Rob and Kristen-- Remember When?

You may or may not have noticed...

that I've been feeling particularly nostalgic lately.

Digging up old posts.

Old pics.

Watching old videos...

Missing how Twilight used to make me feel.

Remember when Rob and Kristen did the MTV

Twilight Tuesday interviews?

That was the beginning...

The looks.

(The start of the "Robsten" bubble)

The intimate way they touched each other.

(Yeah, she picked something off his mouth... Pretty damn intimate)

The knowing smiles.

We pretty much saw them fall in love.

And so what happened the other day?

To pile on to my already wistful mood?

This comes out.

Breaking Dawn 2 pics in EW.

And this really affected me.

Maybe because I was already all sappy and mushy...

But seeing Edward and Bella again

Well.

It made me happy.

It made me excited.

It made me realize that no matter that

those books will never win a Pulitzer Prize

and those movies will never get critical acclaim...

I don't care.

I LOVE THEM.

And I will miss them when they are done....

and we don't have any more movies to look forward to.

How can any fan of Robert and Kristen NOT love these movies?

We actually got to watch these two people fall for each other.

And wasn't it lovely to see?

Didn't it make you go...

Awwww

You could tell with each passing interview...

and subsequent photo-shoot

that they were ...

Dare I say it?

Falling in love for the last time.

And no...

I never 'shipped' Robert and Kristen in their real lives

But when it became so obviously apparent 

that they were in it for the long haul

How could I not cheer for them?

How could I not love seeing how happy they made each other?

How could anyone not adore watching them in love?

So yeah...

It's almost like when your little one goes to Kindergarten.

You watch them grow up

You love and adore them

You smile and laugh with them...

But one day

One day you know you will have to drop them off 

and watch them walk into that door

without you.

You have to let them go.

So goes Edward and Bella.

They are all grown up now.

We get one more movie.

One more round of interviews

and magazine covers and promo and red carpets...

And lots of after parties!

Hopefully like this...

And NO that

NEVER GETS OLD!

NEVER
EVER
I WILL FOREVER USE THESE PICS

TO CELEBRATE HOW ADORABLE THEY ARE TOGETHER.

OK.

Sorry about the caps lock ranty thing.

I'm better.

Maybe.

Final thoughts?

It's bittersweet to think of the whole Twilight saga

being almost over with.

But it has been pretty damn sweet for the most part... hasn't it?

It brought together Rob and Kristen

and this whole fandom...

And we have Rob and Kristen spreading their wings

and doing other exciting projects

And really...

Just because the movies are over

We all know Rob and Kristen are happily together.

So while it is bittersweet...

I think I will stick with the sweet

and leave the bitter to those who can't

be happy for 2 people who just happen to love each other.

This post is brought to you by the letter *S*

S for

Thomas Sturridge

I saw this picture and it made me wonder...

Has Tom given up smoking too?

I mean... with a baby on the way and everything

It's a possibility, isn't it?

Isn't he adorable?

Yes.

Yes he is.

And S for

Shades

The future is so fucking bright...

You're going to need them.

Until next time.

Bye for now

Random Ranty Rose

**WARNING WARNING**

I'm about to get a bit ranty.

And talk in the 3rd person.

Rose has warned you.

Are you fucking serious?

Really?

It seems that some people don't know how 

to comprehend what they read.

Or are people really THAT stupid?

Don't answer that.

It's fucking hypothetical.

Random Rants.

1. I'm still confounded by the bullshit I have

read in my emails/DMs today.

I am sitting here...

Shaking my head at all the nonsense.

Part of me wants to laugh at the absurdity

Part of me wants to cry at the sheer lunacy.

I post on this blog a few times a week.

I wax fucking poetic about Robert and Kristen

being in love

being together 

living together

being completely smitten and crazy about the other.

Because that's what I see...

That's what I believe.

THAT gets glossed over.

I post a snippet of some song lyrics

to a friend.

And immediately I am somehow talking

about the demise of Rob and Kristen.

That hurts my fucking brain.

Here's the deal.

Read slowly if you have trouble keeping up

2. I have NEVER claimed that friends of mine are

Kristen/Tom/Rob

Never.

Ever.

If you believe that...

That's YOUR fucking deal.

Not mine.

I don't go around talking about it.

I don't tweet about it.

I don't have super secret behind the scenes

chats discussing it.

People have made ASSumptions

based on gossip and innuendo

And hey?

You want to believe it?

Good on you.

And if you don't?

Bravo!

I.

Don't.

Give.

A.

Fuck.

What you do or do not believe.

It has no significance to me.

Take that as you want.

Or choke on it.

Either way.

I'm good.

3. "Rose is an insider"

"Rose isn't an insider"

A. Rose is not an 'insider'

What the fuck does that even mean anyway?

People throw that around so damn much

it has lost all fucking meaning.

But 

N.O.

I'm NOT an all powerful INSIDER

I have never claimed to be.

I go out of my way to dispel any of that bullshit.

And really...

who would want to be?

So to the idiots and buffoons out there..

Did you get that?

Did I spell it out enough for you to comprehend?

Let's review shall we?

