*REPOST FROM AUGUST 25TH 2010*
I'm doing this for 2 reasons.
1) This post still stands.
Every fucking word.
2) I found words from this post on someone else's site.
My exact words.
I wasn't mentioned as the writer.
That kinda bugs me.
3) I'm lazy.
There isn't anything to really say.
At least until Robert shows up in NYC with Kristen.
Wink Wink
Nudge Nudge
*fingers crossed*
So here goes.
Do you ever wonder why people hate?
Because it takes an incredible amount of energy to do it.
You have to invest a lot of time
Emotions
Because hating someone so deeply...
Being so immersed in the feeling...
is almost like loving someone
isn't it?
It's always been said there's a fine line
between love and hate...
So why bother to cross it for someone you don't know?
Why bother to hate someone who doesn't know you exist?
Yes... I'm talking about all the hate that Kristen gets.
And don't fucking give me shit about how unfair it is
that I talk about Kristen's hate and not Rob's.
I mean...
Fucking A.
Isn't it motherbitching PATHETIC that there is hate at all?
Why hate Kristen?
I bet you didn't even fucking know who she was until Twilight...
Why go to the bother of hating her?
Truly.
Just because she is where you want to be.
And don't give me no bullshit about not being jealous.
It's all about the JEALOUS.
She's gorgeous
She's rich
She's famous
and most of all...
She has Robert Pattinson looking at her like she is
not only the most delicious woman on the face of the planet...
("he looks at you like you're something to eat")
But like she is the ONLY woman on the planet.
You don't know her.
You don't know her motivations...
Her thoughts...
Why she does the things she does.
And that goes for Robert as well...
You don't give Rob much credit, do you?
So Rob is this insipid ragdoll
who just goes whichever way he's thrown.
As Fucking If.
Robert might be an extremely nice guy...
He might be charming and sweet...
But to think that Rob is willingly being lead by the nose
by Kristen for her own gains...
While he sits idly by
Really is a fucking insult to Robert.
Rob says he knows what he wants...
He goes after it.
He admits to being a bit of a control freak...
So... he is now letting Kristen control him?
Really?
You might not want to admit that Robert and Kristen are together.
And hey... if you want to keep scavenging for scraps...
Fucking go for it.
Wallow deep in your denial.
Dive headfirst into the foam...
But quit trying to drag Kristen into your bullshit.
You don't have to like the girl.
You are allowed...
But when I don't like something
I don't want anything to do with it.
I ignore it. I stay away from it.
What do you do?
You fucking make up shit...
and talk about her and Robert...
Like you have access to their thoughts
And then to fucking hate on her...
For things YOU make up about her
Thoughts/Feelings/Motives
that you have no idea she is feeling...
No clue what it's like to be her...
But use as an excuse to attack and insult her.
It's insane.
Kristen hasn't done anything to you
to deserve such bitter resentment.
Kristen hasn't done anything... to anyone
with the exception of flipping off the paparazzi
(which she has totally earned the right to do)
Is she perfect?
No.
And she admits her flaws.
Embraces them.
She doesn't even ask that you like her...
Just understand her.
She's just trying to live her life...
The best way she knows how.
She will make mistakes...
She is human
And yes...
She has the most deliciously handsome boyfriend in the world...
Robert seems to adore her.
Robert seems to want to be with her.
He's allowed to live his life
and make the choice of who he does or doesn't want to be with.
I'm sure if he didn't want to be with Kristen
He wouldn't be.
Then you could hate on someone else...
Is it so hard to believe that Rob is exactly where he wants to be?
No secret agenda.
No PR.
Not anything but two people who want to be together.
Is it really that hard to comprehend?
We don't know what goes on between them...
We can only speculate by what we see...
You see bitterness and hate
I see sweetness and love.
What I see isn't hurting anyone.
Can you say the same?
This post is brought to you by the letters *S* *T* *F* and *U*
That's right.
Shut
The
Fuck
Up
Bye for now
♥♥♥
LIGHTS (FUCKING LIGHTS)
Fucking lights, straining my eyes.
Fucking lights, straining my eyes.
No sleep at night. It's just a waste of time.
And LA's burning... NY's painted black .
London's calling, calling me back.
