This is how I feel today.
In the last 2 days I've gone to 2 funerals...
Today I have a wedding.
Mixed emotions.
So of course, I haven't been online much...
And while I always anticipate bullshit drama
Even I was surprised at what I saw when I came on.
I'm tired of it.
So tired.
I'm tired of the hate.
I'm tired of the lying.
I'm tired of people making this bullshit... personal.
What the FUCK is wrong with some of you?
Debating Rob/Kristen is one thing.
Attacking someone on a personal level is another.
I'm tired.
Disgusted.
Weary.
And so very sad.
And I wish I could say it was the last couple of days
that was totally responsible for it...
But it's not.
Robert makes me happy.
He's does.
So even though this fandom has its share of
complete total lunatics...
Robert still makes me happy
and I am going to try and ignore the crazy.
I have to.
I can't deal with it anymore.
I don't want to see it.
I don't want to address it.
I don't want to even acknowledge it exists.
I want to focus on Robert and Kristen...
Because they make me smile.
There are some sincerely good people too.
I've met a lot of decent, kind, wonderful people.
People who will be my friends for a long time.
Real friends.
So I am going to focus on the positive.
Things that make me laugh.
Things that are fun.
The good.
The sane.
The rational.
The Love.
This post is brought to you by the letters *L* and *R*
L for Love.
Robert Loves Kristen Loves Robert
And
R for Rose Colored Glasses.
I'm going to wear them for a while.
It's looking better already.
Smile.
Be Happy.
I'm so grateful for all the blessings in my life.
Especially my two boys...
The best part of me.
Bye for now
♥♥♥
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 587 Newer› Newest»Axl Rose-fuck him all fucking day and night...get him to sing patience to me while he fucks me senseless and then fuck me again and again.
Gene Simmons-marry...kind of have a thing for freaks.
Ted Nugent-kill him-don't like him
Ooh Tracy loving those.......
First ones easy, fuck Christian Bale because hes fit and lets face it....hes Batman (and you know I want him in that outfit).
Marry Hugh Jackman because he seems nice....(but he could leave the Wolverine costume at work, so not sexy).
I like John Cusack aswell so it pains me to kill him but hes gonna have to go......
I've lost track...
you know where I'll be.
DreamerKind
Your interests and knowledge astound me....hollywood peen research, lol...I am facinated
LWA
Lilly is a lilly-livered twat? Oh, no, she waxes poetic, most days.
Bailey, is a Pearl, har har.
Axle and Ted-k, I'd be afraid of STD's
Gene-f, because of what that tongue can do
Okay.. new page.. I think I can keep track now.
Elaine! Throw out some names!
Christian Bale-Kill him...do not like a man with a fucking cape.
John Cusack-let's get the fucking started
Hugh Jackman-marry I think he can give me nice scratches while we fuck with his wolverine gear
Superman
Robin Hood
Sherlock Holmes
LWA/Pearl
No head needed, hardwired to Life.
Doctor Jekyl
Mr Hyde
Mr Darcy
Hugh Grant
Superman-m
Robin Hood-f, he knows what to do with his sword
Sherlock-k, his name sucks
I with you on that one Bailey.
Superman-Marry his buns of steel
Robin Hood-FK in trees, like monkeys
Sherlock Holmes-kindly kill-kinky guy
Let's do this with the ladies:
Jennifer Biel
Martha Stewart
Cate Blanchet
Doctor Jekyl & Mr Hyde - Ima let them fight it out amongst themselves.. sorta.
Mr Darcy - Marry and fuck for sure
Hugh Grant - kill..
Jennifer Biel- Fuck...she is hot
Martha Stewart- Marry..she can cook, etc.
Cate Blanchet- Kill..only choice left...
Did I really just do that??
Aww Bailey well I hope he's having a fabulous time somewhere...he would deffo be the F on my list no matter which 3 you threw at me :-)
Erm *loses concentration* right,
I'm lost again who are we talking about? I haven't been drinking honestly.......