1. Rose has never claimed that she has friends

who are secretly Kristen/Rob/Tom

2. Rose is not a super secret insider.

Rose doesn't give a shit about the 'inside'

Rose is happier on the outside... looking in.

3. Rose posted a snippet of lyrics to her friend.

Rose couldn't have foreseen the bullshit drama that ensued.

Rose forgets that there are lunatics out there

who are eager to twist her words around to meet 

their fucking lame agenda.

But Rose will not censor her thoughts and opinions

to appease the lunatic fringe.

4. Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart

are in a loving, committed relationship.

They didn't break up.

(Yeah, Kris called and told me they were just fine...lolol)

Robert and Kristen love each other.

You can tell how much they love each other by just

looking at them when they are together.

You don't need me or anyone else to tell you that.

Just look at Cannes pics and videos.

It's all there.

5. Think for your fucking self.

Good fucking grief.

Make up your own damn mind.

You have a brain.

USE it.

6. FUCK YOU.

And the self righteous know it all attitude

You wear like a badge of honor.

You don't know me.
Don't even pretend to know what my words mean
or what I am thinking.

I'm sick of the fucking drama.

And contrary to some people's beliefs...

I don't go looking for it.

I write a blog.

That's all I do.

I don't have any other agenda other

than I like to write

and I like to write about Rob and Kristen.

For ONCE... just fucking once

I wish if someone had a question...

or a problem with something I said

They would just fucking ASK me 

instead of misinterpreting 

misunderstanding

misusing

my words.

It's fucking tedious.

I thought I wrote in English...

And I thought what I had to say

was pretty straightforward and easy to understand.

Never underestimate the power of stupidity.

7. Listen to Rob.
Fuck You.

This post is brought to you by that little pebble in your shoe
that keeps rubbing on your foot...

and by that buzzing annoying fucking gnat
that just keeps flying around your head...

And by side eyes.
Rose is side-eyeing you big fucking time.
Rose is also giving you the crook eye
the stink eye
and the evil eye.

Tom does a great side-eye...

But then...
He is fucking adorable.

One last thing?

Rob and Kristen are happy and in love.

Until next time.

Bye for now

Rob and Kristen-- This, That and the Other.

I love this picture.

It makes me feel all nostalgic...

and even kinda sad.

This was my first "avi" in this fandom.

Way back in the OLDEN days.

Olden.

As I write that it doesn't even seem like a real word.

But yeah...

WAY back when

In October 2008

When I first started writing this blog.

Looking at that picture made me reminisce a bit.

So what did I do?

I went and reread a few of my earlier blogs.

And W.O.W.

I was quite intoxicated with Mr. Pattinson... wasn't I?

Obsessed.

Yes.

I was obsessed.

No fucking doubt about it.

Remember this picture?

Rob in Vancouver.

I'm guess it was during New Moon...

because he was basically left alone.

Remember this picture?

Because basically Rob looks... incredible.

I kinda miss the days when Robert didn't look like

he wanted to break someones face

when people took his picture.

Of course... its all different now, isn't it?

Before there would be a couple of photographers...

Now there are 30.

Before they kept a respectful distance...

Now they are right up in his face

and shouting awful obscene things at him.

This picture was taken in November of 2008.

A lot of talk about it, of course...

Because Rob was with a 'girl'!

OH NO.

I've always liked this picture.

I love how Rob is laughing

And I love how Camilla is laughing.

It's a happy picture.

It makes me realize how Rob can't do that now.

Just walk down the street... 

laughing with a friend.

So yeah.

I'm nostalgic.

And reading my early blog posts...

It kinda made me wish for those easier days

Those simple fandom days.

We were all on the same side back then.

We all loved Robert Pattinson.

We all were consumed by him...

and were trying to understand his hold on us.

Well...

When did the fandom split apart?

We all know the answer.

As soon as Robert and Kristen let it be known

that they were together...

(It was o.b.v.i.o.u.s.)

It was blown to smithereens.

Yes. Smithereens.

I like that word.

Use it in a sentence tomorrow.

All of a sudden we weren't just fans.

There were the fans who were happy for Rob and Kristen.

There were Kristen fans who hated Rob

There were Rob fans who hated Kristen

There were the needy insecure fans

who just had to worry and fret about something.

I know it changed me, too.

Where before I obsessed over Rob's every move...

I now found myself cheering for Rob AND Kristen.

I found myself liking Kristen the more I got to know her...

I found myself happy to see 

Rob's smile whenever he was around her.

I was on their side.

So as I read my posts...

I started to talk more and more about Kristen.

I loved watching them fall in love.

Because that's pretty much what we saw.

All the stolen moments that we watched...

All the brief glimpses into their relationship.

It's been sweet.

I started this blog because I so desperately wanted

to understand my desire for Robert...

No actor/singer had ever affected me like he had.

It was mind boggling to me.

I'm NOT that kinda girl.

The swoony fangirly screechy fan.

Nope.

Not me.

Except I kinda was. Now.

OK.

Not the screechy part

(Keep telling yourself that, Rose)

But I was all kinds of swoony and melty.

No doubt about that.

So why Rob?

Well.

If you are reading this... you know why.