Simple patterns make me crack.
Fucking lights, Hurts my head.
Borrowed youth.
All those wasted years.
And LA's learning. NY too.
London's calling, I'm calling you.
What doesn't matter, Still holds its truth,
That nothing matters, When I'm with you,
Cities only fill the void of people wasting, wasting time on you.
Pretty lies and secret love,
Nothing gets me what I want from you,
From you, All I want,
what I want from you.
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«Oldest ‹Older 601 – 738 of 738Under the influence, has influence around here, some nights.
I have a Matthew song, too.
Matthew
Want me to post it?
Sure Dreamer--post away!
Does Smitty ever come visit this late Dreamer? I was hoping to see her again here?
Good Morning Roseland!
Just checking in to let everyone know the lights still were on. After all Roseland is a "24/7" operation. ;-)
Matthew
So apt for me and I choose it as my theme song. Thanks, brother!
Now one for you, which you've probably heard before.
Caroline
We're open for music and poetry, friendship and peace.
DK-
Awww, those are a some of my favorite things...they're right up there with raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens.
"Matthew"
Had an uncle named Matthew
Was his fathers only boy
Born just south of Colby, Kansas
Was his mothers pride and joy
Yes, and joy was just the thing that he was raised on
Love was just the way to live and die
Gold was just a windy Kansas wheatfield
Blue, just a Kansas summer sky
All the stories that he told me
Back when I was just a lad
All the memories that he gave me
All the good times that he had
Growing up a Kansas farmboy
Life was mostly having fun
Riding on his Daddys shoulders
Behind a mule beneath the sun
Yes, and joy was just the thing that he was raised on
Love was just the way to live and die
Gold was just a windy Kansas wheatfield
Blue is just a Kansas summer sky
Well, I guess there were some hard times
And I'm told some years were lean
They had a storm in forty-seven
A twister came and stripped them clean
He lost the farm and lost his family
He lost the wheat and lost his home
But he found the family Bible
Faith as solid as a stone
Yes, and joy was just the thing that he was raised on
Love was just the way to live and die
Gold was just a windy Kansas wheatfield
Blue, just a Kansas summer sky
So he came to live at our house
And he came to work the land
He came to ease my Daddys burden
And he came to be my friend
So, I wrote this down for Matthew
And it's for him the song is sung
Riding on his Daddy's shoulders
Behind a Mule beneath the sun
Yes, and joy was just the thing that he was raised on
Love was just the way to live and die
Gold was just a windy Kansas wheatfield
Blue,was just a Kansas summer sky
Yes, and joy was just the thing that he was raised on
Love was just the way to live and die
Gold was just a windy Kansas wheatfield
Blue, just a Kansas summer sky
Words and music by John Denver's Uncle Dean
Joy is here, if you will listen:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hc7ZR4DpPlg
Matthew
I believe that you wrote that poem or that it speaks with your voice.
Kudos but not a happy place.
Dreamer--thank you
And quite appropriate. I feel like a tornado blew my life away sometimes also.
Thank you for that.
I am not the author of that poem Dreamer as I am not that talented but I love the poem and think discretion is a topic that deserves more emphasis.
Matthew
You are here and we hear you.
TGIF!
I drop in and what do I see?
M and M looking at me :(
Matthew-you are obviously confused.
Marlen/Marlene-I will say this kindly-GO AWAY!
Caroline
Now, I am singing that song in my head, too, and trying to recall all of the lyrics, without cheating online by looking them up.
You're my gal!
IBelieve
How are you today, other than surprised here in Roseland?
Good morning I*Believe*!
DK,
I am tired as I was up late following the conversations last night....where I am it is going to rain all day long and be miserable:(
How's the foot?
Morning Caroline--love your boots!
IBelieve
The foot is mostly firmly in the mouth and tastes bad but is healing nicely. Thanks, kid.
Maybe we can magic wand away the rain for you. I'll give it a try right now but it can take a little time to work.
I*Believe*
I'll be happy to loan you my very special Roseland wellies. They keep your feet dry from rain and foam. ; )
Thanks DK, your magic wand always seems to work-fingers crossed.