Doctor Jekyl-marry-for the plastic surgery benefits
Mr Hyde-kindly kill-he sneaks up on people in alleys
Mr Darcy-Marry-fictional one-Marry, is my #2, after Ed Cullen
Hugh Grant-FK-cause he wears his clothing like a king.
Oh and I forgot to say my choices:
jennifer Biel-I would fuck her among other things (come on flashdance, the l word)
Martha Stewart-Kill her, love her but she's too high maintenance
Cate Blanchet-marry her-she's fucking eye candy
Martha-m, even though I don't like her voice she will cook for me
The other two I thinking kill b/c neither do anything for me
Jessica Biel - Fuck
Martha Stewart - Are you kidding me? I'm marrying her. She has people to do everything!
Cate Blanchet - sorry.. gotta kill her.
I didn't read that right...I thought it said..JESSICA BIEL..she is hot....
Jennifer Biel-Marry, she can tango!
Martha Stewart-kindly kill-cause I'm so jealous
Cate Blanchet-FK-God Bless the Queen!
B- I think I just threw up in my mouth a little thinking of Martha and sex!
OH! Jennifer Beals (spelling threw me there) .. flashdance chick
Uhm... hmm.. yeah, I'd still go with fuck.. she's probably pretty flexible.
Bailey-you're too much!!! hahhaha...the funny thing is that's probably how it goes down with her
And Martha would say all of that in a very monotone voice..
Erm yeah I'm still on Matthew M and Batman!
Eric Dane
Cary Grant
Ryan Gosling
Melinda-she'll be like yeah sex is a very good thing!!
Pearl
Martha is engaged for goodness sakes, to a billionaire, and she'd have to bring the game into the bedroom, totally up with S & M, IMO.
Eric and Ryan-f,f,and more f
Cary-m, he is a smooth operator and old school
Bailey
I'm feeling the silly coming up, big time, anyone else see it?
Eric Dane probably fuck, then go back to Ryan..
Cary Grant - Marry him, because we'd just get divorced and I could go fuck Ryan.
Ryan Gosling - fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.. and yeah.. fuck.
Eric Dane-?? don't know him
Cary Grant-FK-and would share
Ryan Gosling-Marry-he can KISS.
I have typed fuck more times in the past two days than I've probably typed it in the past few months.
How funny.
LWA/Bailey
No, I got it now, just slip, slidin' away, a bit.
Dreamer-
McSteamy on Grey's Anatomy
LWA
Wait, isn't your cousin Lilly also posting here under LWA?
Lilly is Bailey's sister, Boris is the cousin
Melinda
Yes, oh, yes, on McDreamy and McSteamy
Right, can I watch The Notebook then fuck Ryan Gosling straight afterwards?
Marry Cary Grant if he was in his prime because he was super handsome and a great actor.
Don't know who Eric Dane is so hes getting killed I'm afraid.
Ha ha Bailey why are you Pearl now? not sure about that one, makes you sound about 85!
Liza- Ryan and Rachel were super hot in the Notebook. Gah!
LJ
I made a boobie, calling Bailey, Pearl-forgiveness needed.
Tracy
You're too quiet, something's simmering...
Oh thank heavens
I was fixing to make a chart.
I'm lost in thought.. happens a lot these days.
I agree...the thought of Martha Stewart and sex of any kind makes me kinda throw up a little in my mouth...although the take off the bedding and fold it routine was funny as hell...sorry I'm so behind, bad storms, computer running slow
Is it really bad that I got two teenage girls at home and I'm opening another bottle of wine?
Elaine
God, I wish I could join you and we'd keep a listen out to those lovlies while we discussed vintages, like an educating moment, of something like that.
You're Bailey
So everybody.. meet Bailey.
it's 8:14 ish.. where's my daughter? lovely non texting daughter..
0_o
Sweetie you're our Bailey...we loves ya!!
I can't believe I left a house full of people to see what you are doing.
I can't keep up. Who is who? Break it down in code or something for me. I don't want to leave a comment for someone tomorrow and find out he's a she or vice versa.
I'll sneak back later.
Oh, I know I'm late but definitely Fuck Matthew McConaughy (sp)! No question.
