Needing Edward Cullen

For this one night,

could we try to forget everything

besides just you and me?

It seems like I can never get enough time like that.

I need to be with you.

Just you.

Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 20, p.435

*sigh*

I'm so in love with Edward Cullen.

I think I need to reread the Twilight books.

Get reacquainted with the

"original" Edward.

I read so much FanFic...

Where Edward is beyond

hot and sexy...

but sometimes

I just need to be with Edward.

Just Edward.

Bye for now ♥

Thinking About Rob Pattinson...

Thinking about Rob Pattinson makes me...

Happy every time I look at his beautiful face.

Sad when I realize that my love is unrequited.

Happy when I listen to him sing.

Sad when I see lunatics stalk him.

Happy when he is Edward Cullen.

Sad when I see the paparazzi shove cameras in his face.

Happy when he is smiling and laughing.

Sad when he gets asked the same tired questions over and over.

Happy when I watch his movies.

Sad that I have to wait until November to see "New Moon"

Happy that the cast has the "Eclipse" script already.

Sad that I watched the video of Rob walking through the airport.

Happy that Rob's parents were with him for his birthday.

Sad that I wasn't with him for his birthday.

Happy that Rob signed 3 autographs for ME!

Sad that I can't stop looking at them and smiling like an idiot.

Happy when I see Rob and Kristen together.

Sad that my obsession/addiction is way out of control now.

Happy that I have the RobKats to share Rob with.

Sad that Rob is so far away.

Happy that Rob seems happy.

Sad that this post is really long.

Happy that I'm finally putting this post out of its misery.

Sad that I just have to have the last word... even with myself.

Happy that this is now over.

Bye for now ♥

Happy Birthday Robert Pattinson!

Happy Birthday, Rob!

I hope you have every dream fulfilled...
every wish granted.
You deserve to be as happy
as you have made so many people.

What can I give to someone
who I have already given my heart?

A favorite poem from e.e. cummings.
It reminds me of you.

i carry your heart with me by e.e. cummings

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Loving you... always and forever.

~R ♥

Robert Pattinson Walks the Walk...

Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk,

I'm a woman's man,

no time to talk.

Music loud and women warm.

I've been kicked around since I was born.

If anyone knows how

my warped, delusional mind works...

You know that watching Rob walk

brings me to my knees.

And there have been

a lot of pictures of Rob walking...

A LOT.

So you can probably figure out

what kind of physical pain I am in...

and how fucking sore

my knees are.

I love watching him move.

Stretching.

Striding.

Strolling.

Sexy.

I need some help...

I can't get back up.

He's got me so far down.

Down on the ground.

Bye for now ♥