Sorry I missed the convo about the books earlier....BD is my FAVORITE...but I skipped a lot of the Jacob stuff too.
Caroline,
We all could have used your boots last night and perhaps a little of Leigh's moonshine too.
**WAVES**
Good Morning Everyone!!
Happy Friday!!
I hope you all have a great day!!
Aww shucks!.........The M&M's are up and attempting to pollute Roseland!
Good Morning Manjen and Annie!
Morning Annie! Caroline is sharing her boots to keep our feet dry from the BS and foam.
Matthew
Now that's either a country or blues song, right?
Godd morning Caroline, Manjen, DK and *I* Believe*
How are you all?
Matthew,
Enough with the Smitty stuff...give it a rest!
Dreamer--it is a rap song--both of them are. The first by R. Kelly and the second by Mario.
manjen & Annie
Ho, ho, ho!
Annie
Did you get any sleep?
I'll be heading to Dreamerland pretty soon, so I can be in tip top of the morning, or something like that.
@DK
Matthew reminds me of our old friend Maria??
Annie,
Good Morning...it is rainy where I am but sunny in Roseland :)
Matthew
(Whispering) I like rap music. It is a creative force of its own based on all of the other genre, but with gut-wrenching pain woven through it, that cleanses the soul, IMHO.
Take care.
IBelieve,
Have I offended you?
Dreamer and I were just sharing some poems and songs. I am just a Smitty fan--it seems like you all are here so no offense intended.
LOL...........DK. I did get some sleep. :)
Dreamer--gut wrenching is exactly why I like it also. Sometimes music is the only way to get a point across and rap seems to do that well with feelings like betrayal and hate.
Is there any music you don't like?? You seem like the expert.
I am getting jealous of my cats. They are snoring loudly on my bed and I think I'll add to the chorus. What tune should we snor?
Matthew
No, there isn't any music I don't like, crazy isn't that?
Okie Dokie................Coffee anyone?
Wait............Bad idea. Maybe too much coffee!
@Matt
If you are here to discuss music and poems then do that.
Stop making me laugh and sing, and let me start snoring, you Silliebillies.
I'm on cup #2.
Matthew- Sometimes the best way to deal with the feelings of betrayal and hate are to let them go and move on.
May sleep envelop you as a bed sheet floating gently down, tickling your skin and removing every worry. Reminding you to consider only this moment. ~Jeb Dickerson
Good nite Dreamer.
Believer--I believe that is what we have been doing.
I think this early morning loads of coffee might be necessary.
Did I miss a full moon last night?
Nothing to let go of for me. I just like the drama of rap.
I happen to think jealousy is rearing it's ugly head.
I posted a song about jealousy earlier, by Frankie Laine, and it is a tango, too. ta, da, da,da,da
It is really tough to brush my teeth and type!
Matt
Thanks for the imagery and back at ya for the thought.
DK.........You're the best!
Let's all just tango the BS away! :)
Good morning Roseland!
Ugghhh...who the hell can do shouty caps this early?? Seriously, please at least wait to spew your crap until the Roseland infinatry has risen and had a least one cup of caffeine.
*waves* to DK, Annie, and whoever else is hanging around.
Cate
I here, snoring with my cats.
And now I taking off my mask, in my sleep.
Annie
Love that idea, to tango the BS of Life, away. Let's do it when I am not sleeping so soundly, ok?
Good morning Cate!
It's way too early for the shit brigade to stasrt isn't it?
Please join us in having a cup of coffee. :) I'm still with cup#1.
Awww DK don't let me interrupt your snoring. I was just checking in so please...snoring, sleep, let it find you.
Good morning Annie!
Don't do coffee, but I'm on tea #2! Need at least one more for the gears in my brain to even start moving.
Cate
Aye, aye, me Matey! All are on board and ready to heave ho!
OK, I'm counting now:
1 sillybilly, 2 sillybilly, 3 sillybilly, 4
DK..........Let's! Catch up on your sleep and then we'll go. It's the start of the weekend afterall and you're on the mend. :)
I reslly have to go but I'll keep checking in.
Bye all!
Sweet Dreams DK...thanks for keeping the night light going :)
TGIF Annie!
Hope it is a good one :)
Golly...........I just caughtsome spelling mistakes in my comments. Sorry.
