Happy Birthday Kristen Stewart!💕

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTEN!

 Yes, you know it must be a special day

When I dust off the ol’ blog 

To write a post…

This was always one of my favorite pictures of Kristen.

She’s just so naturally gorgeous

And these last couple of years 

She has really embraced

How incredible she truly is.

I mean…

LOOK at her!

Sassy

Sexy

Stunning

The older she gets the more beautiful

she becomes.

Kristen has had a helluva year

Hasn't she?

Critically acclaimed performance

In “Spencer”

Nominated for an ACADEMY AWARD!

We got to see interviews 

And photoshoots

Lots and lots of promo

and it was wonderful.

Personally…

I loved “Spencer”

Kristen was mesmerizing as Diana.

She deserved every bit of praise

All the accolades…

All the awards.

And I will be perfectly honest here…

There was smug satisfaction

that all those ‘haters’ out there

Who said that Kristen was finished in Hollywood…

And tried to destroy her and her career

Had to swallow a bitter pill.

(Because KSIBTU)

 But enough of that…

(Hehehe)

Kristen has been positively GLOWING with happiness.

Her career is on fire

and she’s in love and engaged to be married.

I hope she’s having the birthday she deserves…

But I’m pretty sure she is.

HAPPY 

BIRTHDAY

KRISTEN!

Until next time

Bye for now🌹

27 Years a Kristen.

Happy Birthday

Kristen!

I could easily go on a long winded spiel

about the whys and hows 

of my complete

and utter

adoration

of

Kristen Stewart...

But.

I've decided to just post a few of my 

favorite pictures

and maybe just try to put into words

my thoughts about her.

I'm not sure exactly when

my thoughts about Kristen changed...

Before Twilight I didn't really know much about her.

And I have to admit that I was kinda jealous

when I found out she was BELLA

to Robert's EDWARD.

I guess that's when it began.

When I started watching her and Rob

fall in love.

I became fascinated with her.

She gave these quirky

bouncy

awkward

interviews...

And I found myself wanting to know more.

 

 She made movies that I found fascinating.

And I wanted to see more.

She said things that made me think.

And I wanted to hear more.

She marched to the beat

of her own drum...

And she became polarizing.

The more Rob loved Kristen...

The more some people hated her.

No matter what she did.

She didn't have to do anything.

She was constantly

and brutally attacked

on social media.

I found myself defending her.

Vehemently.

I'm not even sure why I felt the need

to...

protect her.

But I did.

Here was this tiny little girl...

(and keep in mind a lot of the abuse 

she received was when she was a teenager)

Who wasn't hurting anyone...

Just loving her boyfriend

living her life...

I continued to defend her...

Even when she hurt Robert.

Because no matter how you want to look at it...

We don't know what happened between them.

We only know scattered bits and pieces.

Rob took her back.

Rob forgave her.

Rob still loved her.

Even if I was disappointed...

(I hate to see anyone get hurt)

It wasn't my place to judge her.

She didn't do anything to me.

It wasn't my relationship...

But this was the breaking point for many.

They couldn't get past it.

They behaved as the jilted lover...

The attacks were vile and bitter.

And yet...

I saw a girl who was hurting too.

I still wanted to shield her.

Stop the hate from reaching her.

I couldn't help it.

No one who judged her

(and continues to do so to this day)

can sit back and claim to never

have hurt someone...

To be free from sin

To be free from doing something they regret.

I believe Rob and Kristen truly loved each other

But sometimes that's not enough.

Sometimes you grow up...

and relationships... don't.

One of the things I love about her the most...

is her fierce determination

to just live her life on her terms.

She's not worried if you approve.

She's not concerned if you don't agree.

A lot of people judge her life

based on what THEY would do

in her situation.

But it doesn't work that way.

So what if you would have 'time alone'

after a break up...

So what if you wouldn't want your friends

hanging around all the time...

So what if you disagree with the

way she chooses to live her life.

So what.

You live your life your way...

let Kristen live hers the way she wants to.

You have to realize by now

that Kristen will rarely do what you want 

her to do...

If it upsets you so much

that you get angry and frustrated and judgey

maybe you should ask yourself why.

I have had people ask me why I was such a fan

of Kristen's.

I'm not quite sure I can put it into words.

I find her completely captivating on screen.

I can't look away

and want her to be in every frame.

I love most of her movies.

Even the weird strange roles...

It doesn't matter.

If Kristen is in it?

