Rob and Kristen- Confessions.

I could watch a movie of Rob just walking...

Just when you thought you were going to die in the desert...

all shriveled up...

a mummified husk crawling towards that mirage

You see her.

That stunning gorgeous girl...

That hauntingly beautiful creature

You rub your eyes

making sure she is really there

Making sure you aren't hallucinating.

But it's her.

It's Kristen.

Dear God.

Kristen is in Marcus Fosters video for "I was broken"

Looking so ethereally exquisite.

Yes.

That Marcus.

The same guy who is good good friends with Robert.

That one.

And oh dear

Oh my.

What a reaction was had.

I'm all about the reactions.

And the people who claim to not care...

they always put on the best show.

It's kinda amusing if you step back and look at it.

First with the whole Michael Welch thing

You know... Michael had the audacity to say that

Kristen looked AMAZING in W magazine

Amazing is right.

How dare anyone say anything nice about Kristen!

It's the usual insults...

He's a famewhore.

He's on Kristen's payroll.

He's being paid by Summit.

No one cares what MW has to say.

Who IS MW??

(yeah, right... like they didn't know)

He's a Z list actor!

What does MW know about beauty?

Even 'not caring' so much as to go into his twitter account

and check out the @'s he received.

Excuse me while I

So...

Imagine the epic foaming when Kristen turned up in 

Marcus's video?

Not just a quick flash...

Oh no

She fucking owned that video.

Consumed it.

And the fact that Marcus is close to Rob?

A member of the "Brit Pack"

made it all the sweeter.

Can you see a pattern?

Guess what was said about Marcus?

He's a famewhore.

He's on Summit's payroll.

Kristen's people paid him to let her be in the video.

Marcus is a sell out!!

How dare he put HER in his video.

And on it goes.

Anytime anyone has anything positive to say about Kristen

and/or Rob and Kristen as a couple

It is immediately put in a negative light.

I was broken for a long time... But it's over now.

And therein lies the biggest difference in sides of this fandom.

From where I sat?

The video comes out and people are thrilled to see

Kristen in Marcus's video...

Happy.

Positive.

Smiles.

The other side?

Angry.

Bitter.

Negative.

How did the video make you feel?

Did it make you smile to see Kristen ?

Or did you get all pissy and upset?

Fascinating, isn't it?

Watching out for his girl...

So we got a little reprieve from the drought...

We got to see the luminous lovely Kristen.

And Robert?

Well...

He's still being seen all over the damn place.

Los Angeles one day...

NYC the next.

London in between.

He sure is a busy guy.

But he hasn't been SEEN.

You know?

Here a tweet

There a tweet

Everywhere a tweet tweet.

I love how he really hasn't been seen in over a week.

No one knows.

Except Kristen.

Heh.

I like that a lot.

And I'm sure people are bracing for the inevitable reunion.

Well...

The one we will KNOW about.

Maybe.

This time.

 Heh.

I'm sure the letters P and R are at the ready.

Because staying under the radar for a month...

and staying out of the public eye

makes for great publicity.

Just puppets on a string...

Final thoughts?

1. There are some "confessions" on Tumblr.

Both Robsten and Nonsten.

Fucking scary stuff.

I haven't been to the actual site...

but I see them RT'd throughout my timeline

on Twitter.

Fucking scary doesn't even cut it.

I mean...

It probably started out as a way for people

to anonymously talk about Rob and Kristen...

but as always is the case in this fandom

It gets fucked up.

Now you get some sick shit.

Both sides.

Fucked up.

Some just use it as a place to bash

Kristen and Robert

and each other.

2. The Ninnie site closed its doors.

And no one would have really noticed

if people didn't get all defensive about
WHY they were closing.

"WE HAVE A LIFE!!!"

"YOU DIDN'T WIN!!"

blah blah blah.

We all know...

You don't care.

You are just in it for fun because you 

don't spend hours every day here like everyone else

You have great wonderful full lives

with the man of your dreams...

Right.

Maybe you need to repeat that a few more thousand times

just in case...

Remember Jerry... It's not a lie if you believe it.

Green Sheep. My God.

3. I am completely smitten with Tom Sturridge.

I'm not sure when it happened...

It just did.

You may have noticed it.

So I find an excuse to write about him 

every time I make a post.

And to look at him.

And I would put up audio if i could.

I watched Pirate Radio again last night.

His voice is like sex.

I have a crush on you...

This post is brought to you by confessions.

I confess that I just don't get this fandom sometimes.

I confess that I care.

I confess that I love seeing Robert and Kristen together.

I confess that I believe they are in love.

I confess that I still adore Robert Pattinson.

I confess that I adore Kristen Stewart.
I confess that I love Tom Sturridge.

I confess that I follow people on twitter

who I don't really even like...

but that I find interesting in some ways.

I confess loving that no one knows where Rob is right now.

I confess that Kristen is one of the most stunning and gorgeous

women on this planet.

I confess that I hope Tom and Sienna aren't true love.
(They just seem like an odd pair and I'm reluctant to trust her)
(and while I'm confessing... I do hope he's happy)

I confess that I truly don't hate anyone online...

but that there are definitely some scary psychos in this fandom.

I confess that I like pushing buttons every now and then.
I confess that I do hate when people make this bullshit personal
and try to hurt people in their 'real' life.
I confess that I actually like some people who don't agree
with me on the whole Rob/Kristen thing
and it's not the end of the world.

I confess that sometimes it bothers me when I'm misunderstood.
I confess that I have no doubts that Rob and Kristen
are in a committed relationship.
I confess that I believe Rob has been to London
at least ONCE since Kristen has been there.

I confess that I could just go on and on and keep confessing

and now I see it can be good for the soul...

Bye for now