Sunday's Soapbox

So.

Are you tired of being mooned?

Are you all New Mooned out?

Or is watching the movie over and over again...

JUST what the doctor ordered?

I've watched it a couple of times.

I'm kinda wanting to watch Twilight

and then New Moon...

But then we are talking about a 4 hour block.

That's a lot of time to dedicate to watching movies.

Especially when there are other people

in the house who really don't understand

or share my fascination.

So I either have to watch it when there isn't

anyone around...

Which is practically never.

Or wait until everyone is in bed.

Fast asleep.

And I can just focus on Robert.

He is beautiful in this movie.

Of course.

Robert could put a bag over his head...

and still his gorgeousness would come shining through.

Is that me saying that his beauty is more than just his face?

Well... it is.

I don't need to ramble on about all his many wonderful qualities.

If you love Robert... You already know what they are.

And while all the worn out cliches about

"beauty being more than skin deep"

or

"You can't tell a book by its cover"

are more than true in Robert's case...

He is so much more.

So much more.

Couple of Sunday Soapbox Rants...

(Thought you would escape that, huh?)

1. I get comments about why I don't address the Rob hate.

But I do.

I don't tolerate it.

But I don't go searching it out.

I do NOT go to the IMDb boards.

I do NOT read the comments on Ted's site.

I can't.

Of course I am aware of the extreme hatred

he is subjected to.

I've always said there are fucking lunatics

at both ends of the whole Rob/Kristen debate.

Is fucking lunatics too harsh?

If anything... it is too kind.

I love Robert Pattinson.

First and foremost.

I adore Kristen Stewart.

But my heart will always belong to Robert.

And it breaks when I read what some

of these scary people say about him...

 I don't get the overzealous extreme.

Rob gets called a lot of names.

People wish him hurt... or dead.

And for what?

Perceived notions of his behavior?

I never understood the feeling of entitlement

that some 'fans'  take on.

If Rob doesn't say or do the right thing

in their critical and oh so delusional eyes?

He is verbally abused and attacked.

It's a disgusting way to behave...

As if Robert owes you a damn thing.

Like he has to live his life...

According to what some paranoid psycho

has deemed appropriate.

Good Fucking Grief.

And of course... 

Kristen gets even more bullshit thrown at her.

Mostly because Kristen is female...

and since most of the fandom is female...

They are harshest on one of their own.

You know its true.

I've been a female my whole damn life...

and women aren't always very nice to other women.

It's just the way it is.

Catty, vindictive and cruel.

And all I have to ask is Why?

Because you don't like her 'bitchface'?

She doesn't behave the way you think she should?

She doesn't dress the right way?

She gets to hang out with Robert?

Doesn't it sound silly to you?

Beyond ridiculous?

I would hope so.

But I know that some feel justified

in their constant hatred.

So what to do?

 

And as we all know in life, 

it's useless to obsess about things

over which we have no control.

Sounds good to me.

Bye for now.

Love Under The New Moon

So.

The New Moon DVD is out.

Did you go to a 'release' party?

Wait in line to get it?

Did I?

That would be a No.

As much as I want to have the DVD in

my grubby little paws...

Waiting in line at midnight with a bunch

of squirming tweenies?

That would be a No.

I'm hoping to get it today.

The major reason would be

THIS....

Even a damn picture of the parking lot strut

makes goosebumps break out...

And 

I start breathing a bit more heavily...

I guess you would call it Panting.

Something like that.

*sigh*

I really do hate that Robert has this..

This..

uncontrollable effect on me.

and just when I thought I was out...

He fucking PULLS me back in.

I love Robert Pattinson.

Too damn cute!

Anyway.

Kristen seems to have cleared her plate.

She's possibly done promoting The Runaways...

What's next?

Well... I'm sure she has some stuff in the works.

But.

A little free time?

Perhaps a trip to ...

London?

;)

I love how the very notion of Kristen

going over to where Robert is...

Pisses people off.

Seriously.

Hater: "Stay in LA, Bitch! Following Rob is PATHETIC!

It screams GET A LIFE!"

Um.

If you were in a relationship with someone...

and you were separated for weeks at a time

Wouldn't you want to be with them 

if you could?

Of course you would.

The Haters are clinging to the hope

that Robert just wants it 'casual' and wants his space.

Really?

I'm sure all those intimate thoughts and feelings

were magically relayed through pictures

taken at the "Remember Me" premiere!

For all you or I know...

Robert is frantically calling Kristen

to bring her leather clad ass over there 

as soon as possible!

It's all just speculation.

Right?

;)

Couple of things.