P
Always liked the name Bailey anyway.... :-D
*hugs*
And Penny you're right...Matthew IS cute...it's just the not wearing deodorant thing that is the turn off for me.
Bailey
(Wiping the sweat from my brow)
No heat, no heat, no heat on me or you, good plan.
Tracy
I know where my 22 year old daughter is-in a fancy club downtown Chi, and she definitely won't text me for my comfort. Damn, they grow up too fast.
on second thought...ignorance is bliss...I'll just go with the Bailey's and cream and midn my own business
Tracy
Better do so, but I still don't know how to do that.
Bye bye Bailey my friend ❤
Kami
I so love Baileys and Cream and then to add kahlua and vodka along with amaretto, which makes an "Orgasm" (name for real).
So, I don't have any more booze here at home. I made a new drink which consists of tequla, orange juice, triple sec and lots of ice. Don't know if it exists but I'm calling it Dreamer's Punch in the Head.
What you all drinking?
I just came in...No new about Rose :(
LWA
I kinda like Petunia...but Bailey is nice too.
Take care
Tracy
That garbage can symbol is it?
Make that Dreamer needs a Punch in the Head cocktail.
Dreamer
Yep
Sorry I missed FMK tonight...my man-child came home from school for the night after not seeing him for a couple weeks. :) Lurking only, but have fun!
I am now so impowered with the garbage symbol at hand, for those nights, oh, those nights, when I confess, to confessing.
I meant "empowered", cutting myself off, soon, not too soon.
I'll be back in a few-the girls have brought out my CD collection and borderline is playing...I'm such a dork!
I'm writing words
no one hears
Messages left
Alerts my fears
Someone please listen
and hear my plea
There are some things people
Aren't meant to see.
Tracy
Yes, how to achieve goal? I just proofread my shit. What to do for you?
I say let it all go, if we can and start new.
Let's blow up this popstand. Just kidding, old revolutionary thoughts.
Kay
May I introduce myself, my name is Clueless and I had a big hit in the theaters but am too dumb to make sense on here.
However, Hello, Smartypants!
fuckity fuckity
fuck fuck fuck
No one here
No such luck
Someone needs
to reason my rhyme
We are quickly running
out of time!
We're all on the Magical Mystery Tour and pffft, we're gone and I love being a mystery of the mind.
What's next? Any other games to play?
Hello Dreamer, nice to meet you! ;)
Tracy
Tell me how and it will be done. Kay was here and she is trying. Email me on my blogger thingy.
Kay
I like your smile.
Meanwhile, our posts will take pages and pages, and cover lots of other pages, and so on and so on and scooby, dooby, do.
Tracy
She is the resident literati.
katy
I'm a wantin' to have a talk with you, still around?
Yay!!! Have a good night everyone!
LWA
Thank You!
W.O.W!!!
Nothing like MFK and a couple hours to change the pace hear :)
Cate
Clueless here, what is MFK?
Sorry Dreamer on quick glance looked like you were playing Marry Fuck Kill. Maybe I missed something...well obviously I missed something.
LWA
Baby, what you got, baby we want it, what you need, baby we got it.
Don't go all silly on us. We'd the posse.
Cate
You are correct and I am so fucked.
Well there are worse things to be that is for sure :)
Cate
I'm gonna cry, it's been sooooo long.
Sorry.. got all poetic on you guys. Lost in thoughts again.
But I've heard from my daughter. All is well.
I worry about her sometimes.
Bailey, hope you can make it Tuesday.. I want to see ALL of my sassy sisters here.. even that silly Lilly. I have a feeling I'm gonna need everybody.
Ohhh NOOOO...
Wish I could help, but I def don't have what you need :) LOL
Damn T-I didn't know you could rhyme. Got mad skillzz girl!!!
I LOVE U!!!
LWA
A new game to play daily..
I've Got a Secret...
Post all lilly, boris and petunia under LWA and we'll put on masks and guess who is posting. Do I have that right?
TRAAACCYYYY!!!
Loved your poem...is my seat still saved???