Bye!
Good Morning,
I see DK kept the light in the window. I am totally confused reading through.
Are M&M one and the same? I really felt the male was too intense.
We have to guard Roseland.
Off to work in a bit. I'll check in throughout the day.
P
I'm off for the day. Have a good one!
Morning Roseland :)
TGIF!!! Geez, is it not way to early for the trolls and shouty caps? I haven't even finished my first Red Bull :0 Give it a rest people.
I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend :) It's going to be a busy one for me...concerts, parties, and football, oh my!! Hopefully, I'll see you guys on Sunday!
*Hugs and Smooches* to all my friends of Roseland!!
Leigh
good morning 2 u guys!
DK
wow youre still up i see. I got fell asleep. Im having my dinner now.
I believe that Marlen and Matthew are the same person........No doubt at all.
I also believe she is not an older person, older than Kristen yes, but only by a few years and definately jealous of Kristen both as Matthew and Marlen.
It must be a heavy load to be that jealous of a 20 year old. A word of advice........You really ought to work on finding your own happy.
Happy Friday all! Enjoy the day!
Can we please stop giving the M & M twins attention?
Their antics are getting old really quick around here.
Someone is doing a little cat and mouse.
The other just needs to go back to the institution where it is nice and safe.
Let's keep our BS radars sharp shall we?
hmm... I find it really disturbing...
Good morning Melinda......Noted!
Happy Friday! :)
@Gwen:
So fo I
@annie
im not really suspicious u know but something is off...esp the last one
Umm. can anyone tell me who wrote/sang Lights (fucking Lights)?
Something is off and I am suspicious.
I am coming out of my passive state to comment. I am following my intuition and Matthew is giving me a sick feeling. Why the poems about betrayal and losing a girl to another man. It just seems a bit odd to be posting here. The references and interest in Smitty raise a red flag,also.
Dani-
Sam Bradley sing Lights. I believe he wrote it as well.
As for the weird vibes people are getting. I'm sure it is being noted. Not to worry. Just don't feed into it.
me 3, lol. But lets wait and see...
Hey DK :)
Rose I remember this post the first time…it made me cry. What more can you ask for, but to live your life the best way you know how. Why is that too much to ask from everyone?
Just a shout out before I go...
Rose, Leo, and those that make up the Roseland infantry (I hope you know who you are:)
Massive ((HUGS)) for dealing with the trolls.
An honorable defense always rises above hate shrouded as good intentions.
I’m off for the weekend heading out of town to help prepare a surprise for one of our returning RL troops. Hope to make his happy even better for his embrace when he returns!
Have a great weekend Roseland…
Oh, and Syd…Tracy’s new shed is definitely nice, but take a bigger chance. Life is too short, and sometimes you find what you didn’t even know you were looking for in the most peculiar places ;)
<3
Cate
Hi all! Just stopping by to check on Roseland.
Odd people stopping by Hugh? Half of these names I have never seen posting here before. I assume Rose is pretty popular? Or maybe we are just that kick ass? and they cant stay away from us? I mean we talk about recipes and songs we are all SO interesting! :)
Have a nice day Roseland! a big hello to DK, Kami,Tracey, sorry if I missed anyone, you ALL know who you are. I leave you with a paragraph of a favorite song of mine.
"Haters
Traitors to the human race
Haters
What a drag
What a waste
I'd like to see them disappear
They dont belong anywhere
Haters
Spinning a web thats hard to see
Of envy, greed and jealousy
Feeling angry but you don't know why
Why dont you look me in the eye?
You want my friends
You want my clothes
You're one of those"
Matthew, you sound a bit depressed? I mean you have been here for hours now, who or what are you waiting for exactly? Did you need a friend to lean on?
Just wondering....
No, not depressed at all...just trading songs with Dreamer. I haven't been here this whole time, just bored of working and enjoying Roseland.
I would like it if Smitty showed up to say hello though. She has had me laughing so many times as a lurker with her antics with Syd.