1. Someone left a comment criticizing "ROBsessed Blog"

I'm too lazy to go back and read it again...

But it basically said that they trash Robert?

No.

Just NO.

ROBsessed Blog LOVES Robert Pattinson.

And anything that would seem critical of him...

is all sarcasm and humor.

Believe me.

They LOVE Robert.

And how do I know this?

Because I love ROBsessed Blog.

I was there at the beginning.

There were maybe 10 followers.

First Goz and Dani...

And now Goz, Kate and Kat.

And I don't just like these girls...

I fucking love them.

Love them.

I consider each one a close personal friend.

Take the hate somewhere else.

2. I was told that because I twittered

too much about Kristen

That someone was 'unfollowing' me.

I must have missed the daily quota of Rob.

Here's the deal...

I'm pretty sure I can tweet whatever the hell I want.

If I want to wax poetic about Conan O'Brien

For 24 fucking hours

(which would be easy to do)

I will.

I'm thinking that since its MY Twitter account.

I can Tweet/Twitt/Twatt

What I'm interested in.

So... 

Buh-Bye.

People telling me what to blog about...

What to Twitter about...

What to think...

What to feel...

Is getting kinda old.

Truly.

Oh yeah.

Robert loves Kristen loves Robert.

And so it goes

;)

Bye for now.

Politics, Religion and Robsten...

Lots of Random Thoughts.

I really do think too much.

Way.

Too.

Much.

Anyway.

JFC.

Robert Fucking Pattinson...

You will be the death of me.

Maybe I'm already dead and just don't know it...

And I'm like fucking haunting the internet

having to stare at endless pictures of you walking...

Oh. It never ends.

It's a little bit like heaven on earth.

Or hell.

Not sure which.

Right now it kinda feels hot in here...

and I feel like I'm on fire...

And.

Fuck.

I'm in hell.

Figures.

Kristen and Dakota in Austin.

Kristen looks badass rock and roll.

Love it.

And that brings me to my random thoughts.

1. Someone commented on my blog yesterday, telling me

that my blog had changed... that *I* had changed...

and not for the better.

It was thought-provoking.

Is it true?

Yes. No.

When I started this blog I would ramble endlessly about

Robert Pattinson.

How he made me feel.

How I loved looking at him.

How I didn't understand why I felt the way I did.

I don't do that as much anymore.

Oh, I still love looking at him.

And I still don't understand why he makes me feel

the way that I feel...

But how many different ways can I say the same thing?

And most importantly...

My feelings for Robert seem to have changed.

Although he still makes me weak at the knees...

Still makes my heart ache...

My stomach clench...

I find myself not being as obsessed as I once was.

That is a good thing... yes?

2. One of the main things that has changed since I 

started this blog is my adoration of Kristen Stewart.

I was indifferent at first... 

but the more I saw...

The more I got to 'know'...

The more I liked.

That seems to rub people the wrong way.

Liking Kristen Stewart.

I'm not sure why that is.

I don't understand why my being a fan of Kristen

(and of Robert/Kristen being together)

should piss anyone off...

It doesn't make any sense.

People take it to a personal level.

They attack you...

Call you names

Become so angry and upset with you

Why?

What difference does it make to you

if I believe Robert and Kristen are together?

So now...

Instead of over-analyzing my feelings for Robert

I find myself analyzing the intense fury that 

surrounds him and Kristen.

The storm of emotions that follow two people

over whether or not they are dating.

Sounds ridiculous, right?

But fascinating.

Because it's not only the incredible swirl of consuming feelings

that are brought to a boil at just the mention of "Robsten"

It's the ever present NEED to be RIGHT about it.

It's a lot like discussing Politics or Religion.

People become overheated.

Overzealous.

Overwrought.

And although I believe there is a place for 

everyone's opinion...

There are some who just see it in Black and White.

You either are on their side...

Or you're the enemy.

No ifs, ands or buts.

Can't win for losing...

 
3. Do I have a tendancy to stick my big ol' paddle

into that big pot of bullshit...

and just stir the hell out of it?

You betcha.

I like to see what floats to the top...

But I don't start the drama.

I don't seek it out.

I don't cause it.

I react to it.

Does that make me a bad person?

I don't think so.

A little crazy... yeah.

A little addicted... sure.

But I'm not mean.

And I don't get personal.

And most importantly?

I really don't give a fuck if you like Kristen.

Or if you believe Rob and Kristen are together.

I do.

And you probably do, too...

Or you wouldn't get so damn upset with me

or anyone else who is a believer.

But it's all right now...