Rob and Kristen helped me with that.

I'm not obsessive anymore.

I can actually not download every picture I see.

(Don't quote me on that though.)

I don't have to be online for every public appearance.

I don't need to be there when IT happens.

I can wait now.

Kristen gave me patience.

As Robert fell in love with Kristen...

I found myself falling for her too.

So that begs the question.

Do I only like Kristen because of Rob?

No. Not even.

I adore Kristen completely separate from Rob.

Even if they weren't together

madly in love

being all sweet and adorable and wonderful

I would still love Kristen.

I used to say that I love Rob and Kristen

Together or Apart.

But let's face it...

Together is Perfection.

Someone once told me that the above picture

of Kristen was one of Rob's favorite.

Is that true?

Well... it's one of mine.

Naturally Simply Beautiful.

So anyway.

In 3 1/2 years

Have I learned anything?

1. I always assumed that if you were a fan

of Rob and/or Kristen

That you would accept whatever choices 

they made in their private relationships.

Mostly because we don't get a fucking vote.

But seeing Rob/Kristen happy

should be all it takes.

See..

It's not about what makes us happy.

It's about what they want.

Repeat after me...

OUR OPINIONS ABOUT ROB AND KRISTEN'S CHOICES
IN THEIR PRIVATE LIVES DOESN'T MATTER.

2. Hating someone isn't an opinion.

Lying about someone isn't an opinion.

3. Why are people such cowards?

Why must they 'hide' behind anonymous names

before they can say what they want to say?

If you can't say it with a name that you are known by...

Then maybe you shouldn't be saying it at all.

4. There is a lot of drama in this fandom.

Every fucking day.

Sometimes its amusing to watch...

I even used to stick my spoon in the pot 

for a good stir now and again

But lately

It's just been tedious.

And kinda boring.

I'm not in this to change anyone's mind.

I've never been one to try and shove my opinion

down anyone else's throat.

I'm lazy and who has the time?

(well... except the lunatic fringe)

And although its cliche to say this...

I really don't give a fuck what you believe.

Truth is truth

and its on my side.

Final thoughts.

A. I've enjoyed the part of the fanbase

that is happy and satisfied 

that Rob and Kristen are in love

and content

and together.

That's where I am.

B. Andrew and Emma

Some people don't care for them

I adore them.

Andrew seems completely smitten with Emma.

(Very familiar looks of absolute love)

And I think Emma is pretty fucking awesome.

Absolutely taken with each other.

Sweet.

C. Cannes

Now that I look at these pictures again

(seriously... get used to seeing them A LOT)

Not a lot of difference between

Emma/Andrew and Kristen/Robert

is there?

Radiant smiles.

Sweet kisses.

Touching.

Looks like LOVE to me

Those Brit boys know how to make a girl happy...

And that leads me to 

D. Tom Sturridge 

I was going to put in one of Sienna and Tom...

But this one won.

I completely adore you Thomas Sturridge.

E. For Smitty and Gruff:

Life is very short, and there's no time

For fussing and fighting, my friend.

This post is brought to you by compromise.

Until next time.

Bye for now

Rob and Kristen- When They're Good, They're VERY Good.

I've got some good news...

and some bad news.

Which do you want first?

I like to go with the bad and get it over with...

So here we go.

I think we just might be in a drought of sorts.

It might not be a drought YET... not really

But we are all so over-saturated with so much

Robert and Kristen goodness...

That going even 30 minutes without some sort 

of exciting wonderful news or pictures...

Seems like FOREVER.

 Yes.

That's how damn spoiled we are during the 

flush of promos and premieres.

The good news?

We might be in a drought of sorts.

I don't know about you...

But there is such a thing as too much.

Like when you can't keep up with everything that is going on.

You go off to live your life for a few hours...

and you've missed 15 different interviews

1000's of new pictures

Photo shoots

Videos.

So you tell me.

Good or Bad?

Here's some more good.

Yes.

Robert.

Strolling.

Looking handsome and confident.

And happy.

How about better?

This is better than good.

This is PERFECTION.

Oh how I wish we could have gotten a picture 

of both of them looking like this together...

Well... OK.

We kinda did, didn't we?

When Robert went to Kristen after Cosmopolis was over...

Not quite what I had in mind

But seeing the love between them

Seeing how proud Kristen is for him

Seeing how much that means to Robert.

Yeah.

That's Good.

Is there bad?

How can there be bad after this?

Impossible.

This is GOOD.

This was BETTER.

This was BEST.

Yes.

They have tried to make excuses

To spin and twist the truth.

To pretend it didn't happen

To deny what is right in front of them...

But it doesn't matter

Why?

BECAUSE THIS IS GOOD.

So in our time of drought...

Cannes will always come to me

Speaking words of wisdom

Accept REALITY.

This post is brought to you by GOOD!

Rob and Kristen 

always end up 

TOGETHER.

Rob and Kristen 

are probably together

right this very moment.

How adorably cute are they?

And this post is also brought to you by...

one of my top 3 moments at Cannes.

Kristen and Thomas.

I love how he takes care of her...

It doesn't get much Better than that.

Until next time.

Bye for now