Hey Yall! Geez...I go to bed at a respectable hour for a few nights in a row and look at all the shit I miss! The coolest thing happened, though, as I was reading through all 692 posts....I found this awesome switch, right behind my right ear. When I flip it on, it enables me to completely ignore certain crazy bullshit posts...It's like they don't even exist! Best thing ever. I'm trying to find another one that would keep me from talking like a rudeling, but dammit to hell, I haven't found it yet. Oh well....fuck it.
Marlen, Do YOU ever go away? Really, this is getting so old now. We don't agree with you, we don't care. All you and your minions are doing is being annoying. I am sure there are a few blogs you can BOTH go to and surely have people who agree with your sediments. Your not a savior, you are a sick people and need to stop obsessing over a young girl's life who has no idea who you are.
I am sure Rob would not appreciate your nasty remarks about his lover an BEST FRIEND. What do you think he would say to you if you said to him the things you so obviously say here to us? Do you think he say OH YES THANK YOU! You made me see the light? Kristen is so horrible!!! EVIL, I surely doubt that. Actually I think he has called your kind out before, remember the quote, "Nerds behind a computer" I can guarantee he was referring to your kind.
See I am just trying to help you out here, I really do care about your mental well being, and if you insist on posting where you are not wanted you need to stop harassing the people who post here on a reg basis, or maybe Rose should consider blocking you, and dear Marlen do you know how many of your comments have been deleted here? I mean if I posted somewhere where I wasn't liked by the people who are regulars ,or the owner I would leave. Period.
Glutton for punishment? Or again just trying to be a pest? Now be a lady.. and do not come back here, because I am going to say this only once there are many people watching you all,waiting,there are laws against certain things online.
Just an FYI.
In case people find it odd that I am commenting and you don't know me, I apoligize. I am rather shy about the whole internet thing. But I have been a loyal follower of Rose for over a year and am so in tune with the way she thinks. I have only made a couple comments(very brave for me) when something really strikes me. I just find something about Matthew out of kilter.
Welcome Birdie :)
Don't worry. Rose is aware and is on it. Just try to ignore it. That's what M & M want from us is a reaction. If you ignore them...maybe they will go away.
Have a great day!
Leigh
Hi Birdie!
and I agree, with everything you said sweetie :) Hopefully as Leigh said, Rose and others are working on it.
Leigh,
How are you Wilma? Have you dyed your hair (maybe you are a redhead already.. lol)? You definitely need the pearls though. How many girls are attending this party or is it boy/girl?
I see the M&M's are tag teaming again.
Welcome Birdie,
Don't worry, we've all got out radar pinging on this.
Hi 30,
Don't feed the trolls.
P
Once again let's keep our BS detectors sharp.
People want a reaction, let's not give it to them.
Rose will take care of it if need be.
Welcome Birdie!
Don't worry, as we often say here in Roseland-
Rose Knows! : )
Hi Cate, Leigh, Jentoo, 30, Gwen, Melinda,Kstewrocks, Annie, Penny Lane and Dani!
I am trying to be good Penny Lane, really I swear it. I didn't curse this time lol They are so hungry aren't they though? We must have some good, home cooking food here at Roseland!
Penny,
I have a Wilma wig :) and the pearls are connected to the dress! It's too funny! There should be around 30 kids, boys and girls, with about as many adults. I have a rather large family :) I'm actually out doing a few last minute things.
I'll catch you guys later!
Leigh
Hey! Hope everyone's Friday is going great so far! I'm about to run out the door and pick up my mom and take her to run her errands on this beautiful, sunny, cool day! If only the weather could be like this for everyone....everyday. With a good rain here and there to water the green, mind you. Of course it'll probably be 90 degrees and 100% humidity again by next week...lol! Oh well, today I'll roll the windows down, turn the radio up, and be on my way! Hope yall get to do the same:)
And by the way...
It's still too early for shouty caps...
Just sayin'
@30, Leigh, Penny, Melinda, Caroline and all the other genuine Roselanders..........I am so trying to be good.
My BS tolerance button is now at pause but not for long. :)
Rose, we need an intervention.
Hi Annie! Hi Leigh! :)
I agree Leigh, I have a head ache from being yelled at over here LOL
Ear muffing it though! :)
Hey ladies! :)
Uh, could someone please take the caps button away from whoever is shouting.
Why are all these crazy creatures coming out of the woodwork today?