LWA/Bailey
It's a new fad drink called Dreamers Punch in the Head. I posted the ingredients a while ago, but willing would again.
Why do I sound too dumb to live?
Guess, what, been told that before!
Bailey
You are welcome to sit with us, and chat, talk, laugh, giggle, gossip and vent, bitch, moan and groan ANY damn time you want to sister.
:) *massive hugs*
Cate
Thank you for confirming what we both already knew.
Yet, I find you strangely intriguing.
Dreamer...U are anything BUT dumb!
The things you post here make me think now here is a lady that has forgotten more than I will ever learn.
Cate, of course your seat's saved! Had you one customized! We're all gonna move down to the den of sin later and watch my hottie Irish guy in whatever movie show he's got the least amount of clothes on in!!
Dreamer
Well, intriguing is good. I think?
There are worse things I could be :)
Bailey-We love you!!! and you're too funny. Love when you rant. You gots mad skillz for dat!
Oh shit, I'm keeping it gangsta.
Bwahahahaha
Totes got E back into gangster mode!!!
T-you still doing JRM? how many hours has this sexathon lasted?
Tracy: naked men in a den of sin... now that is intriguing!
Make sure Dreamer comes along. I think we need to be on the look out for her. Girls have needs and all :)
Hey YO T-You know you is a gangsta bitch!!
Tracy
Now talking about hot Irish guys, I'm recalling Tyrone Power or more recently, lest you think that I am out of the mix, Colin Farrell, and Liam Neeson.
Is TomStu Irish? Also, like me some Welsh, like Tom Jones or some newer model.
Did I see a blip about Rose being OK?
Hmm.. I think we're getting close to 24 hours, right?
STAMINA!
w00t!
Cate
So sweet, forgotten more but have I made a difference, in any way? That is what matters to me.
Dreamer like I've said before actions small or big can make an impact. You matter...you always matter. Thats the difference.
Manjen! Get your bootylicious backside here! :)
Please and Thank you!
Ugh, real life called for second or two. Now I am back.
Tracy- loving the rhymes
E- go on with your bad self
B- Glad Rose is alright. Thanks for checking for us.
Cate- forgot to tell you last night that I love the "rules for Roseland" that you did. Very cute.
Dreamer- the stuff you know amazes me.
Hi Cate-You made it!!!
Here me is!!
Tracy,Kay and Dreamer, huge hugs for you all. You are such wonderful Roselanders. Dedicated to our intoxication, Rose and fellow friends.
So glad you have relief from that very scary sinus headache Tracy. Also, you are always such a talented writer. Love your poetic flow.
Dreamer, your F,M,K answers were a scream. The comment about J. Carter being 80 was so funny. He is a good man.
I agree with several that Sir Paul would be one to both M and F. He had such a beautiful marriage with his first wife Linda.
P/B, so glad you are here. It is always a welcoming, fun place with very good people. The Martha Stewart comment by the way was hilarious.
Hugs to all,
Olivia (TX.)
Melinda
Since I found the Twilight books and movies, I have developed my amazing, dazzling skills and decided to share them, no matter how mad my children and others think that I am. Which in itself is just plain crazy to do.
Before I leave this plain, I'm gonna give myself completely over to que sera, whatever will be, will be.
SO!
How's the ladies tonight?
I know E is like three sheets to the wind already...
Elaine: Waves...Yea Tracy said something about chains, not letting me out...
Mel: Rules were all 4 fun but they seemed apropos at the time
I am wonderful. Spent the evening at dinner with my parents, sister-in-law and the nieces.
My nieces are the best thing in my life. They are a little spoiled to say the least.
New picture! (arrow in whatever direction the damn picture is)
FYI - All these pictures on my profile have been ones that I've taken :)
Just sharing the lurve.
Oops...maybe I mentioned the chains?
I'm glad all you sisters are here!
Manjen
I told Cate we lured people in and didn't let them escape. (don't know WHO told her about the chains.. I hope no one tells her about the shed)
Awww Melinda-That's sp sweet about your nieces. Mine is here tonight.
