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Friday, August 28, 2009

I Can't Help Falling In Love With You...


Well there you have it.
Pictures of Robert Fucking Pattinson.
Finally.
The famine is over...
Well... it was really just a snack...
A nibble...
Not really a meal...
But enough to make us happy.
A handful of pictures.
The first from the set of Eclipse.
One in the back of a car (looking miserable, I might add)
And a few of him walking from his trailer.
(But he was smiling... and that's a good thing)

Good Fucking Grief.

The anxiety. The anticipation.
The actual PAIN I went through yesterday.
Twitter was... well... tweeting like crazy
about these pictures all damn day.
And while I was happy to see him...
Looking very Edwardly...
(And fuck me dead... it was Edward.)
Looking fucking sexy hot as always...
I didn't like how my very emotions
seemed to be controlled by him.

How does that happen?
How the fucking hell did I get on this train...
that keeps barreling at break neck speed...
crashing through any barriers that used to be my life?

I used to be a wife and mother.
I used to be a best friend and sister.
I used to read real books...
I used to have other interests.

Now I'm just ROBsessed.
My happiness...
My very existence...
Seems to teeter precariously...
On where Robert Pattinson is...
What he looks like...
What he's wearing...
And who he is with.
(and we all know who he is with... heh)

And do you wanna know the strangest part?
Well... one of the strangest...
There are so many weird things to pick from.
I truly believe that I am in love with Rob.

I've tried not to be.
Believe me.
I've tried to step away...
I've tried to not care...
I've gone days without Robert...
But it doesn't matter.
My heart won't let go of him.
Even though my head is screaming...

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!"

My heart won't budge.
It stubbornly clings to this addiction...

My heart wants what it wants.

I am completely owned by
Robert Pattinson.

What.The.Fuck.

Bye for now

7 comments:

Webb and Weaver said...

Take heart...I too was addicted to Rob. But ever so slowly, with help from my family and by immersing myself in my other passions, I am beginning to heal. Don't get me wrong...the temptation that is Rob, still settles over me at times. But it is getting better and it is only in those frenzied moments, when new sightings occur or when new pictures come out, that I feel that old addiction pulling at my very core. I think I am over the worst, although I do still save new pictures of Rob to my already bulging 'Rob' file, and he is still the only wallpaper on my computer. But please know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and that you too, will someday be able to look at Rob without loosing all sense of your own self. We are all here if you need us!

maria said...

I know exactly what you mean Rose..my own obsession of Rob is getting ridiculous..I am bored to get out of the house and go meet my friends because I'm afraid I'm going to miss some new information about Rob..even if there is no new information, I prefer just seeing for the millionth time his interviews, just to hear the way he laughs, to enjoy the adoring way in which he looks at Kristen..it's just addictive and dangerous!
I'd rather stay at home and watch his pictures rather than go out with my best friend or with my boyfriend?? What the hell is wrong with me??
Even though I'm sick at the thought that he is miserable every time the paparazzi manage to take his pictures, I am so happy that I get to see him again, wonder what he's thinking at that moment, being utterly sad because he doesn't have a smile on him, smiling like a ridicurlous 15 year old girl when he does have a smile on him..oh this is getting out of hand!!
I think, I hope it will get healthier, but I am never ever going to loose my obsession over this man, because he is simply adorable!!

Vampsus said...

@Webb: I'm glad that those who want to be cured have a light at the end of the tunnel, but my *outofcontrol* addiction to RP is a rockin' rollin' roller coaster of delight.

Rose: Your heartfelt and close-to-my heart post this morning hit the spot. I have a family gathering in Vancouver this weekend, and my eyes could only focus on one hotel phone number (SWC).

I'm just an old lady on a thrill ride, so don't anybody yell at me. The rooms are great and it is cheaper than the Opus or Sutton.

Anonymous said...

I look forward to reading your posts, Rose, because you can so eloquently describe the overwhelming magnetic pull that Rob has over me as well. Although I am an intense supporter of Robsten and love to see R/K close and in love...I can't help but feel love for him myself. I'm also married with kids and 13 years older than him, but there's just something there. I've never felt this way about any celebrity...not even as a teenager. I keep telling myself that I don't know Rob personally and can't really know who he completely is as a person. I think part of the love comes from Rob himself and part from his portrayal of Edward. But there's no doubt, apart from Edward, he's got something magnetic about him. That indescribable spark or x-factor that only enhances his role. And what's wierd is that we all feel this love for this man, but can also seem to "share" him and seek comfort in each other, as we love him individually and collectively.

Kelly said...

Rose... ((HUGS))

Amen... you said it.. he does it.. life will never be the same... was a sweet prison term

imloco2 said...

I think it was the 1000 interviews he gave before, during and after Twilight that let so many people get to know Rob. And it's simple really, to know Rob is to love him.

I do.

tkayyyy said...

very beautifully stated! i always come here when i want to feed the deeper, more emotional (and honest) side of my robsession. i really thought i was getting better lately, not as much time spent on the internet, but unfortunately i think it is just because he has been so MIA.

anyways, love your site, and as much as i want to hate kristin out of pure jealousy, you do a really good job of helping me accept what is definitely the truth. :)