In fact, its a gas!

Bye for now.

;)

Robert and Kristen are Beautiful.

Robert at the London premiere of Remember Me.

Delicious as always.

I.Love.Him.

ADORABLE pic of Rob and Emilie.

So cute.

They look like they are having a great time

even with all the screaming!

They both look wonderful.

Loving the smiles.

Beautiful.

I can only imagine what is going through her head

at that very moment.

Kristen at The Runaways premiere.

She looked like a rock star.

Joan Jett still fucking rocks.

I can't wait to see this movie

although I'm pretty sure I will have to wait

until it is released in April.

Yeah, Wisconsin isn't the hub of movie-dom.

Kinda sucks.

Rob. Walking. Heaven.

A couple of things.

1. There is an Italian Vanity Fair interview with Rob.

Hatestens/Clingers seem to be all about it.

It really boggles the mind.

(or in their case, I guess you would need a mind to boggle)

Here is the excerpt that has them all a clinging...

(their cling is highlighted)

Just a warning about the interview for all those people who can’t sleep at night asking if Robert is still ( still? Has he ever been? ) or not with Bella / Kristen Stewart: yes, I wanted to ask him about this, no, I couldn’t. “No pics, autographs and questions about private life, or the interview will end”, they threatened us. We have to stick to the official statement: “ we are just friends”. It is certain that there is ( or there was?) feeling between the two of them, “many and complex feelings” said Twilight director Catherine Hardwicke. In their private life they are such as in the movie: between them there is an intense attraction that you can’t realize. In fact, during the shooting, Kristen was ( officially) with her historic boyfriend, actor Michael Angarano. 

It's almost like they just stopped reading after "we are just friends".

The Haters admit that stuff can get lost in translation...

But I guess it's only the stuff that alludes to any kind of

relationship between Robert and Kristen.

The fact that Rob never said the HATER MANTRA of

"we are just friends" in this interview escapes them.

It was VF's interpretation of the 'official' statement.

And even then...

how do you ignore the rest of the paragraph?

I love how Haters pick and choose their Clings.

Remember when Kristen was interviewed recently by

another Italian magazine?

I:"Last question: Do you want to clear up your relationship with Robert Pattinson?"
K: "No, I don't. I just can say that with Twilight we all have become really close and what people say about us ends up debasing our relationships"

I: "So are you telling me you are just good friends?"

K: "No, I'm not. That's not what I said"

Well the Haters DON'T BELIEVE KRISTEN!!!

They will ONLY believe Robert if he says that.

Well... because Kristen is saying something they don't like.

Of course.

To be honest...

The whole thing really gives me a headache.

It's never-ending back and forth.

And I know that I actively participate in

some of the bullshit...

But I'm trying to be reasonable.

It doesn't work.

There is no reasoning with the unreasonable.

This is my blog. I state my opinion.

It seems a lot of people don't like my opinion

Why? It's only me.

I've had people search me out on Twitter

for the sole reason of 'attacking' me.

People who seek out my blog...

just to leave nasty comments.

Why would you do that?

When did it get personal to you?

You don't find that pathetic?

I have to share this.

When people comment on my blog...

It is saved for me.

So

Even when you delete it...

I still have it.

(too bad, so sad)

This is an example of someone

who is seriously distorted.

Who obviously doesn't understand sarcasm

or possess a sense of humor.

Someone who is so angry...

that this is what she writes to me:

Ana (I decided not to post her whole name) has left a new comment on your post "A Day In The Life":

You're such a BITCH!!!
How can you treat your son and your husband like that?
Selfish, crazy BITCH!!!

Someday, when you lose ALL of them (and believe, YOU WILL LOSE THEM if you don't go to a psychatrist to TREAT YOUR MENTAL ILNESS!)
you'll regret for being such a mediocre, EVIL person!!!

You are a SHAME for ALL WOMEN, WIVES e MOMS of the WORLD!!!

Yeah.

I'm the one with the mental illness.

(I guess she didn't 'get' that post)

I would be laughing if this wasn't so bizarre.

(OK, I'm laughing a little)

I guess she thinks I'm a BITCH!!!!!!

You know... lots of CAPS!!!!

lots of EXCLAMATION POINTS!!!!!

See... this an example of the lunatic fringe.

I like Kristen and Robert together.

So this makes this person think she knows me

and proceed to call me names.

She's attacking me personally...

Which brings the lunacy to a whole new level.

I feel sorry for anyone who has

taken the whole Rob/Kristen thing to this

extreme point in their life.

Yes. I feel sorry for you.

And so it goes.

Bye for now.