I want to watch it.

Kristen is devastatingly beautiful.

I mean...

 I realize that's not a reason to admire someone...

But I love that she's so damn gorgeous

and it doesn't seem to matter to her at all.

Like its not that important

in the grand scheme of things..

And I guess that's true.

I love that Kristen's career has been 

on fucking fire for the last coupe of years...

and that she is getting some of the best reviews ever.

She keeps getting better

and better.

And I will admit that I love

that her critics have had to swallow

their bitter pills

when they claimed she was "OVER"

and that she would never work again.

Silly Ninnies.

I love that she's not afraid to try new things.

Directing.

Starring in a Rolling Stone video.

Shaving off her hair.

Hosting Saturday Night Live.

She's brave.

Even when she knows she might fail...

She still tries.

She's honest.

She says things that she believes...

even when its not always the most popular opinion.

She's flawed.

Like every other human being out there.

But that's part of her incredible charm.

She loves animals.

How can you not love someone

who loves her puppies so damn much?

She's awkward and real

and says how she feels

and sometimes she doesn't express herself

in the best way...

or sometimes she says

or does something I don't agree with.

But I still admire

that she's there

trying to explain what she's thinking.

It's not that easy to do.

I should know.

I just tried to explain how I felt about Kristen

on her 27th birthday...

and I have rambled on and on

trying to make sense of my thoughts.

It's hard to put feelings into words sometimes.

This post is brought to you by 

Kristen Stewart.

Happy 27th Birthday!

I hope you have happiness

and love and peace and joy

this day

and every day.

You deserve all of it.

Until next time

Bye for now.

Happy Birthday Kristen Stewart!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KRISTEN STEWART!

On reaching peace with her public image:

 “I’m really proud that I am able to move forward 

and not fall into every mental crater. 

That’s a new thing for me.

 Age has made me smarter and calmer.

 And it is fucking awesome.”

On apologizing: “Lately, I’ve been doing less 

of the ‘I’m sooooo sorry.’

 And more of the ‘No. Fuck. Jesus.’”

On her sexuality: “Google me, I’m not hiding.

 If you feel like you really want to define yourself,

 and you have the ability to articulate those parameters

 and that in itself defines you, then do it.

 But I am an actress, man.

 I live in the fucking ambiguity of this life and I love it.

 I don’t feel like it would be true for me to be like, 

‘I’m coming out!’ No, I do a job.

 Until I decide that I’m starting a foundation 

or that I have some perspective or opinion 

that other people should be receiving…I don’t. 

I’m just a kid making movies.”

On Twilight: “Anybody who wants to talk shit about Twilight,

 I completely get it, but there’s something there that I’m endlessly,

 and to this day, fucking proud of.

 My memory of it felt—still feels—really good.

 People are always comparing Twilight to things 

and trying to figure out why I’ve made certain decisions that I’ve made, 

and I always say every single moment that has led me to this moment 

has made me who I am.”

"The public kind of burned me at the stake.

 But that's OK, I can take it.

 I'm not dead."

"Someone who just commands the lens simply by standing in front of it."

Kristen commands attention...

and she doesn't even have to try.

You have to look.

You want to know.

Even the people out there who claim to 

not care about her 

can't look away.

Admit it.

I adore her.

Completely.

Is she perfect?

Not even.

Does she make mistakes?

Absolutely.

Do I like or agree with

everything she says and does?

Of course not.

She's human.

She's flawed just like every one else.

And its all part of her charm.

Perfection is not only impossible...

It's boring as fuck.

I don't judge Kristen

for living her life 

the way she wants to live it.

Why would I?

If I have learned anything these past 7+ years

its to step back and not obsess

over things which I have no control over.

I want her to be happy.

I think she is.

I want her career to flourish.

I know it is.

I hope she is having a wonderful birthday...

Full of love and laughter

and that all her wishes...

are coming true.

Happy Birthday

Dear Kristen...

Happy Birthday to you.

This post is brought to you by:

Kristen Stewart

She's got these big green eyes and they're as wide as the moon...

For being born today.

You have made the last 7 years...

utterly fascinating

always interesting.

And dare I say...

totally intoxicating?

Yes.

Yes I can.

Until next time.

Bye for now.

She's just a girl...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTEN STEWART!

I adore Kristen Stewart.

I feel strongly about her.

I want to defend her.

Protect her.

I want her to be happy.

I think she is.

I'm often reminded of a scene from

"Notting Hill"

when thinking about her...

