not.

And no matter how it works out...

The Foam will FLY

"TOLD YOU THEY WEREN'T TOGETHER IN TORONTO!"

"THAT GIRL WAS ONLY THERE TO DROP OFF ROB'S DOG!"

Or some such shit.

I guess people can't comprehend that 

Rob and Kristen will probably be flying in and out of Toronto

As long as Rob is filming there...

She's already been there for a couple of weeks...

And yeah...

Kristen IS a working actress

so of course she will have obligations that will

take her away from Rob from time to time.

Not a big deal.

Again.

They won't be separated for long.

Maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I leave you

So the Frenzied Foamers

and the Stricken Shippers

will flail about...

One because they want to believe

so desperately in PR theories...

The other because they desperately need reassurance 

that Rob and Kristen are together.

I'm not sure which is worse.

Both are desperate.

Never a pretty picture.

 

Maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
You right me when I'm wrong
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you

Final Thoughts.

1. Yeah... I'm actually bitchier than normal.

Who thought THAT was possible?

I guess it's just one of those times

where the whole tedious bullshit

kinda gets to me.

I would love to just focus on the positive...

and not draw attention to the negative

But to me...

One of the positives

is the fact that Robert and Kristen are together.

It's hard to focus on just Robert alone...

Because Kristen is always wrapped up 

in everything he does.

And I like Kristen.

A lot.

So there you go.

2. Liking Kristen Stewart.

I do.

And it boggles my mind

that people hate on her

SO MUCH

For whatever reason.

No matter what happens...

It always comes back to an excuse to hate on Kristen.

It could have absolutely NOTHING to do with her

Yet.

Somehow her name gets dragged in there

and she is relentlessly trashed and slashed.

A 21 year old girl.

So yeah...

That's why I continue to mock and jab

at those who spew their bitter foam.

I don't think Kristen deserves any of it.

Green Sheep

3. I'm not a 'shipper'.

I don't WANT Rob and Kristen to be together.

I just think they are.

That makes me a Believer.

And No.

I don't think it's some 'EPIC LURVE' either.

WTF does that even mean?

I think they are two people 

living in extraordinary circumstances...

Two people who found each other.

Who like being together

(Obviously)

Who are in love.

It's not any more 'EPIC' than any other relationship

outside of the fact they are both famous actors

and people are fascinated by it.

This post is brought to you by the letter *S*

S for SHUT UP 

Please.

Leave Kristen alone.

S for Stupid.

It is as it does.

It should be painful.

It can't be fixed.

Bye for now

♥♥♥♥♥

Rob and Kristen- Nothing Wrong With That!

http://www.waterforelephants.com/

Robert Pattinson.

Water for Elephants.

Premiere on Sunday.

GAH!

How absolutely exciting that the movie is 

FINALLY here!!!

I can't wait to see this...

To see Robert.

Gorgeous, brilliant, talented Robert.

OH
MY

GOD.

And I even know a few people who will be there

at the premiere...

(I love you, T)

Having fun...

Doing their thang.

And what I wouldn't give to see Robert in person.

No.

I wouldn't screech at him.

Or call him Edward.

I just want to SEE him

My stomach does flip/flops at the very thought.

To lay eyes on that oh so perfect flesh...

Um. Am I still breathing? I don't think so...

And the premiere...

What's to say?

All the chatter is about whether Kristen will show up or not.

Will she?

heh.

Even if she doesn't do the red carpet...

(and chances are... she won't

But wouldn't it be a wonderful surprise??)

I'm wondering if she will be in NYC...

Somewhere.

Out there.

Waiting for him to be done working...

Because that what premieres are, you know...

WORK.

Since when did it matter so much

if someones significant other showed up at a premiere?

Or does that only work for Rob and Kristen?

They seem to have different sets of rules

applied to their relationship for some reason...

The Foam is thick and bitter right now...

Oozing and frothing about Kristen showing up...

Because...
SHE BETTER NOT!

She has NO right to be there.

She wants to ruin EVERYTHING!

Too bad no one cares what you think...

Especially Rob and Kristen.

They will do what's best for them.

So if Reese turned up without her hubby...

Or Christoph shows up without his wife...

Does that mean doom and gloom for them as well?

No.

It's just another day in Hollywood.

But for some reason people are all atwitter

about Kristen showing up on Sunday.

It's been fascinating reading too...

As always.

But keep in mind.

It's what you DON'T see that matters.

Silly people.

Kristen is never far away from Robert

if she doesn't have to be.

I mean... seriously...

