October 20, 2008

It's been 6 years.

Six.

To be honest...

I kinda forgot about the day I started this blog.

It was Oct 20, 2008

In the beginning...

My posts were all about 

Robert and Edward.

Yes. Edward.

This was before Twilight even came out.

I was completely intoxicated with

Edward Cullen.

A book character.

Something that had never happened

to me before

And then...

the intoxication led me to Rob.

And then I became completely 

enamored with an actor.

NEVER

EVER

has that happened to me

before or since.

I didn't get it.

I was bamboozled
Permuddled

Confuzzuled

(how Dr.Seuss of me)

I couldn't wrap my head around

the fact that I was so infatuated

with this character

and the man who played him.

So I started this blog.

6 years ago.

Trying to figure out why.

I never really found my answer.

But I learned a lot.

About people.

About fandoms.

About Robert.

About Kristen.

About Robert and Kristen.

I saw early on that there was 

something happening between them.

By October 28th 
Just 8 days later...

I was already posting about their

on and offline chemistry.

From a post on Oct 28, 2008

"I wanted to talk about chemistry. 

As in on screen chemistry.

 As in Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart. 

They have it. And better yet, they have it off screen as well.

 I think it is so obvious that there was 

a little sumthin sumthin going on between these two...

beyond Edward and Bella.

 I have watched all the videos of the two of them...

and they are just so INTIMATE with each other. 

The way they look at one another...

the way Kristen touches Roberts face 

(and that, my friends, is intimate), 

the way they couldn't keep their eyes off

 of each other at Comic Con...

their body language on and off screen. 

But especially off screen,

 because they are always touching...always close.

Now, I know that they are supposed 

to be dating other people or whatever.

 But there is definitely something there.

 I don't care what anyone says.

 And if they get right back into making "New Moon"

 (oh please Lord)

 they will get right back into their chemistry."

Yeah.
So... it really wasn't about 'shipping' for me.
(Never really has been.)
And it most certainly had nothing to do
with me confusing Edward and Bella
with Rob and Kristen.
It was just... Sweet.
Seeing these two people
falling in love with each other
from the beginning...

I found that the more I got to know Kristen
The more I liked Kristen.

It was fun watching them interact with each other
Look at each other
Try not to look at each other
Touch each other
Try not to touch each other.
It was fascinating
and oh so lovely.

I can't tell you how many times
I watched this Empire video back in the day...
They completely intrigued me.
(and yeah, not sure why)
Every moment they are together
you see the magnetic pull
Sometimes they try to fight it
But watch at the end...
Kristen looks quickly at Rob
Rob responds
without even looking at her.
Completely Connected.
That's the kinda stuff I mean.
(And can I just say...
how fucking cute is Rob in this video?
It makes me sooo nostalgic
for these early days *sigh*)

That was then. 
This is now.

 6 years.
 And I've always been behind
Rob and Kristen.
Always.
Even 2 years ago
when things became... difficult
I never turned my back on them.

And I'm not doing that now.
Some people confuse
logic and honesty
for not 'believing' in Rob and Kristen.
I will always believe in them.

But now if you don't think
Rob and Kristen are married and together
You are labeled a 'hater'
Seriously?
I see things as they are.
I don't necessarily LIKE what I see right now...
But I'm not going to pretend I don't see it.

I would love to frolic in 3D Land with you
1-Delusional
2-Desperate
3-Denial

But I don't like it there.
Nothing makes sense in that land
It's actually rather creepy.
Some people are scary.
Up is down
In is out
Under is over
babies are invisible
love is based on hoodies and lies
and cousins- oh my!
There are conspiracies everywhere...
3D land gives me a headache.
It makes me nauseous.
No thanks.

But I'm still here.
I still adore BOTH Rob and Kristen.
I'm still interested in what they do
and what they have to say.
And I will always
Always
Have hope that they will find their way
back together again.
Because yes...
Love is fucking LONG.

So let's talk about
Nicholas Hoult.
(again)

If you mention his name
in the same sentence as Kristen
you are SHIPPING them together!
Good fucking grief.

1. I will never ship another couple again.
Ever.

2. I happen to like Nicholas Hoult. 
If I want to talk about him.
I will.
I think he's cute.
I love his voice.
I don't see why that's a bad thing... You know?



If he hangs out with Kristen...
Lucky him.
And if he doesn't?
I still will think he's cute
and I still will talk about him.

3. I will never ship another couple.
Ever.
Ever.

4. I will never ship another couple.
Ever.
Ever.
Ever.

5. You get the point right?
I don't need 4-Evers
Do I?

So yeah.

6 years.

