|Why must he always have a hat on? And why THAT hat?|
Where do I start?
I'm just exhausted from reading all the bullshit drama.
"So why do you read it, Rose?"
I guess I read it because I'm still intoxicated with Robert.
That will never change.
I still want to read about him...
I still want to read what he has to say.
The other stuff...
Not so much.
|There is nothing sexier than Robert with a piano or guitar.|
1. Rob mentions Kristen in the article...
But if you are looking for some declaration of love
You will be waiting for a long time.
That's not gonna happen.
And if you were hoping for some sort of denial?
That's not gonna happen either.
I know there is massive foaming about Kristen
being mentioned at all...
But she is in his life.
It's only natural.
Get used to it.
2. Robert sounds exhausted with the whole roller coaster of Twilight
The ups and downs that come with great fame.
He doesn't sound ungrateful...
He just sounds tired.
And who can blame him?
Can you imagine people screeching and screaming at you all the time?
People stalking you...
Trying to GET you?
And this has been going on for years now.
I don't doubt that he wishes he could just get
back to being 'just' Robert...
and live his life the way he wants to.
3. The whole 'was he/wasn't he' in LA this weekend.
I'm fucking dizzy from all the shit that has been spewed.
There were numerous sightings of Rob/Kristen in L.A. this weekend.
Busy busy busy.
Vets, conservatories, parties, shopping.
Is any of it true?
Does it matter?
The creepy thing was someone produced a supposed
'first class seating chart'
from a flight taken on Feb 25th.
LAX TO VANCOUVER
Robert Pattinson was on the list.
I don't know if this is even close to legit...
I have no knowledge of airline stuff.
Honestly... it looks like she got it out of the trash...
(it's all stained... what the hell?)
Supposedly this person just happened to take a picture
of a very private and guarded document....
(cutting off the year and other info)
she said she took a pic of sleeping "Rob"
(No, that's not fucking stalky creepy at all)
which of course didn't turn out...
It's all a bit too convenient for me.
Rob takes a COMMERCIAL flight
from LAX to VANCOUVER
and ONE person sees him?
No paps are hanging out at either LAX or VC?
Like the paps in VC aren't fucking waiting for this?
I'm thinking that this chart isn't what it seems...
Maybe Rob just wasn't on this flight at all.
A name on a list is nothing more than that.
It's no guarantee he was there.
And come on...
I admit to curiosity about the whole thing
but looking up flights/airlines/airports
to prove a point?
Whether Rob went back to Vancouver the same day
or a different day...
They did spend time together in L.A.
(So much for the 'exit strategy')
And I'm guessing they will continue to spend time together...
I'll be willing to bet that they are together
4. With every interview...
Every public appearance
People have all these expectations of what THEY think
Rob and Kristen should do.
And when they don't do or say what they want
They lose their minds.
Neither Rob or Kristen will perform for you.
And considering all the fucking bullshit
they deal with on daily basis...
Doesn't wanting to just KEEP their relationship
Not talk about it...
Not sell it...
make perfect sense?
5. I'm sad.
I'm sad because Rob sounded so raw...
so completely depleted
And I've always felt so protective over him.
I can't help it.
I just want Robert to be happy.
Happy Rob is good.
Happy Rob = Happy Rose
I'm looking at myself here...
my part in all this.
Do I contribute to Rob's sadness?
Does my writing my opinion about the daily happenings
in his relationship with Kristen...
make things worse?
(and I don't mean that in a 'Rob reads my blog' kinda way)
I hope not.
I know that I don't scream at Rob.
Nor do I follow him around the country and hide
in the shadows ready to pounce.
I don't stalk him.
I don't harass him.
I adore him and Kristen... from afar...
and only have good things to say about both of them.
I support his career 100%
And I don't hate on someone he obviously adores.
|This makes it all worth it...|
6. The good stuff.
Rob was so incredibly sweet and kind to the dog...
And isn't Martin the cutest name EVER?
Rob sounds exhausted, but we don't need
to scrutinize and twist every syllable.
Just take his words
Because they are honest...
They are Rob.
The whole Twilight thing
It is winding down...
He will get his life back.
He will have a wonderful career
and WFE will be a massive success for him.
And he found Kristen.
I'm guessing he is grateful for having her in his life.
Someone to not only share the whirlwind that fame has become
but who can make him smile...
Like only she can do.
Someone who has made it all worthwhile.
Someone who makes him HAPPY.
This post is brought to you by the letter *C*
C for Creepy.
Who even THINKS of taking a pic of a passenger list?
This is why Rob can't relax.
Can't live his life.
Creepy people who cross the line
again and again.
I'm exhausted just reading about it...
Can you imagine having to live it?
I want to hug Robert.
|Rob Gives Good Hug.|
Bye for now