Still Crazy After All These Years.

Honestly.

It has taken me about 24 hours to

even be coherent enough to post.

I was Bella in the forest after Edward left her...

curled up in a ball...numb...

not believing what was happening to me...

I still can only look at the GQ pictures for minutes

at a time...

That's all.

Any more than that...

I start whimpering like a lost puppy...

My heart starts pounding in my chest...

Perspiration starts to break out on my forehead...

My hands begin to shake...

and I lose all sense of reality.

Well...OK...

So I fucking have lost that already.

I'm trying to make a point here....

Shit.

I forgot what my point was.

I know it has to do with

Robert Pattinson.

Because everything has to do with him...

Maybe that's the point.

Bye for now♥