This is how I feel today.
(I only wish I looked like she does)
There are just so many haters out there.
People who hate for no real reason.
Who judge others...
Who decided who people are
without knowing the person.
People who have decided whether they
like me or hate me...
Based on my opinion
of whether or not 2 people are dating.
How does that work?
Am I the only one who finds that
completely and totally ridiculous??
I will tell you what I'm not.
Because I know.
1. I'm not a "ROBSTEN"
How can I be?
Robsten is a combination
of Robert and Kristen.
I am neither.
So lets throw that fucker out the door...
2. I'm not a "SHIPPER" either.
Shipper and Robsten have all these
negative qualities attached to the words.
I don't fucking ship anything.
A ship is something that floats on water.
I'm not into ships.
I'm not on a ship
Let's sink that bitch... now.
3. I am friends with many people
who are "Nonsten".
I love some of these people.
I think they love me back.
They know me.
They don't judge me on my opinion.
They accept it.
They accept me.
We accept each other
and even if we don't always see
eye to eye...
We still love.
That's how its supposed to be.
I will tell you what I am.
I'm a believer.
I believe that Rob and Kristen are dating.
It's just my conclusion to what I have seen.
You don't have to believe.
I'm totally OK with that.
I won't chase you onto other forums...
I won't tweet at you until you relent...
I won't follow you around the internet...
Hoping to change your mind.
I know there are scary people out there.
I know that there are people who take things
too fucking far.
I know that the delusional haters
exist on both ends of this never-ending drama.
I know there are extremes.
Scary... frightening extremes.
That. Is. Not. Me.
I just believe.
I'm not consumed.
I'm not crazy.
One day I might not believe.
But for right now...
Does that make you wrong?
You just believe differently.
I accept that.
I won't call you names.
I won't attack you for your opinions.
Just let me have mine.
Of the drama.
Of the hate.
Of the attacks.
I just want to love Robert Pattinson.
I just want to love Kristen Stewart.
I don't need anyone to tell me how to do it.
Or if I'm doing it wrong.
Or even if I am doing it right.
I'm a believer.
Bye for now.