72 months 

312 weeks

2190 days

That I have been in
Rob and Kristen's corner.
Happy for them.
Defending them.
Adoring them.

So don't fucking tell me
that I'm not anywhere
but HERE.
Where I have been from the beginning.
Where I will probably always be.


Happy Anniversary RPI

I can't wait to see
what's around the next corner.


This post is brought to you by...

The number 6

6 members of the BritPack

And isn't it great that these guys
are still such good friends?
Doesn't that make you smile?

6 years
of loving 
and
watching
two
endlessly 
fascinating 
people.

6 years
of finding
out
all about
Tom Sturridge
and 
loving
every moment.

6 years
and 6 random pictures
(out of so so many)
(how does one choose??)
of Rob walking...

Still intoxicating
after all these years.

Until next time.

Bye for now.

Happy Halloween!

Couple of Thoughts...

1. Kristen was FANTASTIC in CAMP X-RAY!!!

I loved it.

I loved her.

 I loved Peyman Moaadi.

I loved how Kristen can always make me feel

and think... and cry.

2. Rob was AWESOME in The Rover.

I finally got a chance to see it.

And I will admit... Bleak, futuristic stories

aren't usually my cup of tea...

Rob was wonderful.

Believable.

And yeah... He made me cry, too.

Isn't it wonderful that BOTH

Rob and Kristen

are taking on challenging roles

and getting praise for them?

3. Rob has a new girlfriend.

He does.

You don't have to like it... or her
I don't really care where you stand.

But it is what it is.

He was seen holding hands and smiling

and shopping and stuff.

Now...

I will admit that I would prefer

he was hanging out with Kristen

But hey

Rob doesn't take my advice on who he dates.

As far as Twigs go...

I remain indifferent.

She just doesn't matter to me.

Sorry.

She's spending time with Rob

 So I'm supposed to automatically

behave like some of the "Rob Only" fans out there

who SWOOOON and cream their panties over her
and act like her biggest fans?
Yeah. Sure.
(No)

Because let's be honest

They don't give a fuck who Rob holds hands with...

as long as it's NOT KRISTEN.
(You know its true.)

I'm not going to hate on Twigs.
I have no reason to.
Besides...
That's such a Nonsten/Nonbert thing to do.
And who wants to be bitter and angry
all the damn time like they are?

To each their own.

4.  Kristen is in a GREAT place.

Did you listen to her interview with Josh?

She was happy and relaxed and funny.

She looks incredible.

She's getting FANfuckingTASTIC reviews for her movies.

In a recent interview she said:

"I'm really happy right now, overly happy," she says. "I'm definitely not looking furtively — I like to look around at (things). I feel great. I'm not overcoming fear right now."

  "I'm super happy and challenged and inspired and relaxed."

Does she sound like someone who is crying and miserable?
Like someone who is pining away for anyone?

Let me answer that.

NO.

"It's silly. 

(Outside judgment) is so transparently a projection.

 It's so insular.

 It has nothing to do with me. 

It's everyone else's hangups."

5. Rob in back in Toronto!!

Idol's Eye!

Robert De Niro!!!

Shaggy is BACK 

BIG TIME.

(not sure what to make of that shirt, though...)

I'm glad Rob is back on set
and I can't wait to see
what he will look like in character.
And can't WAIT to see all that hair
he is hiding under that beanie...

6. When are the Baby Brigade going to admit they lied?
Rob and Kristen are NOT married with a child.

Isn't that painfully obvious by now?
Instead of admitting that they have been
mind fucking their followers
What do they do?
Well... of course they keep lying!

"Rob is helping Twigs career!"
"Rob and Kristen are Twig's agents!"
"Rob was dealing with a spoiled diva
so that's why he was with her all week"
"Rob is just with Twigs to get attention
away from Kristen and SweetPea"
"Rob and Kristen are just fine!"

Jesus.

Rob and Kristen aren't 'together'.
Say it.
Out loud.
Say it.

Stop with this bullshit.
Rob isn't cheating on Kristen.
Rob isn't hanging out with Twigs
as some sort of PR move for her career.
Rob is dating Twigs.
What happens when Kristen starts dating someone?
Then what?

People need to stop using PR
as their GO TO excuse.
Rob and Kristen were PR.
Rob and Twigs are PR.
Kristen and Nic are PR.

(How many times did I type PR?)
(How many times did I type Twigs?)

It's a TIRED and PATHETIC excuse
to explain away things you don't want to accept.


This post is brought to you by Shippers.

I will always have hope for
Rob and Kristen.
Always.
I love Love.
But that's it.
One ship.
Only ship.

Even if Kristen starts hanging out
with Nicholas Hoult
(who I think is quite cute)
Or anyone else for that matter...
I'm not shipping it.
Nope.

