Random Robsten

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,

They slither while they pass,

they slip away across the universe

Pools of sorrow,

waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,

Possessing and caressing me.

Jai guru de va om

Nothing's gonna change my world,

Nothing's gonna change my world.

Random Thoughts.

1. I've been labeled.

Yes.

I'm a "Robsten Shipper"

I'm a "Robstener"

I'm a "bitch"

I'm a "Shit-Stirrer"

Fascinating... yes?

I'll be honest with you...

A few months ago I had no idea what a 'shipper' was.

And since it means that I'm Pro Robsten...

I guess I fall into that category.

But I really don't think of myself

as a ROBSTENer.

I mean...

I'm not a pusher.

I don't clog up people's blogs and emails

with scathing attacks if they don't agree with me.

I just quietly... calmly...

State my opinions on my little blog.

That's all I do.

I don't personally attack anyone.

(I can't help it if you feel like I am...

because the descriptions sound like you.

That's your deal... not mine)

And I don't take anything negative

said about Rob/Kristen personally.

That's a HUGE difference.

I have been personally attacked

since I've started this blog.

And by that I mean..

People who cut and paste my words...

Interpret them their way

(and usually not as intended)

And then proceed to call me names.

It's kinda weird to be honest.

But I suppose I have gotten

rather descriptive with the

Twi-Twats

and the delusional Drama Queens.

So alls fair, I guess.

And right now?

I've got a smile on my face.

(Do you?)

2. AND...

This is a Robert Pattinson Blog.

It's not a Robsten Blog.

I know, I know...

I do talk about Robsten a lot

(A LOT)

But... um...

Hello?

That's Robert, too!

Anyway.

Doing my Robsten research...

I've asked myself this question.

Why do some people hate Robsten so much?

If you look around...

And read the bitter hatred...

It's because of Kristen.

She gets 99.9% of the attacks.

Even if they don't like Rob

(and yeah... the Team Taylors out there...

They aren't that keen on him...

I know, right?)

He doesn't suffer the same

virulent, abusive insults

That Kristen has to endure.

There was some online poll

asking why people didn't like Kristen.

Looks, attitude, acting style...

Blah, blah fucking blah.

The real reason is

*trumpets blaring*

BITTER JEALOUSY.

Come on...

You know I am fucking right.

These haters...

are fucking CHOKING

on the acrid vile that they get

everytime they see a picture of Kristen.

Or worse...

A picture of Rob and Kristen together.

And what do I do?

Well...

I live up to my labels, of course.

This bitch sticks her fucking paddle

into the Robsten pot...

and stirs the shit outta it.

Is that wrong?

Bye for now ♥

Is Perception... Reality?

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality...

Tell me.

What do you see?

I see Rob and Kristen....

Looking rather intently into each others eyes...

Like it's a familiar place to be.

A place that they share...

A lot.

What do you see?

I see two people who are very close.

Not just physically.

But intimately.

Emotionally.

I see Rob and Kristen...

having their bodies touch...

As much as possible.

What do you see?

I see Rob and Kristen...

Happy to be together.

Happy to finally share their smiles...

Happy to look into each others eyes...

Happy to be touching...

Again.

What do you see?

I see Rob and Kristen.

Comfortable.

Familiar.

Smiling.

Sharing the moment.

Glad that the other is there.

What do you see?

I was sent this video.

It's blurry. It's fuzzy.

It shows two people...

One could be Rob.

One could be Kristen.

They could be kissing.

I watched it a few (million) times...

I know what I want to see...

What do you see?

Bye for now ♥

*I apologize if this video offends you because it is stalkeriffic.

But since we really can't be sure WHO is in the video...

What the hell.*

Kristen Stewart and Me.

Well, she was just 17,

You know what I mean,

And the way she looked was way beyond compare.

So how could I dance with another...

When I saw her standin' there.

This post is all about Kristen.

Or at least the bizarre loyalty

I seem to feel for her.