Tsk, Tsk!
Running away so quickly? Darn it!
Hey Annie!
Is it just me or is there some really weird stuff happening lately?
Sephora is the devil's store!! I just spent WAY too much money :/
Hey Kami! :) It's off the chart.
It's the Friday funnies! With a whisper of the delusional wrapped up in lyrics. Yum!
Yep it's Friday with a shot of "OMG I'M SO CRAZY!" have to keep repeating over and over to myself
I will not feed the trolls.
My apologies to folk singers and Girl Scouts everywhere.
Kumbaya dear Rose, kumbaya
Kumbaya dear Rose, kumbaya
Kumbaya dear Rose, kumbaya
Oh Rose, kumbaya
Someone's trolling, Rose, kumbaya
Someone's trolling, Rose, kumbaya
Someone's trolling, Rose, kumbaya
Oh Rose, kumbayah
Someone's foaming, Rose kumbaya
Someone's foaming, Rose, kumbaya
Someone's foaming, Rose, kumbaya
Oh Rose, kumbaya
Someone's CAP LOCKING, Rose, kumbaya
Someone's CAP LOCKING, Rose, kumbaya
Someone's CAP LOCKING, Rose, kumbaya
Oh Rose, kumbaya
Oh Rose, kumbaya
I'm out! Im actually getting a bit freaked. The internet is just a haven for the nutters. Has anyone even seen "To catch a Predator" on TV? LOVE that show, hats off to the police for catching those sickos.The technology they have now a days to catch the nutters is very impressive.
Have a nice day my friends, again you ALL know who you are. :)
One's a capster, the other trading lyrics and a few others thrown in for flavor.
Gotta love the crazy concoction and it's all happening on a Friday no less! Yippee!
Kami,
It's easier for me when I remind myself that's what they want.
Notice I said easier...which still makes it pretty hard!! Okay, I'm off to lunch with the Hubster!
Do not feed the trolls!!
Anyone else notice that the M&M twins posts seem to be 1 person with two personalities battling each other...I know they are two different people but still.
Annie, hmmmm trading lyrics with DK right?. and as far as I know she has been long gone for hours now! :0
ok.. LOL TTL all.
@Caroline: I really should not be laughing so hard where I am. :)
Freaky, freaky Fridays! LOL
ok...off to do anything other than watch the crazy quilt build itself.
Rose I'm so sorry that you have to deal with all of this
Hi Kami aka Emmitt Smith! ; )
They may be 2 different people, but I believe their agenda is the same.
Rose-
I'm on it. I should get paid more to deal with this shit-lol.
Smitty and company
Caroline...Loving YOUR version of Kumbaya...ha.ha..
Hi everyone...well...not everyone...lol
At one time I actually liked m&m's (the can't that is) but now it's associated with delusional M&M's and it's ruining the love I once had.
Too bad seeing that peanut m&m's are so good. Ah well, there's always white chocolate!
There you go Roseland--much less crazy.
Enjoy your day-I'll check back later to be sure they stay down.
Smitty and company
Hope and Annie-
Glad I could make you smile. : )
Thank you Obi LEO Kenobi!!!
Thank you for the welcome, ladies. Commenting twice in a day,this is huge for me! I am glad I was not alone in thinking a certain person has an agenda. My kids think I am paranoid, I call it good instincts. I want to thank Melinda for the best new recipe I have had in years. The caramel apple cupcakes are decadent. I am guessing you must be from the midwest if you know Honeycrisp.
1rosefan and INC
:)
love ya!
Smitty, Cyber God, and Company, thank you for making the day a million times better!
Kami
To - 1RoseFan and company:
Much appreciated. Thank you!
Thanks Melinda :)
I really don't understand why people who hate on Kristen being with Rob and who hate on rose writing and defending Kristen are still following her blog. Don't like what Rose says then just STFU and go away!
And here we have a picture of "Prudence Marloony" climbing the stairs leading from his mother's basement to the kitchen
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Smitty, just remember we've always got your back. I'm sorry this stuff happens
just wondered if everyone noticed she had on the ring robert gave her with his name on it...She looked great at the awards...Happy to see her happy ...I guess she will be off to new york now...
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