How far would you let him go if you didn't have to?

Exactly.

On The Road. Is Kristen all kinds of cute or what??

Another movie that I'm excited for!!

On The Road.

Not only because I adore Kristen...

The book...

All things Kerouac

But...

Well...

We all know that TOM STURRIDGE is in the movie too!!

*swoon*

OK OK.

A couple of thoughts.

1. Did I say the foam is thick and bitter?

Because really... it's looked a lot like this lately...

THEY DIDN'T KISS!!! EXIT STRATEGY!!! IT NEVER HAPPENED!!! PR! PR! PR!

Ever since the Birthday/Wrap party pics were released...

The Foam Whisperers have been out in full force

trying to placate the froth.

I don't think it's working.

But they can hope Kristen doesn't show on the RC

at the WFE premiere...

And then they can cling to that for a day or two

Until Rob and Kristen show up somewhere else together.

And they will.

Oh yes.

They will.

:)

How's that working for you?

I'm looking forward to this weekend.

I'm excited for the WFE premiere...

all the talk shows/interviews coming next week...

Relax.

Enjoy the Robert.

This premiere IS about Robert... right?

People should be talking about WFE

and how fucking incredible it is...

and how brilliant Robert is...

Not worrying about whether or not his girlfriend shows up.

It doesn't affect their relationship one way or the other...

Its just one more day of work.

That being said.

Yes.

Of course I would LOVE to see the together.

But its not because I need it as some 'proof'

of their relationship.

I already have that...

I just happen to like seeing them together.

It makes me smile.

It makes me happy.

Nothing wrong with that.

This post is brought to you by the letter *T*

T for Tom Sturridge

Just because.

I like the guy...

Not gonna lie.

He makes me smile on a daily basis.

Nothing wrong with that.

T for TWIRL!

Nothing wrong with that either!

Bye for now

♥♥♥

Rob and Kristen- Sunshine, Lollipops and Rainbows.

Sunshine, lollipops and rainbows

Guess what?

I'm NOT hungover!

Yeah... I've reread a couple of recent posts...

and it seems like I'm a fucking lush now.

I really don't drink that much all the time...

I think.

Goodness.

Grandma Lush.

Bwahahahaha!

I keep getting asked why I use #NanaRose on Twitter

and if I am REALLY a grandmother.

Oh man.

#NanaRose was born because some Foamers

 decided to lie and make up shit about me.

What a shocker!

I'm some geriatric twirling granny now.

Heh.

Although someday I do hope to be a grandmother...

My sons are far from ready to have kids of their own.

I dare say the people spewing that lie

are probably way older than I am...

;)

Just another example of Hyenas making up lies

to suit their delusions.

Hating on people they don't even know.

They do it all the time with Kristen and Robert

So I guess I'm in good company.

*Twirl*

Everything that's wonderful is what I feel when we're together

Let's see.

Man I'm in a sarcastically obnoxious mood today.

And I can almost hear the response...

TODAY?

Shut up.

OK...

So now it looks like I'm talking to myself.

And I guess I kinda am.

So. 

There were some kinda creepy videos of 

Robert and Kristen (and Taylor, oh my)

From the PCA's.

And by creepy I mean...

These poor people never have a moments peace

even when the lights are low...

SOMEONE is always watching them.

Which brings me to my point in bringing this up.

Some people were all about how sweet they were.

Some people were all about how it just shows the same thing

we saw during the award show.

Nothing.

WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?

Do people really expect Rob and Kristen to start making out?

They fucking KNOW that all these people are watching them.

They aren't going to GIVE you anything.

And just for the record...

It's pretty obvious that the whole

Taylor helping Kristen up the stairs was planned.

They both jumped right up and he escorted her up the stairs.

Good Grief.

Mountains out of Foamhills.

Brighter than a lucky penny,When you're near the rain cloud disappears, dear

The Baftas are coming up.

Truly.

What will happen If/WHEN Rob and Kristen show up in London

TOGETHER again?

Oh I hope BD schedules lets them do this.

Kristen is kinda obligated to present the award, isn't she?

Robert is kinda obligated to be with her, isn't he?

I mean...

That's what boyfriends do.

And Robert is a superb boyfriend.

And I feel so fine just to know that you are mine.

 Final Thoughts.

1.  I have a lot of final thoughts...

But I've just decided that even though there is

lots of bullshit out there

I'm done.

At least for now.

I guess there is some truth to the saying...

If a hyena whines in the woods and no one hears it... 

Does it make a sound?

