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Confession? Kristen Stewart Loves Robert Pattinson

I'm sitting here on the deck of the lake house.
It's 1am Thursday morning.
It's eerily quiet right now... Sitting here alone.
Too chilly for the bugs that usually make noise.
But the stars....
Oh my...
The stars are incredible.
It's so dark here... So few lights to disturb the black night.
And there are so many stars.
"Bright are the stars that shine... Dark is the sky."
Thank you once again, Sir Paul McCartney.








Why am I sitting on the deck at 1am?
Me and 3 of my closest friends are on our 'last summer fling'
K is sleeping, and B and PJ are playing some ridiculous card game.
It must be fun because their laughter keeps filtering through the screen door.
Me? I prefer to be alone with my thoughts right now...
And as always... I have a lot of them.








So please forgive me any errors or mistakes I may make tonight...
I'm typing this on my iPad and I'm sure autocorrect will fuck something up.

Anyway.
The Twilight universe seems to be all about those confessions lately.
Is it a passing fad? Probably.
I have no doubt that while some of these deep dark secrets are sincere...
(still scares the shit out of me)
I also have no doubt that the lunatic fringe has invaded these sites
And will write disturbing confessions for the 'other' side so they can
Laugh and screech about how 'sad' their opposition is.
That's why what was interesting (albeit somewhat strange) before is now corrupt and has no meaning.
Now they have become another place to hate.
Ah well... To each their own.








Speaking of confessions...
I've been confessing my thoughts and feelings about Rob and/or Kristen for the last 3 years.
This blog is an ongoing confession.
I started out spilling my guts to whoever would listen about my
Bizarre 'obsession' with Robert before Twilight was in theaters.
And have found myself still admitting my complete fascination and utter adoration for both Robert and Kristen to this day.
(and for dear sweet Thomas... Of course)

Confessions?
I've never been more convinced than I am right now that Robert Pattinson absolutely adores Kristen Stewart.
And by adore I mean completely committed and lavishly in love with her.
And his feelings are returned by Kristen in every way.
No doubts.








You know what I find amusing?
That now that Rob has let him be seen (this time) in London...
So much whining how it's only for work.
Right right.
Really people?
Really?
Does that ease the pain?
Make it easier to swallow the bitter foam?

I miss my smiley gifs on my computer at home...
Kinda sucks.

Anyway.









This post is brought to you by PR...
Im sure you can squeeze more out of that dried up shit
If you try real hard.
Go on now... Keep trying...
Don't let me down.








Tom Sturridge is green sheep.
Forever.

Bye for now
X's and O's

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Robert Pattinson Loves Kristen Stewart

Rob. London. Walking. Swoon.

Random Rose

1. Robert Pattinson finally shows his face in London.

He must not have flown private this time...

That's right.

This time.
Looks like the boy is staying more than a few days

Looks like he might be there a while.

Looks like he's happy to be home.

Where his family and friends are...

And his girl.

:)

Sweet Smile. How I missed you.

There was someone who tweeted

that she was going to a christening in London that Rob would attend...

People immediately scoped this chick out

(of course they did)

And she seemed like someone who was seriously linked

with the Sturridge family.

She worked with Arthur

She was friends with Mathilda

Needless to say...

The tweet was deleted

(tsk tsk dear girl)

And Rob turning up in London the next day?

Made her tweet all the more authentic.

Cue the next scene.

2. Oh dear.

Oh my.

I'm not even sure where to begin.

So.

This other young girl.

Whom I will not name...

Not only because I'm sure you will have

read her story by now...

but because

My god...

This has gotten blown so far out of proportion

So.

Again.

This young girl.

She's 14.

She happens across what looks to be 

the christening that Rob was attending.

She takes some pictures.

Groups of people outside talking.

No.

Rob isn't in the pictures.

But it does appear that Kristen is...

Marcus and Arthur Sturridge.

So.

All odds are that it is indeed the Sturridge event.

She posts 3 pictures

and then goes on to say that she has more.

Way more.

Like pictures of Rob and Kristen.

Smiling.

Looking in love.

Holding hands.

You get the deal... right?

But then she doesn't have the camera.

It's at her Mom's.

Yeah.

So what happens next?

Well... cue the attacks.