And isn't it amusing how the
"NONSTENS" have now become the SHIPPERS?
BWAHAHAHA.
Sorry.
But that is funny shit.
All the talk of the EPIC LURVEEEEEE!

Oh man...
You can't make this shit up!
TwigBerts!

And as always
This post is brought to you by
my complete adoration of Tom Sturridge.

He makes me happy.


Until next time.

Bye for now.

Relax.

It will be OK.

The Good, The Bad and The Unbelievable

The Rob Good.

I've always loved this picture of Rob.

The hair

The cigarette

The clothes

The backdrop

Brilliant picture.

So handsome.

Especially being in Black/White

which it seems most of my favorite pictures

of Rob... are.

Anyway.

Rob is due to be in Toronto 

within the next week

for the start of "Idol's Eye"

(with Robert De Niro!)

I look forward to seeing him back on set

and getting lots of pics of him and De Niro.

So it turns out that
Rob was in CHICAGO
(My kind of town)
Looking all smarmy and 70's-ish

Kinda wanna see the hair he's hiding
under that hat...
Ya know?

The Kristen Good.

Josh Horowitz and Kristen doing

HAPPY/SAD/CONFUSED

Seriously.

How fucking CUTE are they?

Kristen was on FIRE doing promo

for Clouds of Sils Maria and Camp X-Ray...

She is getting PHENOMENAL reviews for her work

and she looked incredibly stunning while running

from one venue to the next

Again...

How adorable can one person BE?

Kristen was rocking the short hair

and wearing edgy gorgeous clothes.

Win.

Fucking.

Win.

And lets not forget

STILL ALICE

People seem to think Julianne Moore

is a favorite to win the academy award...

And Kristen?

Sony Pictures Classics, which picked up the film's

 U.S. distribution rights at the Toronto Film Festival,

 intends to mount an all-out campaign

 for several others associated with the film,

 especially Kristen Stewart in the 

best supporting actress category,

 who plays the daughter of Moore's character.

How about fucking that?

"ESPECIALLY KRISTEN STEWART"
I love that Sony sees what we all see.
Kristen deserves the recognition.

The Bad.

No. Not Nicholas.
Not even CLOSE to bad.
In fact...
I like him.
(Even before the rumors)
I thought him and Jennifer were cute together.

But now if I say I like Nicholas
(which I do)
(but not like Rob or Tom)
I'm immediately SHIPPING him and Kristen!
I'm a traitor to Rob!
How could I???
You cannot under any circumstances
EVER
like someone other than Rob!!

I've said it once
I will say it again
I'm a one shipper kinda girl.
Not a one night shipper...

My only ship will forever be
Rob and Kristen.
As long as they exist
so does my hope.

But hey...
If Kristen wants to hang out
with a cute guy
with piercing blue eyes
and a killer English accent?
Who am I to object?

The Unbelievable.

1. The Robsessed Ninnies.
They still can't stop talking about Kristen.
They remain Obsessed with Kristen's every move.

Why do you think that is?
I mean...
Didn't they supposedly "win"?
Didn't they get what they always wanted?
Kristen
Kristen
Kristen
They all claim that Rob has moved on...
Why haven't they?

Worried?
Nervous?

Hmmm...

2. People just make shit up.
Like its fact.
And then other people believe it.
Like its fact.

Just because someone makes up a 'source'
doesn't make it real.
Or true.
Just because someone says something
you WANT to believe so badly
Doesn't make it true.
Or real.

There are NO sources.
(No relatives, No experts)
EVERYTHING is just speculation
and assumption.
People assume something based on what
THEY would do...
or how THEY would react
and on what THEY want.
There is no actual fact or truth
behind any of it.
How could there be??

You don't know who Rob is texting in pictures.
You don't know what the "A" on Kristen's ring means.
You have no clue who broke up with who... or when.
You have no proof that Rob and Kristen are married.
You have nothing to show that Kristen had a baby.
You don't know the realities of Rob's relationship with Twigs
You have no idea Kristen's relationship with Nicholas.
You have no idea about Rob and Kristen's relationship.
You have no clue how much Rob and Kristen still talk
or if they see each other.
You don't know what the situation is with the 3 dogs.
You have no idea where Rob or Kristen
are living or with whom.
You don't know what Rob wants.
You don't know how Kristen feels.

You don't know anything.
Period.
Well...
Except Dick-Shit.

You know that well.
You're intimately acquainted with that.

********************************************

This post is brought to you by...

Tom Sturridge.

Because seeing him smile...
Makes me smile.

And there ain't nothing wrong with that.

Until next time.

Bye for now