I'm sitting here on the deck of the lake house.
It's 1am Thursday morning.
It's eerily quiet right now... Sitting here alone.
Too chilly for the bugs that usually make noise.
But the stars....
The stars are incredible.
It's so dark here... So few lights to disturb the black night.
And there are so many stars.
"Bright are the stars that shine... Dark is the sky."
Thank you once again, Sir Paul McCartney.
Why am I sitting on the deck at 1am?
Me and 3 of my closest friends are on our 'last summer fling'
K is sleeping, and B and PJ are playing some ridiculous card game.
It must be fun because their laughter keeps filtering through the screen door.
Me? I prefer to be alone with my thoughts right now...
And as always... I have a lot of them.
So please forgive me any errors or mistakes I may make tonight...
I'm typing this on my iPad and I'm sure autocorrect will fuck something up.
The Twilight universe seems to be all about those confessions lately.
Is it a passing fad? Probably.
I have no doubt that while some of these deep dark secrets are sincere...
(still scares the shit out of me)
I also have no doubt that the lunatic fringe has invaded these sites
And will write disturbing confessions for the 'other' side so they can
Laugh and screech about how 'sad' their opposition is.
That's why what was interesting (albeit somewhat strange) before is now corrupt and has no meaning.
Now they have become another place to hate.
Ah well... To each their own.
Speaking of confessions...
I've been confessing my thoughts and feelings about Rob and/or Kristen for the last 3 years.
This blog is an ongoing confession.
I started out spilling my guts to whoever would listen about my
Bizarre 'obsession' with Robert before Twilight was in theaters.
And have found myself still admitting my complete fascination and utter adoration for both Robert and Kristen to this day.
(and for dear sweet Thomas... Of course)
I've never been more convinced than I am right now that Robert Pattinson absolutely adores Kristen Stewart.
And by adore I mean completely committed and lavishly in love with her.
And his feelings are returned by Kristen in every way.
You know what I find amusing?
That now that Rob has let him be seen (this time) in London...
So much whining how it's only for work.
Does that ease the pain?
Make it easier to swallow the bitter foam?
I miss my smiley gifs on my computer at home...
This post is brought to you by PR...
Im sure you can squeeze more out of that dried up shit
If you try real hard.
Go on now... Keep trying...
Don't let me down.
Tom Sturridge is green sheep.
Bye for now
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