Anna: The fame thing isn't really real, you know.

Don't forget I'm also just a girl...

Standing in front of a boy...

Asking him to love her.

She's just a girl.

Maybe she's a bit awkward sometimes.

Maybe she's not comfortable talking about herself

or her private life.

Maybe she prefers jeans and t-shirts

to high fashion.

Maybe she likes kicking off her heels

and putting on her old comfy Chucks.

Maybe she's shy.

Maybe she doesn't always do

and say the right thing

But that only means she's just

a flawed human being.

Just like you and me.

Kristen isn't perfect.

And I don't think she wants to be.

But that's part of what makes her so lovable.

She's just a girl.

So for Kristen's birthday...

I want her to find 

Peace.

Happiness.

Love.

When the birthday cake is placed in front of her

And they light the 24 candles.

I want her to close her eyes

and make a wish...

Because when she opens her eyes

and sees the face looking back at hers

with love and adoration

She will know that all her wishes

have already come true.

Happy Birthday, Kristen!

BRILLIANT!

It's amazing what people can do together

if they want to.

Until next time

Bye for now

Happy Happy Birthday Kristen!

Here I sit...

Trying to think about what I want to say for Kristen's Birthday.

Another year.

How many have there been since I've been in this fandom?

Six.

That seems like an awfully long time, doesn't it?

And guess who has been by her side

for every one of those 6 birthdays?

That's right.

Robert Pattinson.

Every single one.

The one consistent person in her life

through the ages of 18-23 years old.

Doesn't that tell you something?

No matter where the other one was

They found a way to be together.

Outside of family...

Who else has been by Kristen's side

for every important occasion in her life?

It's Robert.

Always Robert.

There are a lot of blogs and tumblrs 

that are giving glorious tributes to Kristen today.

Lots of great pictures and love

all dedicated to her.

She deserves every one.

But as I sit here...

I realize that I can only tell you why

I completely adore Kristen Stewart.

23 reasons?

I could probably do it...

but let's stick with the number 6 today.

It's significant.

Reason One.

She's strong... and brave.

She has put up with a lot this past year.

Stuff that most people wouldn't be able to deal with.

She has dealt with intense scrutiny and hatred

because she's human... and flawed.

I doubt most people would have been able to 

go out in public and face the criticism and judgement

that she has had to confront everyday since the world

has become aware that her and Rob

had fallen in love.

She's strong in her resolve to keep

what's hers... to herself.

She lives her life...

And she doesn't care if anyone approves.

Reason Two.

The fact that she is...

human and flawed.

She's awkward and doesn't always say the right things...

She trips and fumbles

But she always gets back up.

She kicks off her heels as soon as she can.

She goes out without makeup and her hair

wrapped up in a baseball hat.

She wears old t-shirts and jeans.

Kristen can wear anything and look gorgeous in it.

But her clothing of choice usually is from Rob's 

side of the closet.

She dresses for herself... not for others.

Yet she is one of the most talked about

fashion icons out there right now.

Reason Three.

I feel that Kristen is misunderstood.

People quickly judge her on one interview...

Or a blurb in a gossip rag.

They don't listen to her... 

They don't SEE her.

They don't see that she is painfully shy...

and uncomfortable in public situations

(No matter if she's an actress or not)

They prefer to say she's cold and uncaring.

They don't see how deeply she feels for 

the work she does...

The people she loves...

Or the people who love her.

It's one of the reasons I feel protective about her.

I want people to understand.

I want people to see the Kristen I see.

The one who is quick to smile and giggle

The one who would do anything for a friend.

The one who works hard for the job she loves.

Robert understands her.

And he loves her.

Know what I mean?

Reason Four

Kristen's acting.

I think she's fucking talented.

And the reason I believe this so strongly

is because she makes me feel...

What she is feeling.

Screaming to Aro 

"Kill me... Not him"

I got teary.

Dancing with Taylor at the wedding.

I cried too.

Watching her face light up

when she sees Rob at the end of the aisle

waiting for her

I  could feel her joy.

When Kristen cries in a movie...

It's almost guaranteed I will be crying too.

Or laughing.

Or worried...

Or scared.

Whatever the emotion

I feel it too.

Reason Five

Kristen loves animals.

She saves dogs from shelters.

She takes her cat with her as much as possible.

She loves Bear and Bernie like they were her children.

Have you heard her talk about them?

It's adorable.

They're like people.