 

If everyone ignored them completely...

Would they disappear?

Outside of their oddly pathetic entertainment value...

(Cause Crazy is Funny!)

Their point of view

Their very existence is irrelevant.

They are already hiding behind locked forums 

and super secret attack sites.

Even they are embarrassed to be in public view.

 

Foaming Hyena

I'm often confronted by this dilemma.

Ignore the foam.

Or

Laugh at the foam.

Hmmm.

 

Is ignorance bliss?

What do you think?

 

I Think I Love You.

2. My final final thought.

Even though I remain completely

and totally intoxicated by

Robert Pattinson

You may have noticed a side addiction to

Thomas Sturridge.

What can I say?

It's good to spread the love around... right?

3. My adorable friend told me this joke the other day...

A man returns home late one night

with a duck under his arm

His wife is angry and waiting up for him.

The man says "This is the pig that I have been shagging"

The wife says "that's a duck you idiot"

and the man says "I was talking to the duck"

4. Rob was seen buying groceries recently...

First thing I read?

"Rob and Kristen don't shop together-

What kind of couple is that?"

Um.

DUH.

Yeah... that would be the way to go

if you didn't want to attract attention.

Sheesh.

Oh and by the way...

Rob and Kristen are living together.

They have been for quite some time.

Together.

As Always.

;)

This post is brought to you by the letter *R*

R for REALLY

They really really are.

R for Robert

Robert loves Kristen.

Bye for now

♥♥♥

Rob and Kristen- Words Will Never Hurt Us

 This picture is ALL kinds of perfection. Thank you.

Could he GET any cuter? No. No he can't.

Yes.

WFE is going to probably kill me.

So I have a few more months of living

before I hit the great beyond.

I don't care.

It's fucking worth it.

Robert is worth it.

All of it.

Just because.

Tom's new movie is coming out soon.

He will most likely being doing some press for it.

I will most likely be trying to catch every moment.

Is this poster incredibly sweet?

YES!

I love Rachel Bilson.

She is adorably beautiful.

And well...

I guess it's pretty obvious that the more I know

about Thomas Sturridge...

The more I want to know.

He's majorly cute.

And that's where I will leave it.

IT'S UP TO US WHO ROB BRINGS TO HIS PREMIERES! WE OWN ROB'S PERSONAL LIFE!

*Sigh*

I just deleted a huge paragraph about the 

Fox petition fuckery.

But it's really nothing new...

A bunch of lunatics who think they should have a say

in Rob's personal life.

They actually think they should be able to dictate

who Rob brings to his movie premiere.

I wish I were kidding.

I'm not.

Foamers gotta Foam.

Suffice to say that hating a 20 year old girl...

for doing absolutely NOTHING to you

except being the 'lucky' girl that Rob wants to be with...

shows nothing but anger and bitterness.

And now even more people are aware of just how far you will go.

Bravo! Well done.

Same place... Same time?

IOW.

New Years Eve.

Rob.

Kristen.

More of the same?

;)

I Wanna Hold Your Hand...

Do You Want To Know a Secret?

Close Your Eyes and I'll Kiss You

If I Fell in Love With You...

ALL MY LOVING.

And I LOVE Her.

You Really Got a Hold On Me.

Got To Get You Into My Life.

I Want You.

I get this in my emails a lot...

PROVE TO ME THEY ARE DATING.

See...

The thing is...

The above pictures are only some of the 'coupley pics we have seen

over the last couple of years.

There have been lots of pictures of Rob and Kristen

Vacationing together.

Spending Christmas at his parents house.

Concerts.

Dinners.

Movie sets...

Etc... Etc.

Do these pictures PROVE they are dating?

Yes.

They do.

Why?

Because it's been going on for years...

YEARS.

Yes, they have given us glimpses of private moments.

Yes, they have been caught snuggling and kissing.

Yes, they have acted like a couple again and again.

No...

Calling it 'PR" doesn't mean you can't 'count' them.

You want 'proof' of their relationship...

You have it.

You can't discount any picture you don't like

by saying it was staged or manipulated.

Kristen.

London.

 Yes.

With Robert.

As Always.

This post is brought to you by the letter *B*

B for backpedaling.

If you don't want people to think you are a lunatic...

Stop acting like one.

Then you won't have to cry 

"It was only a joke"

when the heat gets to be too hot to handle.

B for Bitterness.

Don't you get tired of being angry bitter shrews?

Stomping and yelling and snarling and growling.

Do you want to know how I know I'm right about Rob and Kristen?

Because I'm HAPPY for them.