We're having a sleepover...me being the respectable adult that I am had 3 bottles of wine with her mom before heading home...so you know how I am right now. Em & H think I'm hilarious!!
Tracy
Is that a fish??
I almost feel like I'm looking @ abstract art?
Oh God T are you gonna punish us later, is the shed ready?
I think out of the "regs" I am the least talented but hey that's okay by me. Just be prepared to be smothered with happiness.
I have a blessed life and can't find too much to complain about.
Cate hasn't been to the shed yet??? Be gentle with her....put her in the basement first!
LWA
We're all super smart in cyberspace. Who said you are dumb?
However, if you should be blond, like me, you could play that angle.
Aww.. Bailey.. you're awesomesauce..
you've got some rather rockin skills of your own sister friend.
And tell Lilly I said it was his turn. I went last. And I'm waiting.
*smooches & hugs*
Tracy doesn't put other Capricorns into sheds or basements, she ignores them.
It's as sea dragon!
Not a horse, now a cow.. but a DRAGON! How cool is that? I may change it to a jelly fish later.. dunno yet.
And yeah, Manj.. I should probably start her out in the basement where it's comfy. She doesn't need to know about the shed yet.
Tracy- love sea dragons...uber cool animals.
Cate- stay away from Tracy's shed. You do not want to go in there! Ha,ha.
Tracy, are those little sea horses?
Olivia (TX.)
Back the truck up!
L:
I think it goes without saying who has mad talent.
Though Rose and this bunch are amazing in their own rite.
Dragons!
It's my blogger profile picture :)
Sea dragons.
From the Shedd Aquarium in Chicago.
But I'm considering a jelly fish now.
Bailey-
Ah thanks, we women have to stick together.
I do love Lilly, he has a piece of my heart. Okay that sounds way to weird.
T-Hey what happened to the Brooklyn bridge, I thought you were sharing the love!
Melinda
Rare talent is having the ability to smother others in happiness, and priceless to boot.
Don't worry about the shed ladies...I still have heavy artillary layin' around from last night :)
Tracy,
And you took the photo? It is awesome!
Olivia (TX.)
friend from high school is making an inquiry on facebook.. must put serious hat on a sec.
Have a great night Bailey, say hello to the family for us!
Well that was a waste of serious time.. She's seen me on late, and wanted to ask me if I was really on because some other person she knows was shown as being on 24/7, and she just wanted to check
And back the truck up is my expression for.. woah.. did you just ask me what about the sea dragon? Because I'm feeling a little silly and I'm taking my bra off right now.. just sharing.
Bailey-you're showing mad fucking skillzz at multi-tasking! Plus anyone that says fuck as many times a you did is pretty fucking awesome!
Night Babe, we'll be here if you're free later.
E.
Melinda
Janis Joplin just whispered to me that Lilly does have that piece reserved for you, too.
Listen to her, she can't be wrong:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01X8z42_9_U&feature=related
Night Bailey, you and yours are loved.
Olivia (TX.)
I think I'm online.. I'm pretty sure I'm awake.. Or maybe I'm dreaming that I'm dreaming that I'm online...
Allright.. who's messing with my dreams? And where's Jonathan?!
*narrows eyes* Manjen.. is that really you? Are you in my dream with me? Who took my hottie?
Blushes...Tracy...I usually wait to get to know someone a little better before I watch them remove clothing. LOL
Tracy-
My bra has been long gone! I should have been raised in the bra burning days.
T-you have had too much sex with JRM and I think your brain is a little clouded.
Take a break from the fucking. I think you need it :)
Lacking the loving in persona, I will be back in 30. The neighbors want to rumble and they have beer! They are Greek and will share the bounty.
Bra Burners Union #1970
However, I did not burn mine, just retired it for 3 years and wore baggy blouse, fooling no one, but back then, people were too polite to gawk.
Say, anyone want to hear about when I met the Monkees back when?
If so, hold that thought until I return.
If not too interested, ok, then.
Dreamer- enjoy the merriment...
Another new picture
hehehehehe
Hell...the bra thing...you know a man invented those damn things because no women would ever do that to her girls on purpose. Just sayin..
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