I can admit it, you know.
That I love Robert Pattinson.
No, I'm not IN love with him.
That wouldn't be... prudent
Especially since I never met the guy.
But I do love him.
I think about him every day.
I write about him every day.
I'm not sure what to make of that... at all.
I'm trying to figure it out.
Even after all this time of feeding my Rob addiction
I still don't understand it.
I've NEVER felt this way about someone famous.
Even when I was younger...
I never... ever felt this way about anyone.
Sometimes I feel like I am just dreaming my life away.
Living from one Robert moment to the next...
You know how on Oprah...
Both Taylor and Rob said they were living
in 2 separate worlds?
So am I.
I have my normal Rose world.
Full of family, friends... life.
Then I have my Robert world...
Full of Robert and Kristen and Twilight.
I go back and forth
Although sometimes not easily.
The Robert World does create more angst for me.
The closer it gets to "Eclipse"
and all the press and interviews that come with it...
The more anxious I get.
The more my stomach does flip-flops
The more time I spend online.
I kinda hate that feeling.
It sometimes gets so bad...
That I just wish Eclipse were out
and I was done with it all.
But it will never end... not really.
Bel Ami, WFE, On The Road...
There will always be something else
And so Rose Goes.
I have a lot of them.
Too many, probably.
It's pretty obvious that I think
WAY too much.
I over-think everything.
I guess it's a curse...
(or is it?)
1. I wonder where Kristen has been lately?
(wink wink nudge nudge)
Outside of the WFE tweet...
Rob and Kristen have stayed off the radar.
People are tweeting they saw Rob here...
Just more lame bullshit to stir the pot.
Not that I don't like to stick my paddle
in every now and then...
2. I was reading shit online.
OK, that's a bit harsh...
Not all of it was shit.
But a lot of NONsense
(you know what I'm talking about... yes?
I refuse to write that NONword anymore)
You read all these gossip sites.
All these entertainment sites.
I mean, seriously...
Just about EVERYONE believes that
Robert and Kristen
are in fact... TOGETHER.
Even if they don't want to believe it...
They admit it's true.
Except the NONrational
Who still claim PR! PR!!!!!!
IT MUST BE PR!!!
(All the while relentlessly attacking
both Robert and Kristen)
Don't the NONsane
Find it amusing that they scream
(howl, bark, whine)
About Rob/Kristen not being together
While just about EVERYONE else disagrees?
EVERYONE else is wrong?
This small pack of mutts...
has it all figured out
And the rest of the world is way off base.
What does that tell you?
That Rabies is very bad.
And it eats away at your brain function.
And makes you paranoid and confused...
And you produce large amounts of
is a beautiful, charming, witty, talented guy.
He could quite possibly have any girl he wanted.
Any girl. Anywhere.
You never see him hanging out with random girls.
You never see him at concerts
hotels, in limos, airports,
red carpets, on vacation
The beautiful, talented, awkwardly adorable girl
That he CHOOSES to spend his time with.
It's ALWAYS been Kristen.
Bye for now