I'm happy that they make each other happy.

I'm all about the happy.

I'm twirling and dancing and laughing...

NOT Foaming.

B for 

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Don't be ridiculous...

of course Kristen is with Rob in London.

Where else would she be? 

;)

Bye for now.

♥♥♥

Rob and Kristen- With Acceptance Comes TWIRLING!

I honestly don't think Rob has ever looked better...

Random Thoughts

1) A different WFE trailer was released.

Can I just say...

I LOVE YOU,ROBERT PATTINSON!

Forgive me for thinking that my intoxication would ever lessen

Because it is more than obvious that all I need to see 

are some pictures of you and an elephant...

to remind me why I became intoxicated in the first place.

This movie looks incredible.

Brilliant.

Everything about it draws me in

His face.

His voice.

(Yeah, I did that on purpose)

This movie looks gorgeous.

I. Can't. Wait.

I Love You.

2) I watched Twilight the other day.

I think its my favorite of the three.

And it's not because it is better than 

New Moon or Eclipse..

It's because when I watch it

it still makes my stomach do flip-flops.

Edward walking into the cafeteria.

Edward telling Bella that he

"can't stay away from" her.

Edward kissing Bella on her bed

and being thrown into the wall.

(I love his face there...

Who am I kidding? I always love his face)

Well...

You get the point I am making.

Twilight reminds me of all the good things I used to feel.

It will always be where I got to see Edward come to life.

It will always be where I knew that I would fall hard

for Robert Pattinson.

I'm gonna kiss you and hug you...

3) So I was flipping through the channels a couple of night ago...

and what did my twitchy finger rest upon?

The MTV Movie Awards!

And guess what...

I watched them.

Again.

Well... OK... I was kinda doing other stuff at the same time

But I was keeping my eyes on the screen

on the lookout for Rob and Kristen.

It was interesting that now I can watch them...

and really concentrate on Rob and Kristen.

Like...

Rob's beaming face when Kristen got her award.

Seriously.

He was so proud of her!

And the Awkward Kiss?

Well...

And this is scary to admit...

but I will

Cuz... what the hell I've come this far... right?

I watched it in slow motion.

I did.

And I know that Rob and Kristen tried to be awkward...

But watching Rob's face was priceless.

(and always rewarding.)

Kristen was totally NOT expecting him to go in for the real kiss.

And the look of satisfied glee on his face afterward?

Excellent.

He is so damn adorable.

He shows his every emotion on his beautiful face.

And lastly...

When Rob got his awards...

When he thanked Kristen...

He looked like he was trying to find a way to say

what he wanted to...

Yeah...

watch it in slow motion.

It shows a lot.

Oh and...

The kiss was real.

Rob really wanted to kiss her.

And he did.

:)

"Thanks Catherine for everything I have... Especially for Kristen."

4) This is where I do my *heavy sigh*

Because the absolute bullshit I read online everyday

is so damn pathetic.

Is Kristen in London?

Yes, I believe she is.

How do you know that? There haven't been any pictures?

There haven't been any pictures of her since Rio.

Does that mean she is still there?

Kristen is only there for PR!!!

She is doing press for something... right?

Oh wait... she's there for the Baftas!

Can't you just fucking accept that Kristen wants to 

be with her boyfriend for the holidays?

She just got done working on BD and is on holiday...

Do you REALLY think she would be doing press?

And for what exactly?

Kristen is in London because that's where Rob wants her to be.

WITH HIM.

Honestly.

2 years in a row...

and all you got is PR?

Really?

How far gone can you be if you are still clinging to that?

It makes no sense whatsoever.

Not that sense has ever played any role in your

foam induced delusions before.

NO ONE IS WORKING THIS WEEK.

ROB AND KRISTEN ARE TOGETHER

BECAUSE THEY WANT TO BE.

And come on...

Aren't they ALWAYS together?

Yes.

Yes they are.

Now please go get a towel and wipe your mouth...

The bitter foam is making a disgusting mess.

Gross.

Just because.

5) Ninja Robsten 

Ninja TomStu

And I'm still glad that there aren't any pictures of them.

I don't need 'PROOF'.

Everyone knows where Kristen is.

Everyone knows where Rob is.

They are with each other.

As always.

ALL OF THIS.

This post is brought to you by the letters *P* and *R*

Pathetic Rants

Pretty Ridiculous

Pitiful Rhetoric

With Acceptance...

Comes Twirling.

And it's LOTS more fun than Foaming.

Bye for now

♥♥♥♥♥