I ♥ Robert Pattinson

Yeah.

I just wanted to post this

fucking picture.

Because Robert is so...

Goddamn motherfucking Beautiful.

Do I swear too much?

Do I?

Well...

I've always had a bit of a dirty mouth...

saying inappropriate things...

at inappropriate times...

Surprised?

Didn't think so.

But after reading

"Wide Awake"

it sorta brought out

the Fucking Bullshit

that I was holding back.

And now that that gate has been opened...

The fucking bullshits

have flooded out.

Not just here.

Oh no.

I'm fucking bullshitting

all over the fucking bullshit place.

It flows out of me

like the drool on my pillow at night...

So

I'm just saying.

What was bad before...

is way..

WAY

fucking worse now.

And Robert...

is so

God damn motherfucking Beautiful.

And yes...

my heart...

my heart feels the pain

of that beauty.

Bye for now♥

Robert Had a Little Lamb...

Jesus.

Again...I need to actually step back...

and breathe.

*sigh*

OK.

I don't have much to say.

Well...I probably have TOO much to say.

I'm finding myself increasingly more and more

annoyed by some people.

People who don't have a fucking original

thought in their head.

Not one.

People who are so willing to fucking follow

someone elses lead...

Baaaaaaaaaaah.

Do you LIKE being a sheep?

Shit.

I can't even keep going with this.

Just look at the pictures...

Take deep breaths...

Chant...

"Robert...Robert...Robert"

Yes...

It's getting better all the time...

Can't get much worse.

Bye for now♥

Do I Dazzle You? Frequently.

You have all seen the GQ pics by now.
They are all over the place. Robert's face...is everywhere.
Not that that is a bad thing...
There were 5 pictures in the magazine.
All of them were beautiful....for different reasons.
I'm not going to go into that right now...
mostly because I am unable to focus on more than one at a time.
The picture in this post...is my favorite. Hands down.
It's not only that Robert just looks fucking fantastic...I mean...
come on...doesn't he always?
It's his eyes. They are smoldering, to be sure...
but they always have a look of...
"Why do you want to take my picture? What's so special about me?"
He looks...incredulous...
He is beautiful. He is perfection.
And seeing the pictures, and reading the GQ article...affected me BIG time.
I had to push myself away from the computer for most of the day.
Seeing those pictures...
made my stomach flutter and my heart ache.
They made me want to cry.
Should I feel foolish for feeling this way about Robert Pattinson?
No doubt.
But it is what it fucking is.
I don't understand it,
I don't know why Robert is the one that all
my emotions run wild for...
I don't get it, either.
But scanning the Internet yesterday...and seeing the reaction to the article...
In some ways...it was heartbreaking.
This GQ article, was by far...the best and most candid interview of Robert.
He was open and honest (as usual), baring his soul.
All the things I love about him...were magnified...in this article.
And yet...
Women all over the fucking Internet...
were verbally raping him.
Like he has nothing more to offer than his looks.
Like all he is...is a gorgeous piece of meat.
And he is SO much more.
These women may want to "do" him...
But you know what I want?
I want to hang out with him.
Sit in some smokey, noisy Pub...
and talk about music, movies, books and things that interest him.
I want to laugh with him, and make him laugh.
I want to look into those unbelievable eyes...
and get to know him...and just talk.
That's the kind of intimacy *I* want from Robert.
God, he IS so beautiful...
but everything else about him is...
Dazzling.

Bye for now♥

The Good, The Bad...and the Beautiful.

Can I just say...

I LOVE YOU ROBERT PATTINSON.

OK.

Now that we got that out of the way.

I've been thinking about the pros and cons of

obsessing over Robert.

The Good..The Bad...

BAD: It's almost Noon, and I am still in my PJs

sitting on the recliner...

with my laptop.

GOOD: I woke up. Alive.

Believe me...

It's better than waking up dead.

BAD: I need a shower.

GOOD: At least there isn't anyone

here at the moment to know that I need a shower.

BAD: I think about Robert Pattinson

ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

GOOD: I think about Robert Pattinson

ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

BAD: I get a bit snarky and bitchy

when someone interrupts my Robert time.

GOOD: Let's face it...

I'm a bitch all the time.

I can live with that.

BAD: I keep Pocket Edward

nearby just in case I need him.

GOOD: Pocket Edward.

Who would have thought

PE would be so much fun to have around?

BAD: I can't stop watching

the deleted scenes from Twilight.

Especially the kissing scene.

GOOD: OK....

Watching Rob kiss

is always a good thing.

BAD: People who don't understand

my ROBsession.

GOOD: People who DO

understand.

Thank You, Robkats:)

BAD: The fact that I like seeing

pictures of Robert alone in Vancouver.

GOOD: Robert alone in Vancouver

makes me think he is getting into Edward.

BAD: The way Edward has totally taken

over anything that I read.

GOOD: FanFiction.

I get to have ALL of Edward now.

Sexy, hot Edward.

BAD: The paparazzi stalking Robert.

He always looks so irritated...

I want to protect him.

GOOD: The picture at the top of this post.

Sorry. But...YES!!!!

BAD: Feeling the need to hide the extent of my

ROBsession from family and friends.

GOOD: Knowing that I'm not alone.

BAD: Feeling angstY and whimperY and getting

overwhelmed about Robert.

GOOD: Realizing that I am truly a fan of

all things Robert Pattinson.

Not just Twilight.

Everything.

BAD: I'm loving Robert Pattinson.

GOOD: Loving Robert Pattinson.

Bye for now♥