Because not only was this girl called all sorts of names

and made fun of 

and accused of lying and making up stories

by the Ninnies...

(HOW DARE SHE SAY THAT ROB AND KRISTEN WERE TOGETHER)

But she was besieged by the so called "Shippers"

Who can't seem to just accept the pictures for what they are

And had to question every detail.

Behavior on both sides of the fence was pretty disgusting.

It kinda made my skin crawl.

So these Haters and these Shippers

both start ripping and gnawing at this girl.

Coming at her from both sides.

Really?

She's a young girl.

And while she may or may not have embellished

her story about Rob and Kristen...

She DID share 3 pictures very clearly showing

Kristen at the Sturridge event

(Yeah, Art is kinda hard to miss, isn't he?)

And the Sturridge event was the Christening...

And Robert was ALSO at the Christening...

SO

  Do people really question that Rob was there, 

or that Rob and Kristen were together? 

There are other tweets that saw them in West London before the party.

More tweets about them at the party. 

You can see Kristen, Marcus Foster and Art Sturridge in the pictures...

So it's pretty obvious what is going on here. 

SO

This young girl...

Did she add details to her story?

Does she really have pictures of Rob and Kristen?

Who knows.

Does it really matter in the end?

Nope.

We have a lot of pictures of Rob and Kristen holding hands.

That's pretty standard Rob/Kristen behavior now.

Rob and Kristen always end up together.

Whether you get a picture or not.

You and Me... that's how it should be.

3. Do I have a three?

I'm thinking that I don't.

The whole twitter bullshit really wears you down.

I feel sorry for the girl.

Because she was all excited about what she saw...

and she couldn't wait to share her pictures.

And even without the story that went along with them

She still had pictures.

But that's never enough.

NOTHING is ever enough for the lunatic fringe 

of this ridiculous fandom.

Just accept what she shared.

That's enough.

Put your hand in mine...

4. Thomas Sturridge

His family name was tossed about this weekend.

And not a picture was seen of him.

What.The.Hell?

I don't feel comfortable posting the pics...

I don't even feel comfortable discussing details

of what was going on beyond 'the christening'

The who/what doesn't really matter.

And well...

Shouldn't we all have lines we won't cross?

I know I do.

Green Sheep. And Beer.

 Final Thought.

Robert and Kristen are together.

Again.

They are always together.

Again.

You can whine and moan about it

You can get angry and bitter.

Bottom line?

They are never apart for long.

And as history has proven...

Where one goes

the other follows.

This post is brought to you by boundaries.

People need to find some.

And while you're shopping for must haves?

See if you can find some

Common Sense

A Sense of humor

and 

Acceptance.

Bye for now

I found my thrill...

Rob and Kristen- Confessions.

I could watch a movie of Rob just walking...

Just when you thought you were going to die in the desert...

all shriveled up...

a mummified husk crawling towards that mirage

You see her.

That stunning gorgeous girl...

That hauntingly beautiful creature

You rub your eyes

making sure she is really there

Making sure you aren't hallucinating.

But it's her.

It's Kristen.

Dear God.

Kristen is in Marcus Fosters video for "I was broken"

Looking so ethereally exquisite.

Yes.

That Marcus.

The same guy who is good good friends with Robert.

That one.

And oh dear

Oh my.

What a reaction was had.

I'm all about the reactions.

And the people who claim to not care...

they always put on the best show.

It's kinda amusing if you step back and look at it.

First with the whole Michael Welch thing

You know... Michael had the audacity to say that

Kristen looked AMAZING in W magazine

Amazing is right.

How dare anyone say anything nice about Kristen!

It's the usual insults...

He's a famewhore.

He's on Kristen's payroll.

He's being paid by Summit.

No one cares what MW has to say.

Who IS MW??

(yeah, right... like they didn't know)

He's a Z list actor!

What does MW know about beauty?

Even 'not caring' so much as to go into his twitter account

and check out the @'s he received.

Excuse me while I

So...

Imagine the epic foaming when Kristen turned up in 

Marcus's video?

Not just a quick flash...

Oh no

She fucking owned that video.

Consumed it.

And the fact that Marcus is close to Rob?

A member of the "Brit Pack"

made it all the sweeter.

