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Monday, January 19, 2009

Been Thinking...

Been thinking that I'm totally bummed out right now.
Been thinking about Rob. (Duh)
Been thinking about how "Twilight" is out of theaters (at least in my neck of the woods).
Been thinking about how I won't be able to see Rob's face blown up to huge proportions on a massive movie screen, for a while.
Been thinking that a picture of Rob that was taken by some chick in a London pub made me more depressed than happy. Mostly because Rob's face in the picture looked pretty much like his face in the picture to the left. Fucking annoyed.
Been thinking that even though I miss him like hell (and OK, let's get serious, miss hell? What's that supposed to mean?), I am glad that he is still in London, far from the screaming banshees and American paparazzi.
Been thinking that when I get totally lost in my obsession, that watching "Twilight" usually helps me.
Been thinking that I haven't been on the blog, or on FB much, so that I didn't have much chance to talk to my twin sisters. And I just want you to know that I've missed you SO much. I heart you. Big Time.
Been thinking that I'm in love with a 22 year old British actor/musician. And I don't fucking care.
Been thinking that I love Edward/Bella fanfic, and that it really helps me satisfy my NEED for all things Rob/Edward.
Been thinking that Jules is a fucking fantastic writer, who literally sucks me into her story so deeply, that I forget where the hell I am. She's brilliant.
Been thinking that the Wide Awake author (another fucking brilliant writer) has had to actually use a chapter in her story, to tell off the lunatic fringe that wants to tell her how to write, when she should write and then criticizes her for not writing fast enough. Fucking Hell.
Been thinking that the more people you know, the more people you fucking want to kill.
Been thinking that this post is going down into a fucking spiral, and I should probably get out while I can.
Been thinking "FUCKING BULLSHIT".
Been thinking bye for now.

5 comments:

Ellie said...

Wow, Rose, such angst. You'd make Dark Edward so proud!
But really, you said it all, here. Thanks. xoxo
ps-Yes, you're sorely missed on the blog, sweetheart.

Rose said...

{{Ellie}} I've missed you, too:)

Trixie said...

I've been thinking EXACTLY what you've been thinking.

EXACTLY.

Every. Single. Thing.

<3 you!

182 said...

you pretty much wrote down my thoughts. :)

Wilmari said...

I've been thinking that what you wrote is freaking awesome!