Robert Pattinson Shows His Scruffy Face.

I love Robert Pattinson.

Look at him.

So sincere. So moving...

So Beautiful.

Hope for Haiti.

After the earthquake I donated to the Red Cross...

During the telethon...

I cried. 

I was amazed.

And when Robert asked me to help...

I had to.

Again.

BeardY Robert.

I love Rob with a beard.

And this is one helluva beard.

Scruffy, sexy...

He looked wonderful, didn't he?

Healthy. Relaxed.

I'm told that the beard is for his next movie...

Excellent.

So anyway.

I'm watching the telethon.

The amount of talent and star power

was amazing.

I'm alone watching it...

DH is on the computer.

The boys are doing boys stuff.

So there I am...

sniffing and sobbing...

And Robert comes on.

And DH happens to come into the room.

Great.

DH: "Who's that guy?"

Silence. I'm trying to listen to Rob.

DH: "Who is that guy? What's with the hair?"

ME: It's Robert Pattinson.

DH: "Who is that? I don't know him.

He looks weird."

I'm feeling two things here.

1. My DH is completely annoying.

2. I'm better than I thought at hiding

my ROBsession. In fact...

I'm fucking brilliant.

How can he NOT know who Robert is?

His picture is everywhere I am.

My computer. My phone.

Magazines. DVDs.

The locket with his picture next to my heart.

OK... I don't have the locket... (yet)

But I'm thinking that now I can finally

get the life-sized cut-out of Edward...

And DH will probably miss it.

Brilliant.

Kristen!

It was so good to see her face.

Weird how I missed her.

So she's at Sundance.

I'm so looking forward to all the stuff

that is about to happen for her.

I can't wait to hear about her movies...

Oh yeah...

So last night on Twitter...

when the pics of Rob and Kristen were released...

A lot of immediate reaction?

ROB AND KRISTEN ARE WEARING THE SAME SHOES!

I can honestly say I didn't notice.

I was looking at Rob's face.

But...

Right away there was drama...

Over shoes.

Really.

From "They must shop together!"

to 

"Big deal, I own a pair of shoes like that."

And I couldn't bring myself to give a damn.

Yeah...

It was kinda cute that they had the same kinda shoes.

But Rob's face was cuter.

;)

Bye for now.

Robert, Kristen and Emilie.

*Sigh*

I'm not even sure I want to write about this...

It's embarrassing to the good, decent fans 

of Robert Pattinson.

Well..

An MTV interview was published where Emilie de Ravin 

 said the following about her chemistry with Rob

and how it was to work with him.

"I flew to New York to test with Rob and

we immediately got along and had instant great chemistry, 

which is not an easy thing to come by. 

Obviously you're acting,

but you want to have that connection with somebody.

We had it."

The immediate fall-out?

Extreme hatred.

Because there are some people...

who call themselves 'fans'

Who just cannot distinguish between

Robert's work and his personal life.

And not only that...

Any female who has the audacity 

to come into contact with him...

Is immediately skewered and roasted

by the lunatic fringe.

I don't get it.

And I'm fucking glad.

Emilie's interview was very pleasant

and she was quite sweet and lovely about Robert.

She realizes how lucky she was to have

worked with someone who is so HOT right now.

She appreciates how kind and easy Rob was to work with.

Is that a bad thing?

Personally.

I hope to hell she is right about their onscreen chemistry.

I want "Remember Me" to do well.

For Robert.

Because I care about his career.

I want him to have one.

And while I don't think the lunatics

out there will have much impact on his movie...

Does everything surrounding Robert have to be

all about the drama and the hate?

Emilie didn't do anything

except her job.

And that job happened to be working

with (and kissing on) Robert.

Lucky?

Most definitely.

Worthy of toxic hatred?

Absolutely not.

Someone sent me this quote.

"If only closed minds came with closed mouths."

Indeed.

And then we have Kristen.

Who still gets hated on every damn day.

Who some haters honestly believe

that she is only hanging out with Robert...

because he can further her career.

Really?

If you had a chance to hang out with Rob...

Wouldn't you?

Do you need a reason to want to?

To all the people who feel that

Robert and Kristen owe you an explanation.

Owe you a reason.

Owe you a piece of their lives.

Owe you a say in who they see...

and what they do.

Owe you ANYthing at all...

Get a fucking grip.

You are NOT entitled to anything.

It's one thing to speculate on a relationship...

it's another to intrude upon it.

In the end...

We aren't players in these 2 peoples lives.

What we want doesn't matter.

We are just watching from the sidelines...

Wouldn't it be nice to cheer

Instead of having to listen to the jeers?

 

Hope for Haiti.

I haven't said much about this.

Why?

Well, I'm a private person when it comes 

to things like this.

I feel no need to talk about 

how much I have given...

or what I plan to do to help.

But that being said...

It is a tragic, horrific circumstance

these poor people are going through.

And they do need our help.

Watch Robert on TV on Friday...

And do what you can do for Haiti

Watch. Help.

Win/Win

Bye for now

Missing Robert Pattinson...

Couple of thoughts...

1. This song (Superstar)

has been going through my head for days.

DAYS.

And it keeps making me think of Robert.

Always Robert.

"Long ago... and oh so far away"

"I fell in love with you..."

"Before the second show..."

"Your guitar... it sounds so sweet and clear"

"But you're not really here...

It's just the radio..."

2. So... word is Robert will be hosting the London

portion of the "Hope for Haiti" telethon.

Robert.

On TV.

Robert.

I mean... I can't even put into words the feeling

that came over me at reading those words.

One thing stands out perfectly clear...

I've Missed Robert Pattinson.

A lot.

I may have tried to kid myself into thinking

that maybe...

just maybe...

I was kinda getting over him.

That maybe...

I didn't care as much.

Can I just say

LIAR! LIAR! PANTS ON FIRE!

I care.

I was only trying to protect myself

from not being able to see him.

It was self preservation...

It was trying to tame the addiction...

2. Which brings us to...

When did Robert and Kristen 

become so damn good at evading the Paps?

Impressive?

You bet.

I mean, its not like London Paps aren't

notorious for their stalker skills.

How in the hell has he done it?

And Kristen...

One picture in weeks... and weeks.

I love that they have figured it out.

I love that they have had so much down time.

(Together)

But damn...

I miss both of their faces...

Yanno?

3. I'm so so (so) excited for Kristen

and Sundance.

I want her films to do so so (so) well.

Is Kristen the best actress of her generation?

I don't know...

But we just might find out soon enough.

4. I got this long. long. long. email yesterday.

Someone wanted to share their opinion

about how Rob and Kristen's relationship

is all for show.

It's all a PR move...

Mostly for Kristen 

Because of course she 'sucks' and needs 

to attach herself to Robert's 'star'.

Everything we've seen thus far has all been planned.

All of it.

And yeah, Rob is going along with it 

because Summit told him to!

Of course.

Studios usually dictate to people who work for them

who they hang around with on their own time.

And Rob being the nice guy that he is...

wants to help out poor Kristen's career

so he is pretending to like her 

and posing for all those pictures

of them snuggling at concerts

and holding hands.

And yeah...

Summit made Robert invite Kristen to England...

Because we all know that the Twilight movies

need ALL the help they can get

in terms of publicity and press.

And I'm not making this up.

This person REALLY believes this shit.

And this sort of delusion isn't even funny.

It's fucking scary.

Please stop writing to me.

Please.

5. Robert on TV this Friday.

I get to look at him.

I get to listen to him.

I get to see him.

OK.

I'm better.

6. Bye for now