Can you see a pattern?

Guess what was said about Marcus?

He's a famewhore.

He's on Summit's payroll.

Kristen's people paid him to let her be in the video.

Marcus is a sell out!!

How dare he put HER in his video.

And on it goes.

Anytime anyone has anything positive to say about Kristen

and/or Rob and Kristen as a couple

It is immediately put in a negative light.

I was broken for a long time... But it's over now.

And therein lies the biggest difference in sides of this fandom.

From where I sat?

The video comes out and people are thrilled to see

Kristen in Marcus's video...

Happy.

Positive.

Smiles.

The other side?

Angry.

Bitter.

Negative.

How did the video make you feel?

Did it make you smile to see Kristen ?

Or did you get all pissy and upset?

Fascinating, isn't it?

Watching out for his girl...

So we got a little reprieve from the drought...

We got to see the luminous lovely Kristen.

And Robert?

Well...

He's still being seen all over the damn place.

Los Angeles one day...

NYC the next.

London in between.

He sure is a busy guy.

But he hasn't been SEEN.

You know?

Here a tweet

There a tweet

Everywhere a tweet tweet.

I love how he really hasn't been seen in over a week.

No one knows.

Except Kristen.

Heh.

I like that a lot.

And I'm sure people are bracing for the inevitable reunion.

Well...

The one we will KNOW about.

Maybe.

This time.

 Heh.

I'm sure the letters P and R are at the ready.

Because staying under the radar for a month...

and staying out of the public eye

makes for great publicity.

Just puppets on a string...

Final thoughts?

1. There are some "confessions" on Tumblr.

Both Robsten and Nonsten.

Fucking scary stuff.

I haven't been to the actual site...

but I see them RT'd throughout my timeline

on Twitter.

Fucking scary doesn't even cut it.

I mean...

It probably started out as a way for people

to anonymously talk about Rob and Kristen...

but as always is the case in this fandom

It gets fucked up.

Now you get some sick shit.

Both sides.

Fucked up.

Some just use it as a place to bash

Kristen and Robert

and each other.

2. The Ninnie site closed its doors.

And no one would have really noticed

if people didn't get all defensive about
WHY they were closing.

"WE HAVE A LIFE!!!"

"YOU DIDN'T WIN!!"

blah blah blah.

We all know...

You don't care.

You are just in it for fun because you 

don't spend hours every day here like everyone else

You have great wonderful full lives

with the man of your dreams...

Right.

Maybe you need to repeat that a few more thousand times

just in case...

Remember Jerry... It's not a lie if you believe it.

Green Sheep. My God.

3. I am completely smitten with Tom Sturridge.

I'm not sure when it happened...

It just did.

You may have noticed it.

So I find an excuse to write about him 

every time I make a post.

And to look at him.

And I would put up audio if i could.

I watched Pirate Radio again last night.

His voice is like sex.

I have a crush on you...

This post is brought to you by confessions.

I confess that I just don't get this fandom sometimes.

I confess that I care.

I confess that I love seeing Robert and Kristen together.

I confess that I believe they are in love.

I confess that I still adore Robert Pattinson.

I confess that I adore Kristen Stewart.
I confess that I love Tom Sturridge.

I confess that I follow people on twitter

who I don't really even like...

but that I find interesting in some ways.

I confess loving that no one knows where Rob is right now.

I confess that Kristen is one of the most stunning and gorgeous

women on this planet.

I confess that I hope Tom and Sienna aren't true love.
(They just seem like an odd pair and I'm reluctant to trust her)
(and while I'm confessing... I do hope he's happy)

I confess that I truly don't hate anyone online...

but that there are definitely some scary psychos in this fandom.

I confess that I like pushing buttons every now and then.
I confess that I do hate when people make this bullshit personal
and try to hurt people in their 'real' life.
I confess that I actually like some people who don't agree
with me on the whole Rob/Kristen thing
and it's not the end of the world.

I confess that sometimes it bothers me when I'm misunderstood.
I confess that I have no doubts that Rob and Kristen
are in a committed relationship.
I confess that I believe Rob has been to London
at least ONCE since Kristen has been there.

I confess that I could just go on and on and keep confessing

and now I see it can be good for the soul...

Bye for now