It's a passion she shares with Rob...

He not only saves dogs from near death

but he pays to have an alligator sent free.

Two of a kind.

Had to get Tom in this post...didn't I?

Reason Six

I'm trying to condense my reasons down to six

and it's not been easy...

But suffice to say

People who know Kristen

Who REALLY know her.

Love her.

They want to take care of her...

Protect her.

Shield her.

Her friends...

Rob's friends...

Well.

THEIR friends

All will step in front of her to help her.

And that leaves me to Rob.

Robert loves Kristen.

I have no doubts about that.

None.

Rob has made it pretty clear that 

there is only one girl in his life.

The one who always shows up by his side.

The one who makes him smile like no other.

The one who has played the most important 

role in his life for the past 6 birthdays.

Look around and you will see it's true.

It's always Kristen.

And you know how it goes.

Rob and Kristen

Always

End

Up

Together.

Especially on birthdays!

Kristen.

I hope you have a wonderful birthday...

and you get all the happiness and love you deserve.

And when you blow out the candles on your 

birthday cake tonight...

Look at Rob smiling back at you

and remember your wishes have already come true.

This post has been brought to you by the numbers 6 and 23

6 will become 7

(then 8, 9 and 10. And beyond)

and 23 is a lucky number.

Just you wait and see.

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY
KRISTEN!

Until next time.

Bye for now

Happy Birthday Kristen Stewart!

If you're sitting comfortably... then let me begin.
I want to tell you a tale about the mess I'm in.
And it all starts with a girl... And she's breaking up my whole world.

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY

KRISTEN STEWART!

Our girl is 22 years old...

It seems like only yesterday she was 17

I was going to change the banner for Kristen's day...

You know... Kristen Stewart Intoxication!

But someone told me that the picture of

Robert with the hoodie

is one of her favorite pictures of him.

Essential Robert.

So keeping that banner is the least I can do...

(Such a sacrifice! Hahaha!)

What is there to say really?

There are a million other blogs out there

spilling over with love and affection for Kristen.

Videos and endless pictures as tribute

on her special day.

I'm glad so many people are showing their love for her.

She's got this big green eyes and they're as wide as the moon
Yeah, they can take you to bed without leaving the room.
I would kill just to be her man... but she's too cool to give a damn.

It's good to see how loved she is...

How many people adore her.

Because Kristen is completely adorable and lovable.

And I love seeing positive happy things being said about her.

It makes me smile.

I'm falling in love for the last time, I'm falling in love forever and ever.
Falling in love with a girl that ain't mine. I'm falling in love for the last time.

You might notice that I'm using the lyrics

to "Falling in love for the last time"

Which I'm still convinced was written for Kristen...

(by Rob)

Imagine having someone so smitten over you

So taken

So in love

(for the last time)

That he has to express himself in song...

Do you think Rob has written Kristen a lot of songs?

I bet she inspires a lot of emotion in him.

Imagine having Robert strumming his guitar

and singing a song written just for you...

Kinda blows your mind... doesn't it?

"Falling in love for the last time"

is probably only the first of many.

Imagine Rob putting out an album of music

Imagine the songs inspired by Kristen

that will be on it...

Wouldn't that be a wonderful birthday present?

I'm falling in love for the last time...
I'm falling in love forever and ever.

I simply adore Kristen Stewart.

There are qualities about her that I relate to...

There is something about her that makes me want to protect her.

There are so many things I admire about her.

I hope she has a big smile on her face ALL day long today...

And that she is surrounded by people who love her.

I hope Bear gives her a sloppy kiss

and that she spend her birthday doing exactly what she wants to do.

I'm falling in love for the last time... I'm falling in love forever and ever.

Most of all...

I hope she knows how loved she is.

What she means to so many people.

And when she blows out her birthday candles today

and looks across the table into Robert's eyes

(because you know he's right there smiling)

I hope she realizes that her wishes and dreams have come true

He's right there... next to her.

Loving her.

Forever and ever.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTEN

This post is brought to you 

by Kristen Stewart's Birthday!

She has spent the last 4 birthdays with Robert...

I wonder what he has planned for her today?

And what would a post be without 

Thomas Sturridge?

The glasses... are killing me.

I adore Thomas...

It's a wonderful birthday!

Kristen deserves every happy moment

Every smile

Every kiss

Every hug

Every "I love you"

It's a twirly kinda day.

Smile and be Happy!

Until next time...

Bye for now