I know its a corny ass line...

But I honestly DO feel very protective of her.

How very strange.

I read all this trash about Kristen.

She keeps taking these really nasty hits.

And I find myself wanting to defend her.

When did this happen?

Obviously Kristen doesn't need me

defending her relationship with Rob.

Maybe I'm just defending a part of Rob...

I don't know.

Could it be that I see how happy

Kristen makes Rob...

How both their faces light up

whenever they are together...

That makes me want to protect that?

Or is it the Nasty Nellies (Huh?) out there...

Who criticize her hair

(Hello? She cut it for a movie...

not like shes the only actress

to ever do that...

AND hair grows back.)

Her face...

(Seriously... Even a blind man could

see how gorgeous she is)

Even her smell..

(OK, lameass Twilight reference...

but people have said her

personal hygiene sucks).

If ever anything seems to go wrong with Robert...

Kristen will undoubtedly get the blame.

Remember the recent pictures

of Rob in public...

where his eyes are downcast

and he isn't smiling?

Kristen's fault.

Of course.

Kristen's shitty attitude is

is influencing Rob...

Kristen's annoyed outlook on life...

Is now shared with Rob.

I guess it doesn't matter that

Rob had a zillion plus one billion

cameras flashing in his face when

these pictures were taken...

And that might have something to do

with him being all sullen and tense.

In fact.

The one thing you can count on

to make Rob smile...

Is Kristen by his side...

Smiling right back at him.

Guaranteed smiles, Folks.

Guaranteed.

Isn't Robsten wonderful?

:)

Bye for now ♥

*This post is just my opinion.

If you think it has anything to do with you...

in any way, shape or form...

You are wrong.

My words.

My thoughts.

Just me.*

You've Got To Hide Your Love Away...

Everywhere people stare

Each and every day

I can see them laugh at me

And I hear them say

Hey you've got to hide your love away

Hey you've got to hide your love away

How can I even try

I can never win

Hearing them, seeing them

In the state I'm in...

Here I am... Head in hand...

Turn my face to the wall.

OK, not really...

But I fucking LOVE the Beatles.

They saved my life more than once.

And by that I mean...

They truly saved my life.

Anyway.

Look at this damn picture.

Bella and Edward.

Rob and Kristen.

Gah.

In every picture released from New Moon...

Edward looks so desperate...

so fiercely haunted and sad.

God, I love him.

It's September already.

On one hand...

WHERE THE HELL DID SUMMER GO?

On the other?

NEW MOON IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!

Why must everything in my life

be a double edged sword?

I'm firmly wedged between

a rock and a hard place.

And if I could think of any more

lame cliches to add here...

believe me I would.

I'm feeling all sorts of lame today.

I love Robert Pattinson.

I'm not sure exactly what kind of love that is...

There are so many different types of love.

The one you have for you spouse/partner/significant other

The one you have for your children.

For family...

and friends.

And then theres the one you have

for a 23 year old British actor...

Who fucking blows you away

every time you see his face.

Hear his voice...

and watch his wonky ass walk down the street.

Shit.

I'm all kinds of overwhelmed.

And the scary thing is...

I have no idea what has brought this on.

It usually happens right after

a new batch of Rob pictures are released.

Now I think its just because I miss him so damn much.

Shit.

I think maybe I'm just getting anxious

about New Moon.

September seems to make it so much closer than August.

(isn't is silly the things we cling to?)

But my heart is already aching for this movie.

Edward leaving Bella.

It still is like a punch in the gut...

I can only imagine the impact

when I see it happen right in front of me.

I still get all emotional everytime

I see any part of the bits and pieces

that they have already released.

Like... I tear up and my stomach flips.

THAT emotional.

Over a movie clip.

2 fucking minutes.

And I lose it.

Can you imagine...

How the hell watching the whole movie

is going to twist my heart?

Will I survive it?

Will I survive long enough

until November 20th?

Back to the rock.

And the hard place.

Bye for now ♥